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the blood that i can see it just
curls up inside of me
im so scared of what i could be

ive waited day & night for
this reckless useless fight
it might just be time to give up

but
ill give it another try
ive already seen your lies
theres nothing you can do to surprise

love clots

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keeping it real
making it last
making sure im dying fast
all these pent up emotions
that are logged in my brain
suppress them all with anger
that only grows the pain
so i cut through my skin
using knives like they pins
ill just keep cutting
sewing and weaving
making a new set of skin
dont try to help me
i wont let you close
take another step
ill pop the pills
enough to go comatose
thrust the knife in my throat
lay on the floor
all these friends are such a huge bore

I HATE DYING IN ELDEN RING (PROD. METHBOISWAG)

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you and i could be just so fine
id do anything to make you mine
you could make a list ill finish it
being with yous a bliss i promise it
i dont mean to make you this sad
sorry i overthink its so bad
i recalibrate my thoughts into misheards
then we argue all night its so absurd

do you remember when we first talked
and now that its gone you have me blocked
and now ill just weep, my tears
is what held me through all these years
my brain malfunctioned, it hurts
i brought you pain on this earth
and im sorry i apologize
but i cant tell you, itd be a lie

black & blue (p. kkquickbrakes)

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the things that make me happy no longer
but what did i expect?
things change
i have my regrets

crunching leaves under my feet as i run away
all the pain that ive have caused leaves me dismayed
i wish i could go back and fix everything
drink the potion as i pass out
used to use the pills till i found out i lashed out
mom worries when im sad cause i go out
and ruin everything
i think i see what made you leave
but i still wish that i saw you outside my dreams
seeing you in the halls really bothers me
cause i should be there beside you outside my dreams
wished i still walked you back to my car
where we would talk about our future, it aint that far
but now things have changed and im out of your phone
but now things have changed and im so out of tone

things change // dreams

i do not own this artwork
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in love with my bed but i can’t stand my head
memories of us just falling to rest
and the dragons that come will heal me for once
and the battle we won but lost the war
as the armies march down with their armor and swords
they pierce the wall, they try to break in
but my skin is too thick but my heart is too thin
and i’m not that strong but i will try
i’ll fend them off powered by your lies
as your in the clouds with your head held high
and i am punished stabbed for your crimes

walls that are too thin

i do not own this artwork
this a freestyle and im too lazy to remember the lyrics so :/

GONE (p. emptychest)

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love letting
letting love die
fire setting
combust at night
i dont-
im blind
nothing to see here
you are nothing dear
-letting fire near
x2

letting fire near

no where dear

love letting, love died
x4

fire setting (p. x9cbm.)

prod. Stezzyxl

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hope
life aint what i want
trust
the everlasting light
\
broken - a child can only bear so much
the trust is shattered - on the ground
theres no sound
\
everyone - weeps and sombers
but no one ever keeps and longers
they just want - a way out
out
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the wizard of death and destruction will appear
and he will show that theres only fear
the greatest emotion, powered forever
cause no one can ever, fight their master

am i not enough anymore?

changed personality (p. Iam6teen)

(p. guda)

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killed off, yea they want me killed off
im no use so ill be off
ending my infinite suffering
dis-missed, yea she said im dis-missed
no more fights, i got my wish
where did all the time go?
i hate it, ill die
im falling, ill cry
theres no use, so why try
pleasure in God's hands
im blissed, in the skys hands i kiss
warmth in the ignorance
im waiting for my time
im lost, in your eyes im crossed
between hell and the cross
i cannot figure you out

creepo pink