Echoes From The Forest Vol. 1

Crizzy:

I thought we got ahold of it, 
We talked for the night. 
Good times, 
You're enjoying it. 
I fucked around and soiled it,
She didn't wanna dance, 
Grabbed my hand, 
And she boiled it. 
And I can lie now, 
Or I could lie down, 
Hear my heart beat sound, 
To the way I'm crying out. 
Screaming all alone, 
In my shitty broke house. 
Can't believe it came to this, 
I'll fucking die right now. 

You never wanted me, 
That's some bullshit, 
Fuck you. 
I'm tired of your lies, 
You know I tried, 
And I want you. 
Why the fuck can't we talk?
Was I nothing but a fucking rot?
And every little piece I gave to you, 
From me.
But you tore that shit up, 
Cause my souls ugly. 
Burn away my heart, 
To the third degree. 
I fell in love with you, 
And you won't talk to me. 

Push me to the side, 
I tried, 
But you let go, 
Imma fucking die, 
While I'm sipping on it, 
Ice cold. 
I knew I was attached, 
When I made the song, 
"Crystal". 
But you just shoot me down, 
Everytime, 
With your pistol. 

Cypression:

We talked till the sun came up 
It was 5am and i knew i was in love 
Months go by and you won't talk to me
No reply and i'm feeling lonely 
Told me that u want me 
Really hyped that shit up
Broke my own heart with the thought of us 
Why did you do this to me 
Why wont you talk to me

Crizzy:

The ending of your jokes, 
Are the lines that I wrote, 
But you crossed the fucking line, 
So I die inside this home. 
Take my body, 
Take my spirit, 
Take my life as you know. 
Pick apart my body, 
As you cut into my bone. 

You never wanted me, 
That's some bullshit, 
Fuck you. 
I'm tired of your lies, 
You know I tried, 
And I want you. 
Why the fuck can't we talk?
Was I nothing but a fucking rot?
And every little piece I gave to you, 
From me.
But you tore that shit up, 
Cause my souls ugly. 
Burn away my heart, 
To the third degree. 
I fell in love with you, 
And you won't talk to me.

Cypression - https://soundcloud.com/cypression

mind of addy - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TX4qcj12oCg

Talk To Me feat. Cypression (prod. mind of addy)

(Crizzy)

When crizzy walk in, 
Bitches stop their talking, 
I got drip drip drip, 
Like a leaky faucet, 
I'm chilling like a villain, 
Smoking green goblin, 
Call me Cxrtex, 
I'm on my big boss shit. 

I will not stop, 
Hm, 
I make it drop.
Hm, 
I can not drive but I rent from the lot, 
I got money in hand, 
And a scope with the dot. 
I don't fuck with a thot, 
Cause I got a main bitch, 
Bitch I'm not pop, 
But I'm still making hits. 
Her legs open up, 
Like the girls optimus. 
Eating on pussy, 
And smoking cat piss. 
Rob with the strap, 
And you know he don't miss. 
I make it clap, 
Like a snare in this bitch, 
She give me top, 
Like a real drum kit. 
Act like I'm not, 
But I'm running this shit. 
Aborting these kids, 
Cause they all be my sons. 
I made a hit and you know I'm not done. 
Crizzy is different, 
Don't care if I won, 
Imma keep going, 
I do what I want. 
Switch it, 
Switch it, 
Come with a vengeance, 
I change a cadence, 
And now I am winning. 
Eating up rappers, 
And eating out women, 
9 plays on this shit, 
But I flow like it's millions. 
Anti the hero, 
I'm killing civilians, 
Robert Denero, 
You act like I'm kidding, 
I change the game, 
In the time that you're shitting. 
Here is the thing, 
I don't try,
I just do. 
I just make a move. 
And I'm out doing you. 
I do it how I want, 
So I'm riding super smooth. 
Say she like it rough, 
So I give the bitch a bruise. 
Your bitch could get a parking ticket, 
Sitting on my cock. 
She do it till I'm finish, 
And I'm always lasting long. 
Her panties bubble up, 
Like the bottom of the bong, 
All this shits 100, 
Used to cap in all my songs. 
Now I'm doing what I'm saying, 
Better listen, 
I'm a man up on the mission, 
Put the car into ignition, 
I'm a legend in the business, 
Get 200 while I'm pissing, 
Like R Kelly recognition. 
If I'm not a god, 
I'm a fucking spitting image. 

When crizzy walk in, 
Bitches stop their talking, 
I got drip drip drip, 
Like a leaky faucet, 
I'm chilling like a villain, 
Smoking green goblin, 
Call me Cxrtex, 
I'm on my big boss shit.

(Robstar)

Yeah yeah yeah
Green goblin, smoke it when I walk in
In the function, all they heads bobbing
See me shining I'm a star no need for talking
She just gimme suction like it's her only option
Don't care 'bout what you saying I'm focused on where the bag at
And even if I listen fibbing's only way you cap man
I dare with what I'm slaying I'm taking down all you whack cats
I'm a villain and killing y'all only way you on the map man
They all hear my flows in studios and they like
Woah woah woah
Then they hear the drop and they stop it and they like
Bro bro bro
This shit hard as fuck you making bangers three in a
Row row row
I just hear the beat and like seal team six I
Go go go
Going in, they watching the flow switch
With my bitch we rolling 'round in the whip
When I go down I'm so sloppy I need a bib
Then she gave me toppy, she swallow kids and I dip

Green Goblin w/ Robstar (prod. Fedia x Saibot)

self-prod

ibleedicare - https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records
epitome - https://soundcloud.com/failure404
xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad

Encore w/ IBleedicare, epitomeoffailure & lil XipZ

self-prod

Rob - https://on.soundcloud.com/hgqiB
Flowrs - https://on.soundcloud.com/HKQrx

Summer's Dead w/ Robstar & sendflowrs

seejayxo - https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo

Crizzy:

She fell back into a habit, 
If she see a bottle grab it, 
Down it, 
Take it to the throat, 
Like its a fountain. 
I bet she drown in, 
Every drug that she was found in. 
Oxycotin,
Bottles pile on her mattress. 
Her mama saw it, 
And she called a single number, 
She said, "Oh god I'm really worried for my daughter". 
She start to stutter as her fingers growing number. 
She has an addict in her house without a father.

