want die  - Part 1

it only gets worse, i promise

Art by Idleglance (sempai)

LYRICS
I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it
I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it

good thing I look like this
good thing I look like this
cause I don't give no fucks
and I don’t take no shit
my girl see me amok
gave me her final kiss
she knew something was up
but she still want my kids

I roll a blunt to get away just for a starry night
I roll a joint to get away just for a moments time
I smoke the bong to get away from this so boring life
I smoke a dab so I can pass out and just fucking die

I need a Lyft
like Uber quick
or else I’m pissed
I got a mission that I must finish
I got a feelin' that there’s something out there that I missed
but I’m not worried, lines are blurry on the life I live
good thing I look like this
good thing I keep control
good thing I flick my wrist
good thing I rest my soul
good thing I finally got the break I need
I risked it all
I kept my patience
didn’t say shit
now I’m boutta ball

I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it
I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it

Lay down like this baby lemme fuck that face
turn up like this baby lemme fuck that waist
and when I leave you baby
I’ll be gone no trace
and when I leave you baby
I’ll be gone no place

good thing I look like this
good thing I look like this
cause I don't give no fucks
and I don’t take no shit
my girl see me amok
gave me her final kiss
she knew something was up
but she still want my kids

I roll a blunt to get away just for a starry night
I roll a joint to get away just for a moments time
I smoke the bong to get away from this so boring life
I smoke a dab so I can pass out and just fucking die

Ego Death (prod. puhf)

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Crewsont - Cry For Help

LSD with Dante X

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Wh1te W0lf x s0cliché - Jouhatsu (prod. justletmedie)

s0cliche x Ethan Ross - "Miles Away" (prod. Drunk Girl)

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Lil Durk featuring Gunna x JuiceWrld - Don't Talk To Me

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Lyrics:

fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
how come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it’s not enough
I’m so numb its a tragedy, hooked on a tendency 
can’t get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out

mix the good times with the bad
tell me when did I become so sad
flicking channels on the tv 
just to see the static shining through

choking on depression it stabs so deep
straight through my ribs, it feels like I’m breaking
flashing blue and white in my eyes
I hear my fans begging for more

more of the sad times, 
I’ve never sunk this low
it feels like my hearts on the floor
chuck it out it’s going cold

see friends and the faces that I used to love
they pass by straight in a blink
I know they still want me to keep going 
I will carry on

staying afloat with best friends by my side
yeah  they know what it’s like when
I feel like I’m not coping 
I’m sinking down into your red eyes

yeah your fingers in my soul
yeah I’ve never felt this cold
so numb from the pain
shutting down, block it all away

closing the doors to my house
yeah I’m in too deep
watching the water rise 
above my neck, I can’t catch my breath

when will I get a break,
no, I don’t wanna take
medication to make me sane
yeah I wanna be free

Snuff Me Out

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LYRICS

RIVILIN:

Shaking in your hand, not it won’t stop
Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood
What’s it like when you lose touch
Waking in your bed, im the failure that you couldn’t just love

Flicking your ash on my cheek, 
I don’t want this I don’t want
Cutting me down so deep
I feel like im just not enough

lip tremble eyes struggle just to focus now
weighing on my conscious I just feel like im about to drown
covering my ears, the water rises
your voice still blocks the horizon

I see your ghost in my dreams
explaining why you just leave
depression got too much
and you just had to block out the noise


$LOTHBOI:

Drown in pain
Drown in hate

I feel the pain
All in me

Shallow breaths
Steal my life lately
Tight my chest the
Panic hates me

Panicked thoughts all in my head yeah
Memories replaying dread man
How can I be expected
To live this life, shit this aint it

2nd verse

Manic depression
My body be trembling

Tight in my chest
I ain’t think I’mma make it

Gasping for breath
Cuz these demons gun take it

Fighting for life
But I’m breaking to pieces

Cry through my days
Why do I hate me

I’m not okay
My mind is crazy

What can I say
I’m feeling hazy

Why do I hate me
I’m tryna save me

Burning my skin just to forget the pain
Seeded in memories inside my brain
Tryna forget my collection of bad days
Inside my head the trauma did some damage

Sloth ain’t the same he’s been changed from the pain
and bet Rivilin’s trauma still haunting his days
We fight past our memories living in pain
but we’re Void of the happiness we lost that day

Not Enough (Ft. $LOTHBOI)

Jamming to a Backing Track for 38 Specials "Hold on Loosely". 
Recorded two quick Guitar Tracks and an Improvised Solo. Enjoy. 

Backing Track (Vocals, Bass, Drums): 

http://www.guitarbackingtrack.com/play/38_special/hold_on_loosely_%283%29.htm

.38 Special - Hold on Loosely Jam

PORTRAIT ON THE WALL OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
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[Mixed and Mastered by Kyle Williams]

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LYRICS:

It’s like I’m living on the different planet
Everything I feel in world of panic shivers you alone
May have been resembling organic chaos on its own
Always here and always close
What a waste, but worth a toast
And I don’t see a difference, dammit

And all the memories so vivid
Like a portrait on the wall
In one hundred years old building
Caving in upon us all
If I knew all of theirs secrets
And you knew what they imply
Then we wouldn’t be so different when this chaos multiplied
I don’t know why
I don’t know why

Maybe I’ve never though of things I chose
Maybe it’s too late for all those remedies
What made me numb left me back discomposed
Red light being flickering
In the dark shadow steals the night away
I guess this time it’ll be the same
Story unfolds another day

Break away, don’t look back
Forget my face when you recap
For the good, for the bad
For all the heartless things I said
Till the end, till break of dawn
What I run from, I’m brining on
What goes around still comes around
Another portrait on the wall
I think I know

It’s like I’m living on the different planet
Everything I feel in world of panic shivers you alone
May have been resembling organic chaos on its own
Always here and always close
What a waste, but worth a toast
And I don’t see a difference, dammit

Crewsont - Cry For Help

Crewsont

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