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can opener's notebook: fish whisperer

i've still got something to teach you

chew me up, don't spit me out
dissappear into ur mouth
ur stomach walls are getting loud
all my thoughts are drowning out
chew me up, don't spit me out
dissappear into ur mouth
ur stomach walls are getting loud
all my thoughts are drowning out

(guitar solo)

chew me up, don't spit me out
dissappear into ur mouth
ur stomach walls are getting loud
all my thoughts are drowning out

churn me up

Turned JUST BE COMPETENT into a JERSEY CLUB track! 
I made and debuted this flip for NEW FURIZONS –I made it so I could easily fit it into LIVE SETS, I hope you like it :3

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RUIN MY LIFE⎡​ʟ​ɪ​ᴄ​ᴋ ᴍʏ ʀ​ᴜ​ssʏ ᴀ​ɴ​ᴅ ᴍʏ ᴄ​ʀ​ᴀ​ᴄ​ᴋ​⎦

Hands held
eyes locked on your eyes
my love you are mine
hold me down and 
pet me and say
everything's alright

memorize your
body commit every
part to memory
my love you are
everything with-
out you i feel like
i am nothing

i developed habits
i know that you really hate them
trying to get better
and i'm making progress
each and every day

when i am around you
everything feels better somehow
mystical magical powers
you make me feel fuller and i  

Can't stop chasing
You're everything
Stuck in daydreams
When you aren't be-

side me when i'm
lonely i have lost
my self awareness

panic feeling 
empty and i 
can't control my
feelings but when

You're with me
Ecstasy fills my brain
I'm high
You're mine you're mine

Can't stop chasing
All these feelings
In my heart
When we are kissing

And I can't live
When you're missing
And I'm alone
With my feelings

YOU'RE MINE (feat. Hatsune Miku & Awerewa)

unforming

cookies n' cream

Bandcamp

sick /// jump

sick

DO NOT DISTURB

Braindead (feat. Left at London)

GOD COMPLEXXX (Messiah)

I'M SURROUNDED

7 Stages is an EP I started by accident. I had another album planned, but this EP formed itself. Earlier this year, a complicated and abusive relationship I was in for a while ended. A month after the relationship ended, I was sexually assaulted by my former closest friend shortly after I confided in them and finally felt comfortable enough to tell someone about the instances of abuse I went through in my relationship. Both these things were absolutely crushing to me. I felt like I lost everything in the span of a month. I began writing songs for myself to cope with the difficult feelings that were coming up and this EP was born accidentally. I did not know if I wanted to post this, or if I would feel safe being so vulnerable, but I feel it is an important part of my personal healing not to suffer alone or in silence any longer.

This EP shows all the emotions of going through and recovering from those events. Messy emotions, having complicated feelings for your abusers, toying with the idea of regressing just to be 'loved' once more, etc. As the EP progresses through the stages of grief, it becomes a reflection of my personal rise into power, self healing, proper boundary setting, reclaiming myself, and coming into an era of self love after not having that for myself my entire life.

If you have been through or are going through similar experiences, know that you are heard and that you are very important and worthy of healthy love, friendships, and relationships. It DOES get better, I promise.


I'M SURROUNDED

CreepP

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