But what, 
Does it mean. 
Sitting all alone, 
In a place, 
She never seen.  
What, 
Do you need, 
Some help, 
Or a baggie,
Full of seed. 

And they sent her off to rehab, 
They ain't knowing how she'll react, 
They're just praying she don't relapse, 
Say she promise do she mean that. 
And I can tell by the way that she looks, 
She don't care about the measures that they took. 
They shouldn't judge from a cover of a book, 
But they know that she had never understood.

Seejayxo:
She a bad bitch
Out in LA
And she poppin now
Just like she said she would 
So I can't even hate
But her daddy probably 
Bought her everything 
That he ever could 
But she she still miss the xans
And I can't even blame her for that 
She just get ashamed
When she talk about her past
I be getting faded
Knowin I can't take you back
Knowin this my last sack

She need love from a real one 
White girl lines till I feel numb 
This just how I live
It's sincere love
I just want real trust
Tell me where the fuck I'm finna find that
Bitch I got pills in my side bag
Pop another one I'll be good for the flight back
Shit I got a show I'll be right back
Please don't relapse we can fight that 

Crizzy:

And they sent her off to rehab, 
They ain't knowing how she'll react, 
They're just praying she don't relapse, 
Say she promise do she mean that. 
And I can tell by the way that she looks, 
She don't care about the measures that they took. 
They shouldn't judge from a cover of a book, 
But they know that she had never understood.

Rehab w/ seejayxo

Produced by Crizzy White
Mastered by Crizzy White
Mixed by lil XipZ x epitomeoffailure x Crizzy White
Vocals by lil XipZ x epitomeoffailure

xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad
epitomeoffailure - https://soundcloud.com/failure404

xipz - Why You Mad Girl? w/ epitomeoffailure

https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad
https://soundcloud.com/failure404

Dead In Winter w/ xipz & epitomeoffailure

Don't Hide w/ xipz

They wanna know how it is
To die and live again
You can't tell em that you're sick
Or they might go away again 
Because it's hard
To stick around and watch em die
They would rather leave 
Than to shed a tear and cry
It's all why
Does it have to end like this 
A bitter broken story
It was better at the end
Cause it's not
Fair that we exist 
In a world that doesn't care
That left the kids rotting sick 

You got a dead end job
And your girlfriend left
You got a bad haircut
And your fit is a mess
They said it could be worse
And it's true but you're stressed 
And you just need a friend 
But your friends already left 
The doctor said you got three months 
I guess the time is running up
But you still wanna live it up
Take the drugs that they prescribed
And getting numb 
You ain't told your mom or dad or sister
Cause you'll miss em if they worry
Suddenly get thoughts of all the people dying early 
All the ones who did you dirty 
You forgive 'em when they're burried
In a hurry 
It's a flurry of emotions
It's concerning 
You ain't thirty 
Only 20's its occurring 
Getting blurry 

Only two months left 
The Doctor called to tell you 
That he's worried for your tests
The pressure getting high 
Like the blood in your neck 
And your blood sugar low
And your stomach upset 
It's getting hard to leave bed
But you still gotta do it just to fake it for a friend
You know that if you told them 
They would prolly leave again 
Like the people that you told when you had six months left 
Apparently they told your mama
She called you up crying 
She's so worried and it's drama
Asking why you never called her
Why you never told your father 
And you can't even answer 
So you go ignore the caller
Now the blame is on you

Only one month left 
And you're quickly losing breath 
You start to face it
It's your death 
And it never leaves your head
All the things you should've said 
All the things that you regret 
You hope that people might forget 
And it goes public 
Once your dead
You know it
You could never go control it
Honestly that's how it's going 
Face it they ain't noticed 
You got cancer in your colon
In your lungs
And now it's snowing 
You don't even leave your bedroom
You ain't eating
And you're frozen
And your teeth are all decaying 
And your body forms a slowness
You don't even count the days 
You just sit there and you own it
When the time comes
When the reaper shows
You might tell him to the face 
"I can't wait to go"

"I Cant Wait To Go"

Vocals by Crizzy White, Carlby, Horosha
Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, Horosha
Mastered by Crizzy White

Carlby - https://soundcloud.com/carlby
Horosha - https://soundcloud.com/horoshavibes

Verse 1 (Crizzy White):
In your absence 
I was swept in
Tide calm, low water 
But it crept in
I can feel my breath leave as I fall deep
Whisper sweet nothings 'till my brain sleeps
It was never truly fair, I'm asking why you'd ever care 
I'm asking why you have to leave 
When I'm drowning in my sleep
It was never truly fair, I wonder why you're never there 
I'm asking what you did to me
Now I drown in all my dreams

Now I drown in all my dreams
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep
Now I drown in all my dreams 
Now I drown to go to sleep 

Hook (Crizzy White)
I'm drowning but I like this 
Haunted by the silence 
Try my best just to hide this 
But the waves feed me violence 
Now I'm dying but I like this 
Now I'm flying like the highest 
She told me not to fight this 
But I couldn't my close my eyelids 

Verse 2 (Carlby)
Now I'm sinking
But I like it
How it fills me with such excitement
Ever deeper
To the bottom
I say bottoms up
Won't someone fill my cup

You're so cruel to me
But at least you make me feel something
This sinking feeling that I get
So hold my head

(Carlby, Crizzy White, Horosha)
Underneath 'til I can't breathe
No matter what I do
I cannot please you
Face down in a shallow pool
The water fills my lungs
As my lips turn blue

Verse 3 (Crizzy White)
When it comes to her there's no talking back 
I got a target on my back and it make her laugh 
Push me off into the water where my head will crash 
If the lake was frozen over it would probably crack 
And I would fall too deep 
I would fall six feet 
I would land into the water with my breath empty 
There's no bubbles at the top but I'm still screaming 
Why'd you hurt me like this 
Is this your fucking sick dream

