Giving up your body doesn’t get you the love that you lack.

We All Fade to Black

Outdated, and longer wanted. I am just the bit of coding left behind and trashed.

Outlier

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Help Me

Suicide Won’t Make It Go Away

Shatter (Lyrics)

My eyes burn
And I can smell my brain rotting away
I am lazy and pointless
My bed sucks me down and I stay
With all the little sparks of dopamine
I build up a tolerance so fast

I want it all to shatter
But I don’t know how I’d survive
I want it all to shatter
But I don’t know how I’d survive

The constant light exposure 
Makes me suffer again 
All of my friends are digital 
I might as well just kill myself 

I want it all to shatter
But I don’t know how I’d survive
I want it all to shatter
But I don’t know how I’d survive

It’s a constant addiction 

It’s a constant addiction 

I wånt it all to śhÁtTer!¡
But I     don’t kn0w how I’d survive
I w  a  n  t it all to sHÅ++3R
But I don’t know how I’d 5urv173

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I want it all to shatter

I want it all to shatter

I want it all to shatter

I want it all to shatter

Shatter

Candlewax (Lyrics)

God is with me
Drinking candles 
God supports my
Wrongdoings

God never ever told me to do this 
But I know that he wants me to
Because it makes me

Feel good

God never liked me anyway 
Since he put me in this shithole
God really seems like he doesn’t want me to stay
Since the candles taste so good 

So I’ll just go fuck myself 
Over and over again 
I don’t fucking believe you anymore 

I don’t believe you anymore 
I don’t believe you anymore 

I don’t like you anymore

Candlewax

Learning How to Breathe In Water (Lyrics)

I have wondered I have questioned every second of my days 
Why do I live? What do I get after being in this haze?
Everybody’s telling me what I should go and fix 
They do not listen when I tell them “I don’t give two shits”

Cause I fall and fall
I write and sing
I only wanted just one thing
Death is what I wished for, but today they are holding me back 

it’s cold
I am just a violent animal 

I’ve taken their abuse, and I’ve always been accused of the dumbest fucking things that have only lit the fuse and I’m never getting free yeah, I’m drowning in the sea but I’m learning how to breathe in the water taking me

I keep drowning in this fucking pool that you keep shoving me in
All expecting me to swim these “clearest waters you can see in” but little do you know I cannot see shit

It’s all dark and murky to me

It’s still cold

I tried to kill the world because the world tried to kill me

It got me nowhere 

I don’t want to swim in the water that I’m given my songs will never make it if everybody hates it I’ve taken many chances I’ve gotten through the trances they made me do the dances and I’ve gotten no advances

I never really found me
When people all around me
Do things that would astound me 
Stupidity is abounding

I’m faded and the dark is blackening and when I harness that and make it into art and craft and sell it in this market that we call society

I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to brea333333333355

I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water 
I’ve been learning how to breathe in water

Learning How to Breathe In Water

Your Liver Is Black

Black Mud (Lyrics)

I’ve been drinking too much 
Everything around me is spinning
I’ve been thinking too much
Im feeling like I’m mud

Everybody’s sleeping
While I’m still wide awake
4:30 in the morning
I still cry and ache

Everything is blurry 
Blood is dripping from my arm
All the pretty colors
Distract me

Everything is spinning
Wounds close up and heal
Every scar here disappears
But I still can feel

Sitting in my room at night
With shinning down lunar light
Hunched over with a bottle
Bags under my eyes

It sure is nice to be numb
But my insides still rot inside of me
My liver has black mud in it

I’m feeling like I’m mudimlikeacarcassrotting
I’m feeling like I’m mud
I’m feeling myself crumblehelpme

Sitting in my room at night
With shinning down lunar light
Hunched over with a bottle
Bags under my eyes

It sure is nice to be numb
But my insides still rot inside of me
My liver has black mud in it
My liver has black mud in it
Inside of me
My liver





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My liver is black
My liver is black
My liver is black
My liver is black
My liver
My liver
My liver
My liver
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I want to go back.

Black Mud

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Post Suicide

This concludes the album. The trilogy of tracks at the end of this album contain a dark message against suicide lyrically describing a purgatory like existence in the afterlife. This is based off of a belief that, whatever way you feel before you die, is the way you will feel after for eternity.

The Room Of Flies

Sex, Drugs and Odecore

I’m Not Sober

I Don’t Know How To Love

Killers In Blue

Lost Forever

Stoner Party

No Thoughts Brain Empty

Bxtch Don’t Ruin My High

My Friend Nic

Fossilized Remains Of The Human Skeleton

Sterilized

Internal Conflict

High With You

Alfred's Soul

Zion

Now Dance With Me

No Thoughts Brain Empty (Sped Up)

Twisted/funny/fire alternative Music with hidden messages in many tracks, and secrets to be found!

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