Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Crizzy White

Begging for forgiveness
It's hard to prove my love
It's hard to prove my love
Begging for
Begging for forgiveness
Lover, please don't end it

Begging for forgiveness
Lover, please don't end it
I know I showed a bad hand
Baby girl I get it
I'm not what you wanted
Don't show my thoughts how you want them
Don't know how to act when the lights dim
How can I prove I'm the right man
Begging for forgiveness
It's hard to prove my love is true
Begging for forgiveness
It's hard to show my love's for you
It's hard to prove my love is true 

Always in my room now
I'm awake when the Sun's down
When the Sun's up, shut down
Worry for my SoundCloud
Lights out, no thoughts in my brain, it's a ghost town
When you speak I leave you drowned out
Girl I'm sorry I been focused on myself now
I try to help but I never seem to help out
You're in hell now, I'm sorry I'm a sellout
I did what I could for you
I'm sorry that life ain't been good to you
I don't know what to do
Rubbing your back but you're in a mood
What can I do to prove
All of this heart has been here for you
I'm trying harder to
Make sure that we're pulling through

Begging for forgiveness
Lover, please don't end it
I know I showed a bad hand
Baby girl I get it
I'm not what you wanted
Don't show my thoughts how you want them
Don't know how to act when the lights dim
How can I prove I'm the right man
Begging for forgiveness
It's hard to prove my love is true
Begging for forgiveness
It's hard to show my love's for you
It's hard to prove my love is true

Begging For Forgiveness

water landing (dead spyro)

cinematic (dead spyro)

purpose (dead spyro)

decanter (dead spyro)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
run
breathe through your lungs
hold onto me
hold onto me
fast
won't let you crash
just look at me
just look at me

we're separated
and no one has called back
i just wish you were here
so i could hear you laugh
and it stopped raining
he kept seeing your blonde hair
i just want some hope
that you're out there somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere

rip my heart heart out, slowly listen
hold my hand but you're too distant
sometimes i can't even breathe
when u are no where to be seen
i hate that i left that night
and cutting skin is a waste of time
you'll get no where with that blade
cus that's somethin you know i hate
i been searching everywhere
and i miss when i had blonde hair
you said you liked that bout me
and now it looks dead and dirty
don't you dare pick up that knife
cause cutting skin's such a waste of time
you'll get no where with that blade
cus that's somethin' you know i hate

i'd rip my heart out so you could live
and you can't stop me from doing it
now you're right there next to me
but only happens in my dreams
and i should never of left that night
i didn't know it'd be our last time
and i hate myself for that
it was the most we ever laughed
i keep searchin up and down
n hopes that i'd find you somehow
i'm not having any luck
and i refuse to give it up
and don't you dare pick up that knife
cause cutting skin is such a waste of time
and you'll get no where with that blade
cause that's something you know i hate

one two three

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feat. @blxty
prod. @truereligiondenim @prodtrashboat

up now w/ blxty (01dec trashboat)

lyrics

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere

life, keeps fucking me over like left and right
man sometimes i just wanna fuckin die 
i waste my time inside
i barely show my face
i feel so out of place
like an alien up in space
man i just want a taste of a normal life

like how’s i supposed to know
u were gonna go
a target placed on me it’s like u were aiming for my throat
throat, mine closed up i couldn’t say no more
fuck i think i passed out and smacked my head upon the floor

what was i fuckin thinkin huh
love blinded me and it’s obvious 
holdin back tears and it’s bad for us
i’m done
if i can’t count on u
then, then what would u have me do?

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere (2x)

Begging For Forgiveness

Crizzy White

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