Hook (Crizzy White)
I'm drowning but I like this 
Haunted by the silence 
Try my best just to hide this 
But the waves feed me violence 
Now I'm dying but I like this 
Now I'm flying like the highest 
She told me not to fight this 
But I couldn't my close my eyelids

Drowning w/ Carlby

Production by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, Robstar, Danny Adventure, HeyLee Manzeron, xipz
Mixing by Crizzy White, Robstar, Danny Adventure, HeyLee Manzeron, xipz
Master by Crizzy White

(Crizzy White)
I pour a cup when I want
Smoke when I want 
Hit it ain't done 
Turning that bitch to the front 
Damn
Staring too long at the sun 
I been everywhere 
Pacific to Atlantic 
I been everywhere 
I been everywhere 
Drown in the tide
Fine
Suicide filling my mind
Right
I don't know why I 
Lie about fucking these dimes right 
Wasting my time I 
Just stare at the screen 
Till I'm blind right 
And I never switched sides 
I state my truth till it cross lies
I cannot think from my own mind
Silence will deafen the Oceanside side side
I don't feel divine 
I don't feel divine 
I been everywhere but nowheres for me
Every fucking time 
Every fucking time 
They just throw me to the side

(Robstar)
They just throw me to the side
It's alright, I'll be fine
Tryna see the light, and if I did I'd be blind
Rotting in my room getting high
Spend the night girl, I don't really mind

I've seen it all but it don't feel home
I think I found myself when I let it all go
Cut the line I'm already on my own
I've seen the depths of this world and I need something to cope
Pacific to Atlantic I've seen the edges of the moat
I roll my blunt full of dreams just to get lost in the smoke
Dreaming of places I've been, dreaming of places I won't
The only star that I've seen can't even guide his way home

(Danny Adventure)
?

(HeyLee Manzeron)
And I’ve been on a hiatus you still cannot even catch up to me, bro
Don’t give me sidequests, give me main shit, or I’m straight out the door
I don’t be fucking with hoes
I don’t be taking the clothes
I don’t be flexing like I used to, got my priorities set from the go

Another lamb to the slaughter, we’re shot like cannon fodder
Another son or daughter been put into the line of fire
We never had a chance, either grow up or you die
Raise your hands up to the sky
Self destructive suicide

Catch me poppin’ fetty in the cemetery every night
Pacific to Atlanta, poppin’ Fanta and I feel alright
I don’t need a bitch to hold my hand, I see that shit on site
I see you? It’s on site
You better run and hide

(xipz)
?

(Crizzy White)
The oceans alright 
But I gotta make time
So my gang eat right 
Alright 
I been doing fine 
Don't ask my type 
Cause it skinny white bitch 
I ain't talking white lines 
I ain't talking cross sides 
Boy I'm talking roll dice
Snake eyes 
Cause I go twice 
Every damn time
Every cypher imma speak my shit 
That's right
Get back to the topic 
Winter looking tropic 
Missing my friends 
I got stomped in the moshpit
Ocean wave crossing 
Suffer in my conscious 
Look in the mirror
Too hidden like the loch ness
Process 
Trusting my process
Sauce this beat 
After verses got locked in 
Juandice I been looking pale since I crossed this 
Tide that I walked in
Chalked it 
Down to a feeling that I'm lost in
If I never left the ocean it's a coffin
Every creature had to hide when I stomped in
It was stuck in my mind like it's nonsense 
Didn't kill myself but I lost it
Time all spent waking up with a cup in my hand
Pour it up can't stand 
My conscious 
Mouth open like a faucet 
Pouring every thought till I'm nauseas

Pacific2Atlantic w/ Robstar, Danny Adventure, HeyLee Manzeron & xipz

Mastered, Mixed and Produced by Crizzy White

Names in the sand 
All look like letters 
Bleed from my hands
Don't think I'll get better 
Sand all red till it wash with the weather 
Taking shots Mayweather 
How'd I ever forget her 
Cause the name in the sand
All washed up
Dementia in my brain 
Cause I'm lost ya
Don't mention my name 
It'll cost ya
Three new souls
For these brand soles

They never keeping me safe
Murder I wrote 
Like a hit list fit this
Tape
Engulf my brain 
Like Grodd really came
King Kong ape
Beating my chest 
Till it gapes
Moving like Kang
When I flip this dip this 
Aye
Names that I wrote 
All go 
With the waves 
Names that I wrote 
All go
In a haze
Truly I'm finding myself
Or help
Or anything else 
That makes me well
Cause I never got wealth 
So this money ain't shit 
Just water and sand
In my hands feel rich 
Cause I know I'm lost in the mist
Stains gonna cover my fist
Punching at trees when I'm throwing my fit
I could never get help I could never get fixed
Therapist just made me pissed
When I'd wish I was okay 
We talk all day 
We talk bout me
I'm not myself
I'm just a name 
A name that I forgot 
And lost
Like months back in this lake
You take away the person 
From the name 
It's washed away 

Names in the sand 
Just look like letters 
Bleed from my hands
Don't think I'll get better 
Sand all red till it wash with the weather 
Taking shots Mayweather 
How'd I ever forget her 
Cause the name in the sand
All washed up
Dementia in my brain 
Cause I'm lost ya
Don't mention my name 
It'll cost ya
Three new souls
For these brand soles

I don't remember your face
I don't remember your name
I don't remember me giving a fuck 
I just remember my drink in the cup 
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
I took my person away 
I told him I'm needing my personal space
I told him I'm needing a feeling of pain
I don't got thoughts im just cutting my brain 
I done got lost in my lack of a faith 
What does it cost just to live in my place
Nothing but dread and the feeling of waste
Loss of my taste I feel bitter 
Cut off my face for a dinner 
Pray that I'm cured of a sinner 
The way that I shake with a jitter

