I'm so sick of this
I feel like shit
don't tell me you love me
you don't mean it
I'm falling apart 
into your arms 
my wrists is bloody
don't know what I've done

spilled out blood and guts
thrown under the bus
I don't feel right
it was petty love
petty love, petty love

pull me in closer 
I'm getting colder
don't feel right
help me I'm dying 
help me I'm dying
I won't heal, baby it's all gone

life is petty

i'm sorry i didn't ever love you

unofficially prod twikipedia

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
how you're keeping me sane

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better- fuck!

since you're all that i want
try my best, never stop
jump that hurdle, cross that block
till i'm up in your arms
i love you its obvious, no wonder
tell me if i'm obnoxious, since i'm younger
so many words i couldn't say
devoted I'm the pen to your page
and there's nothing i wouldn't do
if it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for you

I'll be your winner, your winner 

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
oh so well

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you
be your lapdog just tell me what i need to do
if i lied i'd be sorry would you see me through
scared about losing you
swear that it's true
afraid at the fact you could le-

fuck this shit, i'll just go tell her in person

heartfelt

i'd rather be famous than dead

prod ~ kiialko

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3Wn4Jef4npUgQlDhOyeHuF?si=b5b1dad8d6a34036

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/ghosts-feat-dazingoff/1823793279

you tell me you're giving up on me
and you keep on bringing up, how you want to leave
was I not enough for you?
was I just a phase you grew out of too soon?
I'm left here thinking, what we could've been
now I'm stuck rewinding, our memories again

I talk to ghosts inside my room
replaying the nights I gave to you
your silence acts louder than the truth
and I still wear the weight of losing you
I light a match just to feel some heat
but not even flames
could burn what's haunting me
your gone but your shadow never moved
and now I talk to ghosts, I talk to ghosts inside my room

I'm too far gone nobody can save me
I loved you once but u didn't see 
I caused a lot of things and it was so hard to say
you took out everything and pushed me out your way
my skin is filled up w cuts going cold running out of blood
I got no one so I talk to the walls and when I'm gone you finally get what you want

I talk to ghosts inside my room
replaying the nights I gave to you
your silence acts louder than the truth
and I still wear the weight of losing you
I light a match just to feel some heat
but not even flames
could burn what's haunting me
your gone but your shadow never moved
and now I talk to ghosts, I talk to ghosts inside my room

cocktail hour

ghosts

ghosts w/ dazingoff

bullet

lucille - hat trick (snippet)

prod me

it’s too late to go back
wasted all my time on you and i can’t make it back
i’m losing myself for you my bad

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody's there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

i hum through the quiet like it answers me back
and i've been sleeping through heartache pretending you'll ask
your name's in my throat but it don't wanna leave
i carry it softly, like something to grieve
now i stare at the ceiling like its talking in codes
i see the lights flicker once and then forget how to glow
i wanted a reason, you wanted escape
now im stuck in a loop you dont want me to break

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody’s there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

trace

(⚠️WARNING THIS KNIFE WAS INFACT USED TO CUT SOME EXOTIC BUTTERS⚠️)

Lyrics:

You wanna tell me your lies
But I can see it clear as day

Accepting the signs
Cuz I can’t let you walk away

I know it’s alright
And with every single step you take
I’ll distance myself

From all our little past mistakes

It’s never easy to stay

I walk around with a blade in my bag
I’m too damn cautious it’s sad
I’m so paranoid
I hope to god I don’t crash

Remember my name
Even though I’m not the same
Yk I’m not good with apologies
But baby I’m sorry for treating you that way

(outro)
Fuck I'm so exhausted
I'm tired of doing the same old thing
when is it my turn to have real love
i just wanna know
do I even deserve it?

(This songs about arleth btw :3)

A song about butter knives

prod bashful

@ggyaru
locked in my room getting faded
all that I've done is feel hated
messed with my touch, my persuasion
all that I've touched has been tainted

I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

@fiestivals
they ask where I've been like they care now
but I gave them my best then I tapped-out
drown the room in my smoke, its my hideout
then I melt in the haze till I blackout

I gave them my time, my time they'll just borrow
they show up for highs, but not for the sorrow
they act oh so sweet when it's good for they're ego
it's another fake hug, one more fake hug tomorrow

@ggyaru & @fiestivals
I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

i hate all my friends

LISTEN TO THE FULL EP RIGHT HERE: https://ericLavien.com/ROCK

The shiny (and Rock!) EP includes:
"Turn Back Time", "Sweet Escapade", "Illusion & Dream", "Love Will Find You Again."

Plus, a sweet acoustic instrumental version of "Love Will Find You Again."

Recorded at: Home Studio
Equipment used: FLStudio, Cubase, VST, Audacity
Vocals by: Eric Lavién
Vocals Recording equipment: Shure Beta 58A, AKG P220, Focusrite Scarlet
Music Recording equipment: Yamaha Clavinova Midi Piano, Guitar Yamaha Pacifica

Illusion & Dream

Sweet Escapade

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i'd rather be famous than dead

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