Names in the sand 
Just look like letters 
Bleed from my hands
Don't think I'll get better 
Sand all red till it wash with the weather 
Taking shots Mayweather 
How'd I ever forget her 
Cause the name in the sand
All washed up
Dementia in my brain 
Cause I'm lost ya
Don't mention my name 
It'll cost ya
Three new souls
For these brand soles

Where'd you go baby 
I don't got no baby 
I lost my soul crazy
I think I'm dying lately 
Can't say I'm trying lately 
I'm starving cramping aching 
I'm eating crab like daily 
It's just raw unsavory 
I think that nothing phase me anymore 
I saw a monster in the water yeah I could've swore 
It had your face and that's the last time that I see no more 
And now I'm blinded to the past I only see this shore

Names In The Sand

Produced by Crizzy White 
Vocals and Mixing by Crizzy White, teddyboi
Mastered by Crizzy White 

Teddy - https://on.soundcloud.com/85Ccg

GOTMYBACK w/ teddyboi

Vocals by Crizzy White, Jadedloner, xipz
Mixing by Crizzy White, Jadedloner, xipz
Production by Crizzy White
Mastered by Crizzy White

SIPPINGONDEATH w/ Jadedloner & xipz

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

Nothing I could say 
Would fix it anyway 
Girl you said what you said 
There's no takeaway
Numb the pain with the drink by my microphone 
808s in my brain when I'm all alone 
You don't like what I say but I won't change my tone
I'm gonna break everything that I made my own
Snowflakes but it's May and it's warm out
Every thought in my brain comes in swarms now

What the hell can I do
I gave my love to a girl who said we're through 
All the things that I wish I never knew 
Like the nights you spent with him oh
I wish it wasn't true 
I wish I could forget it
Oh I wish you never meant it
Not the way you said it
Cause you made me look pathetic 
Now I make the pain poetic
It's my only way to cope
All the letters that I wrote 
Grab the lighter watch 'em toast

Nothing I could say 
Would fix it anyway 
Girl you said what you said 
There's no takeaway
Numb the pain with the drink by my microphone 
808s in my brain when I'm all alone 
You don't like what I say but I won't change my tone
I'm gonna break everything that I made my own
Snowflakes but it's May and it's warm out
Every thought in my brain comes in swarms now

TAKEAWAY

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

Hold up brodie
I thought we was friends 
Cut our ties 
Left my life 
Don't you come again 
You get 5%
Of my smallest hit
Huh huh huh huh

Hold up brodie
I thought we was friends 
Cut our ties 
Left my life 
Don't you come again 
You get 5%
Of my smallest hits
Fake bitch 
Fake bitch 
You can suck my dick 

Got me that bag
And your pocket is hurting 
I'm curving
And swerving 
The shots that you sending 
Said mending a friendship 
Ain't part of my limits
I play and I win it
You play like a scrimmage
So spinach me up like I'm Popeye and hit it
I kill competition 
There's no way you winning 
I smile I'm grinning 
Boy who is you kidding 
Get outta my mentions 
You pussy ass bitches
I swear that I made me a hit and I followed it up with another one 
Bro tryna copy my shit so I guess that I got me another son 
I'm tryna hit then I dip so that lil bastard ain't showing up 
Gimme that child support 
Send me a cheque for the verse you took
I'm in the kitchen like bitch I cook
You always bitching can't make a hook
You always wishing I made a open
Shut the fuck up stay hopin'
Making waves and I split the Oceans
Last album was set in stoning
Split the scene like my name is Moses
Get my splits then I get to going

Hold up brodie
I thought we was friends 
Cut our ties 
Left my life 
Don't you come again 
You get 5%
Of my smallest hits
Fake bitch 
Fake bitch 
You can suck my dick 

Bro getting pressed like for what 
I call up your bitch to bust a nut 
I might call up xipz and hit your show
I might look you in the eyes and fuck your hoe
Damn that bitch gon feel it in her toes
Damn Crizzy White made it snow
I just look her in the eyes while she choke 
See that bump go deeper in her throat
Play the villain I do it good
Minecraft get to chopping wood
On my shaft and she ride it quick 
You a fake bitch you ain't doing shit 
Got a diamond hoe with my diamond pick
And my diamond sword gonna split a bitch 
You overrated so fucking quit
Got a mouthful of my fucking dick

Hold up brodie
I thought we was friends 
Cut our ties 
Left my life 
Don't you come again 
You get 5%
Of my smallest hits
Fake bitch 
Fake bitch 
You can suck my dick

Fake Bitch

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

You left me shaking in my boots
Now you got me so confused 
Why I'm tripping over nothing girl 
Saw your story you're with him 
Saw the pictures from the dance 
You'll catch me tripping over something girl 
Said there's nothing I can do 
Baby you should hear my truth 
I'll be bleeding in these boots
I'd climb some mountains for you 
And imma go up to the ledge 
Just to try and clear my head 
I keep a bottle by my bed 
In case I'm jumping for you 

Let me make this clear 
Oh you need my information 
Imma change my name so you can't find me anywhere 
And my head might be shaven

You left me shaking in my boots
Now you got me so confused 
Why I'm tripping over nothing girl 
Saw your story you're with him 
Saw the pictures from the dance 
You'll catch me tripping over something girl 
Said there's nothing I can do 
Baby you should hear my truth 
I'll be bleeding in these boots
I'd climb some mountains for you 
And imma go up to the ledge 
Just to try and clear my head 
I keep a bottle by my bed 
In case I'm jumping for you

She don't listen to my love songs 
She ain't listened to a single thing I made her
In the microphone my phone screen or paper 
Are the things that I wrote tryna save her
But she don't wanna hear it right now 
She would rather rip my heart out 
Spent a year making songs to impress you 
Check your phone see another man undress you 
I've had enough of lies
You've watched me fantasize 
You've left me traumatized 
I need to realize 
That's there more to life than love 
But nothing matters like music 
And if you inspired me to make some
Then I guess you could be cupid 
Yung Shadøw lost in the background 
Why the hell am I so stupid

You left me shaking in my boots
Now you got me so confused 
Why I'm tripping over nothing girl 
Saw your story you're with him 
Saw the pictures from the dance 
Now you'll catch me tripping on something girl 
Said there's nothing I can do 
Baby you should hear my truth 
I'll be bleeding in these boots
I'd climb some mountains for you 
And imma go up to the ledge 
Just to try and clear my head 
I keep a bottle by my bed 
In case I'm jumping for you

Tripping Over Nothing

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

Nothing but rubble to my name 
I ain't had nothing for a gain 
I couldn't bet no chips in this game
So I guess I'm the Joker till decay
And tomorrow 
Ain't today
So how could I tell
What's the play 
Disposable disgusting 
And a waste
A feeling deep inside
Of dismay

But I could pick myself back up
If I just take the time 
And I don't wanna give you up 
So I grab my bag and climb 

Ooh
Ooh

Another journey that I'm taking myself
I shake hands with the devil himself 
When I freak out and leave everyone else
I make songs to distract from my health 
Despite what I say in these coming words 
I really only climb for me 
I'm a narcissist and egotist
But hate myself 
But that's not all I could be 
So I grab another rock 
And I grab another stick 
Just to help myself walk 
Cause I feel myself limp
And I don't wanna talk 
So in silence I sit 
But I think I hear a voice 
In the mountain in the wind 
Saying 

Please come home
Oh please come home
Oh please come home
Please come home
Oh please come home 
Oh please come home

Got a little bit of bleach
In the flask that I keep 
That I think I might drink 
Just to whiten my teeth
If I truly had a key 
I wouldn't like what I see
Cause I think that I would meet
The things wrong with me
Oh
And I don't like to think of that 
Oh 
I really hate to dream of that 
Swarmed by the rats
Like a plague tale trap
Lost but with a map 
I don't know where I started at 

Ooh
I don't know where I started at
I don't know
I don't know
Ooh
I don't know where I started at
I don't know where I started at

Searching for a way to cope
I'm never going home 
I just put in these scriptures 
You would never know
For every thing I wrote
You only hear a silent note 
You get a glimpse of it
But you could never read the code 

Take me slow
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
Take me slow
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go

Still I pack my things and take a hike
Closer to a waterfall in sight 
I won't miss the person left behind 
I'm still scared we'll share a single mind
And once I see snow
And I feel a bit of cold 
Then I'll know that I'm not meant here 
But deep in my soul 
Man the truth lives close 
I'm only left with rubble and my tears

Please come home

Rubble

Produced by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, Jadedloner, Goyard Sad Boi
Mixed by Crizzy White, Jadedloner
Mastered by Crizzy White

Jaded - https://soundcloud.com/jadedloner
Goyard - https://soundcloud.com/sadboigoyard

Hook: Crizzy White
Verse 1: Jadedloner
Verse 2: Goyard Sad Boi

Bad Thing w/ Jadedloner & Goyard Sad Boi

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

I ain't getting sentimental 
Do my own shit with the instrumental 
Go for Eminem but the outcome in the middle 
Still keep the flow like a period sentence penalty kicks
Match the bass-line
I got a bad ass bitch wanna facetime 
Fat ass dick sucking lips when she face mine
I'm a feminist get her off if she do time
Always pulling out no due time
Got her spitting on my tip like a shoe shine
I ain't saying shit I just rap right
That's what a motherfucker want in the spotlight 
Ruin every beat like a posthumous release 
RIP Peep and the creativity 
If they stick me with a label 
They ain't touching my piece 
They ain't fucking with the beats 
No talk from an industry 
If they been dogging me
Eat they bitch out pedigree
Put me on a pedestal
Changing flows when I want like an interval
I like cowgirl ride me like an animal 
I don't really wanna move like a vegetable
Doing work in her mouth like it's medical
Crizzy White I need a plaque like it's really dental 
You can always suit yourself talking federal 
Call my studio The Office like Its presidential
Crazy ass lyrics like I'm really mental 
Crazy ass and her thighs ain't no chicken little
KFC ass bitch eat her out for dinner 
Got the breasts and the thighs so you know I had to hit her 
If you don't see the vision need to get a bigger picture 
Endgame on the bitches like I snapped another finger
I been shooting out these flows I never pulled a fucking trigger 
But I would if a fucker ever got me too bitter

They say I'm bitter lately 
Tryna be the bigger man don't save me
Always out of frame
Never switched the lane
Treated like a game
All you fakers act the same 

Y'all be talking hard like a Lemonhead
But you softer than a motherfucking chia pet
Stole another Token line that's a Code Red
Waking ups hard so I always get bed head 
Walking in the room with my face card 
Watch me lighting up the girls like I'm Pixar 
Got her bouncing like a lamp cause my dicks hard 
Got my hands 'round her neck like a lanyard
Looking real Sketch with my Twitter porn public 
Try to cancel me but the shots ain't coming 
Sour like a lime cause he never did nothing 
Stop stalking me and start watching your budget
Spending time nuttin
Pushing phone buttons 
Since I peeled it back 
Now he's crying I got onions 
Say to take it serious 
Bitch I love it 
Send another diss I'll get splits like it's nothing 
Why they always sending hate 
Spin it back like Beyblade
Two years ago y'all was sending me praise
Now you switched like a bitch
Never fuck with my shit 
If I was a kid
Lil Saku might hit
I ain't scared to say a name bitch
They got egos real big like they famous 
All these emo cap rappers need basics 
They can't even find a key or the right pitch 
Moving weird I don't ever speak the language 
Splasgvng an S-A no rank list 
Cvrnage beat his fucking ex like a bass hit
Got it twisted if you thinking I'm the bad kid
Calling half these fuckers out like a year ago
No one ever listened to me, "He's a weirdo" 
I need to say it straight, stop subliminals
'Fore another creepy bitch enters middle schools
Every ounce of respect looking critical 
I'm only sticking with my friends cause it's pitiful 
Why the weirdos in the scene make it miserable 
To even work with a woman act professional 
When I talk to a girl in the scene 
She so traumatized from the fuckers on my screen
All the biggest numbers that I always fucking see 
They say that I'm bitter but the opposition creeps
So I'm glad that I'm me

Bitter

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

You been in my head for a lifetime
I don't ever feel right, sipping in the moonlight
Thinking bout our star signs how could they align
I can't make you mine when I'm drinking every night

Since Friday I ain't been sober
Come over baby come closer
Two bottles on the balcony, October
Gets colder, heartbeat slower
Thank God it's Friday I'mma do it my way
Drinking on the highway find me when it's Sunday
You will never be replaced 
Girl I need you everyday 

Talk to me (Talk to me)
Don't you leave (Don't you leave)
All I need is your company
I'm begging you I'm on my knees
All alone 28 degrees
Freezing cold I ain't even got a soul
Sold it for the lowest bid cause it was never worth a cent 
Girl I'm never heavensent I know you ain't innocent 
Baby I don't fall for it we fucking everytime we can

Since Friday I ain't been sober
Come over baby come closer
Two bottles on the balcony, October
Gets colder heartbeat slower
Thank God it's Friday imma do it my way
Drinking on the highway find me when it's Sunday
You will never be replaced 
Girl I need you everyday 

Friday

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White
Sample - "dawnbreaker" by sendflowrs

When you talk to him, I
Cover up my feelings about it
I don't want you to hate me
But this jealousy, hell I'm surrounded

When you kiss on my neck 
Drunk breath mixes with the drunk sex
And I'm possessed
My stress, can't process 
When you're crawling up in my bed
Saw texts from your ex on your iPhone 
Do you still talk to him what do I know 
Ever since I been questioning your eyerolls
Am I just another body to you damsel

Your lips don't taste like mine
I hope I'm not the side
Still healing from your lies
I need some peace of mind
I'm the one left behind
I've cut too many ties
Don't know what you'll decide
Will our love live or die
Always waking up shaking, aching
Feeling like I'm fading from the painting you were making 
Always taking up a placement on my brain I wish was vacant 
Pacing back and forth with Satan
Waiting but I'm too impatient 
So I pop this medication
Cursing at my own creation
Think I need a long vacation 
From all your complications, I forgot to say I hate it 
Every time you leave me wasted 
Wasting time that I was making 
When you never made occasions
Texting numbers you left nameless

When you talk to him, I
Cover up my feelings about it
I don't want you to hate me
But this jealousy, hell I'm surrounded
I lost my way and never found it
Triple x on the bottle sipping ounces
My pain, my pain, my pain 
Never heals when you play these games

When you kiss on my neck 
Drunk breath mixes with the drunk sex
And I'm possessed
My stress, can't process 
When you're crawling up in my bed
Saw texts from your ex on your iPhone 
Do you still talk to him what do I know 
Ever since I been questioning your eyerolls
Am I just another body to you damsel

Drunk Sex

Produced by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mixing by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mastered by Crizzy White
HeyLee Manzeron - https://soundcloud.com/heylee-manzeron

Crizzy White:
Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

In my adolescence
Man, I always craved acceptance
Who knew I'd let you break me down just so I feel respected 
Time don't feel like it's progressing and I'm always stressing 
And when it builds resentment blame myself and my own wishes 
I never wished it so blue 
So why you feeling hurt too 
You scream and cry and hit a wall
But girl I still defend you

Oh time has been tainted 
And I feel like it's fading 
Just say that you hate it 
When I speak my placement 

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

HeyLee Manzeron:
Damn me to hell and I’m drowning in the abyss
I need my medication because your love is an illness
The tone of your voice cuts me open like a wrist slit
I told you from the start you fell in love with a misfit

Digging myself a grave again
I don’t wanna see your face again
I can not breath in the air
‘Cause all you do is spit out the dangerous pathogens
Another conversation, motherfucker, put me on my back
Kicked me in the ass again
We’re damned if we do, we’re damned if we don’t
Refer to our love in the past tense

Crizzy White: 
And it's useless to control you 
You never wanna listen to my issues
Try to talk it out but it's foolish
Should've known that I only play a nuisance

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

Damned w/ HeyLee Manzeron

Production by Crizzy White, Danny Adventure
Vocals by Crizzy White, Danny Adventure
Mixing by Crizzy White
Mastered by Crizzy White

(Crizzy White)
Diamond in the rough
You're my gem baby 
That's why it's working out
That's what you get baby 
When I'm on the road 
I get a bit crazy 
Wonder how you fell in love with me I hate me
Everytime I'm gone
Girl I'm missing you 
Tell me that you miss me
And my baby blues
No one makes me feel the way you do
Take control of me like vudoo 

(Crizzy White + Danny Adventure)
Everytime I'm gone
Girl I'm missing you 
Tell me that you miss me
And my baby blues
No one makes me feel the way you do
Take control of me like vudoo
Riding round town with the windows down 
And the system loud 
No control of myself right now
Baby girl could you hold me down

(Crizzy White)
Everytime you're gone baby could you come home
It ain't the same when I see you through the phone 

(Danny Adventure)
Wait, like
I can't be lonely 
I need you my only
I don't have nowhere to go

(Crizzy White)
Wishing you would hate me
Just so you replace me
Cause I can't take the feeling 
That our love might be fading

(Danny Adventure)
I can't take the changing
Mental slowly breaking 
I don't wanna do this anymore

(Crizzy White)
Rain falls down my face again 
I'm lost inside my head I'm in too deep
Will you ever stop loving me
Will you ever stop loving me
I know you're waiting 
Why do I keep complaining 
I've made this worse on you
But I'm the one sayin' I need saving

(Crizzy White + Danny Adventure)
Everytime I'm gone
Girl I'm missing you 
Tell me that you miss me
And my baby blues
No one makes me feel the way you do
Take control of me like vudoo
Riding round town with the windows down 
And the system loud 
No control of myself right now
Baby girl could you hold me down

Missing You w/ Danny Adventure

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

I know I never help with a foggy mind
But I swear we talked about it like a thousand times 
Baby girl I'll love you in a thousand lives 
I never will forget about a thousand lies
But I still forgive you
If you're saying that I need to
My cover up is see through 
I'm naked to the touch of the truth too 

Do what you want with me
I'll be waiting for the end my dear 
I know it's not comforting 
Thinking of the things we fear 
If this railroad never halts
Then we'll ride till the end of my song
If this bullet train doesn't stop 
Maybe it ain't bad getting lost 

Stand in my umbrella if you think it's gonna rain 
Oh I'll always be prepared for the things I wanna say 
In every other universe I know you're gonna stay 
Seven years six months and a million other days
Sit here on this train with me
I pray dear your soul I keep 
We're safe here don't you blink
Just lay here alone in peace 
Greenhouse residue
Flowers in the sunset 
Bright green eyes 
Shining through a dark mindset 
When will you decide 
If you wanna stay in my bed 
I will never lie babe you're everything I wanted
Oh you're everything I wanted
Oh you're everything I wanted
Oh you're everything I wanted
Oh you're everything I wanted

Do what you want with me
I'll be waiting for the end my dear 
I know it's not comforting 
Thinking of the things we fear 
If this railroad never halts
Then we'll ride till the end of my song
If this bullet train doesn't stop 
Maybe it ain't bad getting lost 

And I always sing in minor keys
But I'm still singing hopefully 
I promise I won't leave you be 
Don't you wanna ride with me
This bullet train connects a million universes 
Can't you see 
Our love will stay undying through the lives we're never keep
Visions of another one I locked away and threw the key 
Cause I can't see an earth that spins around without you and me

The Bullet Train That Connects A Million Universes

Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, kryst3n
Mastered by Crizzy White

(Crizzy)
I been on the edge of my seat baby
Maybe this is it, can you see baby 
Am in my head or is it you too 
Everything I want I found inside of you 

Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
I'm in love
I'm in love, yeah
I'm in love with you
If I take a step back then I'm still attached 
I been waiting for a sign that our love will last
'Cause I've got a lotta issues with heartbreak
I don't wanna make the same mistake with you

(kryst3n)
I been getting attached and I know you been too
I been holding to you
And I ain't felt like this before
And I wanna see you
And I wanna be with you
I wanna love you now
Baby come through
I wanna spend time with you 
I wanna sing with you
I love what we been doing
Walking 'round the mall
Lately it's just me and you
I'm walking 'round this party knowing I'm leaving with you
We don't need to take a second
You couldn't be my second
I know I want you around forever 

(Crizzy)
I found my place inside your arms
I mean no harm, baby 
My face beet red till charred
I'll give you my whole heart, baby

Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
I'm in love
I'm in love, yeah
I'm in love with you
If I take a step back then I'm still attached 
I been waiting for a sign that our love will last
'Cause I've got a lotta issues with heartbreak
I don't wanna make the same mistake with you

I'm In Love w/ kryst3n

Production by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, Robstar
Mixing by Crizzy White, Robstar
Mastered by Crizzy White
Robstar - https://soundcloud.com/robstar100

(Crizzy)
Girl it's bad news
Stuck like a tattoo
Man I miss the past you
The days when I had you

Girl I never said I would take shit back
Should've never got attached
How long a heartbreak last
Not the answers that would hurt 
Just the fact I never asked you
Open up my phone and see your name
That shit is bad news 
I can't get you off my fucking mind like a tattoo
Been a couple years since I even fucking had you
Why am I so worried all that shit is in the past too
I ain't seen you in a minute, in my dreams I still have you 

Oh that girl is bad news
Satan with a tattoo
Ever since I asked to be your lover 
I was past you 
Oh I never asked you 
Why you been so cold too
'Cause you came outta hell
With a hell of an attitude 
I been on my own for a lifetime
So I ain't ever question if it's all right
Always let 'em hurt me it's a bad sign
'Cause maybe I'm the one who plays the bad guy this time

(Robstar)
I should have never got attached
I said I'll love you forever
I'm taking it back
The dream only last
As long as the night does
And the night goes fast
Barely been sleepin
I'm countin the bags
Look at the instas
I got the cash
You got a man
I got a plan
But you're the one smilin
When holdin his hand

Why do I still reminisce
Every second had me running away
Every first was the first time
Every second had me wishin for change
Every verse that I wrote lied
Not enough for you to think we're okay
I needed someone else in my life
First I needed you out of the way

(Crizzy)
Oh that girl is bad news
Satan with a tattoo
Ever since I asked to be your lover 
I was past you 
Oh I never asked you 
Why you been so cold too
'Cause you came outta hell
With a hell of an attitude 
I been on my own for a lifetime
So I ain't ever question if it's all right
Always let 'em hurt me it's a bad sign
'Cause maybe I'm the one who plays the bad guy this time

No rhyme or reason she can't keep a fucking secret
That girl is a demon always make me feel defeated 
Suck my blood till she drunk off the Hennessy I took
Oh my heart sunk when she gave me that look 
Red eyes looking like a red dot
Headshot if it's from the camera or a flint-lock, bad shot 
I don't even wanna picture shit right now 
Let alone to see it with my head face down

Oh that girl is bad news
Satan with a tattoo
Ever since I asked to be your lover 
I was past you 
Oh I never asked you 
Why you been so cold too
'Cause you came outta hell
With a hell of an attitude 
I been on my own for a lifetime
So I ain't ever question if it's all right
Always let 'em hurt me it's a bad sign
'Cause maybe I'm the one who plays the bad guy this time

Bad News w/ Robstar

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

I don't ever sleep 
I don't ever sleep 
When I do it's bad dreams 
So I party till I'm weak
Chilling by the beach 
Too many bottles that I drink 
In the Night Life
Stay up for a week 

I been staying up for the week 'cause of bad dreams
I don't wanna sleep I'll stay awake not to have these 
Visions of a better life come and give me a piece of mind
I don't wanna think at all I'm drowning in the alcohol
I got a case of the liquid 
Get some face then I hit it, yeah
Leaving by the daytime 
Party till the sunrise 
Imma slay when I'm fitted
All the lames competition, yeah
Only living in the nighttime 
Stay up for the night-life

Counting all my money you would think I'm doing counterfeit
She don't really love me she just want me for the benefits
I don't think I'll tell her that I wanted more than hit and dip
I'll just let her leave, get one of her pretty friends 
I don't got too many friends
Focus on my Benjamin's
I don't need your compliments
I'll make my own confidence 
All their hits are wash and rinse
They won't switch it up again
Every hit I make a different genre
I'm bipolar, kid

I been staying up for the week 'cause of bad dreams
I don't wanna sleep I'll stay awake not to have these 
Visions of a better life come and give me a piece of mind
I don't wanna think at all I'm drowning in the alcohol
I got a case of the liquid 
Get some face then I hit it, yeah
Leaving by the daytime 
Party till the sunrise 
Imma slay when I'm fitted
All the lames competition, yeah
Only living in the nighttime 
Stay up for the night-life

How can I fall in love when my heart was broken up
Too many pieces on the ground now I'm on the run
I'm afraid of love (drunk sex all I want)
I think I found the one (think she found a different one)
I can't complain, I feel it deep in my veins
It's ingrained in my brain, I just don't know to behave
Cover feelings with drinks, so I replace what I think 
I think I love her to death, but she wants nothing with me

I been staying up for the week 'cause of bad dreams
I don't wanna sleep I'll stay awake not to have these 
Visions of a better life come and give me a piece of mind
I don't wanna think at all I'm drowning in the alcohol
I got a case of the liquid 
Get some face then I hit it, yeah
Leaving by the daytime 
Party till the sunrise 
Imma slay when I'm fitted
All the lames competition, yeah
Only living in the nighttime 
Stay up for the night-life

Night Life

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

I'm at my lowest of lows with you
They cannot see what we're going through 
I made a promise to Teddy and Danny
That they'd throw confetti when I pop I'm ready
But steadily I been a mess with the proof
Off of my chest with these feelings for you 
I'm isolating the feeling I need me some healing
Cause I see it's hurting you too
Look in my eyes and I mean it 
When you feel defeated baby I'm feeling that too
Fuck a lot, cuss a lot, fill up the room
With the lies that we live until it turns to truth 
And I knew that I couldn't be saved by you 
'Cause I had a lover who left me bruised
Those are some wounds that I never could cover
By chasing a lover that's mental abuse

I dream of a paradise at night
I knew that it was over from the look in her eyes
I been screaming in the forest in the dead of the night 
Hear her whispers through the trees just to keep me alive

I never rap anymore 'cause you hate it 
I'm feeling frustrated my ego inflated
When I made a banger, released it, and made it
But now complications arise
The dead of the night's the only time I feel alive
I'm crawling inside to the cave where I write 
The scriptures I'm keeping inside 
I'm patiently flashing this light 
You never noticed it
I wrote you letters on letters you told me that you were not focusing
Holding in
Words for a while with hope of a smile
'Cause I know you're fucking him when I'm not home
That's why you go ghost and answer your phone
In minutes for him
For me, a text wasn't wrote 
I'm not that stupid you know
But still I'm attached to feeling attacked 
I get from my dad all the shit that I have 
You'll never know why it hurts me so bad 
You'll never get why I'm feeling this sad 
You get a dinner with parents, a father and mother
I feel embarrassed mine ain't love each other
I grew up poor in a middle class fantasy
Free lunch for me a whole sack filled with jealousy 

I dream of a paradise at night
I knew that it was over from the look in her eyes
I been screaming in the forest in the dead of the night 
Hear her whispers through the trees just to keep me alive

Numb to the feeling
Of feeling numb when I'm alone 
I'm working constantly it's probably 'cause I don't wanna loathe 
I cover up my ears and eyes 
So I don't have to face my life 
I got a brain I filled with lies
A suicidal paradise

I dream of a paradise at night
I knew that it was over from the look in her eyes
I been screaming in the forest in the dead of the night 
Hear her whispers through the trees just to keep me alive
Fuck

Dead Of The Night

Produced by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, Swaine
Mixing and Mastering by Crizzy White
Swaine - https://soundcloud.com/swainesworld

(Crizzy)
She said it's for my benefit
Said she's leaving I'm a mess again
I'm too dependent on just living for her compliments 
I can't stomach being numb so I'm caught in this
And I can't find a fix
She said it's over 'cause I always act emotionless
Said she need someone to talk to not a therapist
Girl I'm sorry I'm not helping I'm just numb again 

And I know
I'm not the best at holding your hold
I'm not the best at sharing a kiss
I'm alone even though I got friends 
But you know 
I'll never let you fall again
I'll call back in a minute not ten
I'll still love you even at the end

(Swaine)
I hope you're with me even at the end
After everything we been through I hope we're on the map
Scared to send a message to you waiting on replies, filled with dread
You're the one I see when I close my eyes and go to bed
Yeah, I'm dreaming 'bout you
I can't breathe without you
I pray to every power that you stay around, I got you 
I pray we never break apart when shit turns sour
And I'm counting down the hours till I see you again
Bring you flowers, say I'm sorry now I'm peacing again
Until I fuck up and get you mad with beefing again 
I apologize forever, I need you in my corner
What would I do without you
Don't wanna know it, and

(Crizzy)
I know
I'm not the best at holding your hold
I'm not the best at sharing a kiss
I'm alone even though I got friends 
But you know 
I'll never let you fall again
I'll call back in a minute not ten
I'll still love you even at the end

I'm sorry I'm not sober
It's been raining through October
Anytime you need me closer 
Say the word and I'll come over
'Cause I've been alone with my thoughts too long
And I'm tired of making these songs
Questioning how it wrong 

I know
I'm not the best at holding your hold
I'm not the best at sharing a kiss
I'm alone even though I got friends 
But you know 
I'll never let you fall again
I'll call back in a minute not ten
I'll still love you even at the end
On this October, I'll surrender
You can have it all my damsel
Just give me one call I'll answer
Girl I wanna be your heart's defender

October w/ Swaine

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