Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Crizzy White

Begging for forgiveness
It's hard to prove my love
It's hard to prove my love
Begging for
Begging for forgiveness
Lover, please don't end it

Begging for forgiveness
Lover, please don't end it
I know I showed a bad hand
Baby girl I get it
I'm not what you wanted
Don't show my thoughts how you want them
Don't know how to act when the lights dim
How can I prove I'm the right man
Begging for forgiveness
It's hard to prove my love is true
Begging for forgiveness
It's hard to show my love's for you
It's hard to prove my love is true 

Always in my room now
I'm awake when the Sun's down
When the Sun's up, shut down
Worry for my SoundCloud
Lights out, no thoughts in my brain, it's a ghost town
When you speak I leave you drowned out
Girl I'm sorry I been focused on myself now
I try to help but I never seem to help out
You're in hell now, I'm sorry I'm a sellout
I did what I could for you
I'm sorry that life ain't been good to you
I don't know what to do
Rubbing your back but you're in a mood
What can I do to prove
All of this heart has been here for you
I'm trying harder to
Make sure that we're pulling through

Begging for forgiveness
Lover, please don't end it
I know I showed a bad hand
Baby girl I get it
I'm not what you wanted
Don't show my thoughts how you want them
Don't know how to act when the lights dim
How can I prove I'm the right man
Begging for forgiveness
It's hard to prove my love is true
Begging for forgiveness
It's hard to show my love's for you
It's hard to prove my love is true

Begging For Forgiveness

Hold On Tight (prod. 03reiko & s0ftskelt0ns)

Hibernation in the Summer [prod. cxrter & luffy]

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you

should i (hostile)

decanter (dead spyro)

Momento Mori album 2025

By Vails x blospar , mixing and mastering from vails & Blospar
Production from Deadspyro 

#emotrap #midwest #music #sad #chill #93

When you wake up (feat. Blospar)

I'M BACK BABY
I've been cooking up a ton of songs, so regular posts are in order. 
This time for real (:


cool feats coming too, keep an eye out
loved making this with my boy wraith <3

amv made my itai/itoshi: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AerAym1RlfQ
lyrics:

(2x)
oh timing never even really mattered to me
that’s how I keep my balance
I get by on my feet
oh separate me limb by limb 
and sell me for scraps
then you tear apart my packaging
and kill me out back

Oh girl I know
sense that I should go
I should run for cover
try and make it past the oaks

brush up on the trunks
I got resin on my clothes 
as seasons change
I hide my face like
leaves under the snow

fuck I create
the weight
that sits on my back
so many days
to waste
just cut me some slack

fuck I create 
the weight 
that sits on my back
can’t win the chase
this place
it follows my tracks

[wraith]

Stuck below the water
I’m for sure a goner
I know I could cry for help
But I don’t wanna bother

So fucking sick of this
Barely improving
I’m feigning my ignorance
Blowing my smoke
And you barely believe it
Tryna cope
But I’m thinking of leaving

I’m burning the candle from both ends
I watch it igniting my canvas
The pictures I’m trying to paint and
I don’t know how long I can take this

Watch you go
Right out that door
I give it up cause
I’m all out of arguments
I lose control
Just like before
I’m spiraling cause
I think I’ve had enough of this

resin w/ wraith (wraithontheporch)

.thank u so much for giving me a voice.
.web rules everyone go follow immediately. <3

LYRICS:
if you didnt plan to keep me
why didnt you tell me
said that i could reach out
but didnt even help me
i dont ever speak now
i dont ever try now
i still hear your voice
almost everytime i cry loud
mom just hit my phone
she said i gotta keep the noise down
i been in my room just trynn put a couple songs out
stuck on fl studio i just cant put the docs down
flow is hella sick like when you gotta put the dog down

flow is hella sick like when you gotta put the dog down
why the fuck you talking when you living in the background
i like when shit disappears the moment that i black out
life really dont matter im not ever get mad now
got myself a daw and i became a fucking cash cow

if you didnt plan to keep me
why didnt you tell me
said that i could reach out
but didnt even help me
i dont ever speak now
i dont ever try now
i still hear your voice
almost everytime i cry loud
mom just hit my phone
she said i gotta keep the noise down
i been in my room just trynn put a couple songs out
stuck on fl studio i just cant put the docs down
flow is hella sick like when you gotta put the dog down

.rip the dog. [web x s0ftskelet0ns]

prod @aprilstalisman
lyricz
she don't want me, maybe that's insightful
Hit me in the chest like kick back from a rifle
Creativity it's nothing to be unspiteful
Turn me to your art project, imagine us at Michael's 

Two shots, clip reload, gunpowder watch it explode
Honeymoon in Monaco, anywhere you wanna go
Too fast, too slow, consequences dominos 
We can dance to rock n roll, get drunk end up on the floor

Oh shit, didn't really care about me I didn't notice, well I guess that's just how love feels, honestly unreal, shake my hand and its a done deal
Farewell, to my friends and all my enemies
I don't even love myself why are you defending me?
Back n forth getting heated over text
Bout why we said what we said cancel that make out and have sex

Hardship, emotions tend to barge in
Uncontrollable pieces that we gon have to harness
Love is not a guarantee but im committed regardless

she don't want me, maybe that's insightful
Hit me in the chest like kick back from a rifle
Creativity it's nothing to be unspiteful
Turn me to your art project, imagine us at Michael's 

Two shots, clip reload, gunpowder watch it explode
Honeymoon in Monaco, anywhere you wanna go
Too fast, too slow, consequences dominos 
We can dance to rock n roll, get drunk end up on the floor


gunpowder. [prod. aprilstalisman]

lyrics
lock me in the studio, ill be fine 
every time i sleep she hears my teeth grind
ill give u my heart girl ion need mine
ill just let it go but can we rewind
this shit way too fancy, i got red wine
[REDACTED]
when im in the booth i feel my tears dryin
ill just chalk it up to some bad timing

i just wanna go back to my home , do u understand 
body parts enclosed inside this frozen land
i got a sixth sense the ghosts try grab my hands 
shawty u can see me thru the grains of sand
sands of time have fallen like the ottoman
i sit in these leaves , im the autumn man
i sit in these flames like im the fireman
oh ontop my desk u can see plenty cans

lock me in the studio, ill be fine 
every time i sleep she hears my teeth grind
ill give u my heart girl ion need mine
ill just let it go but can we rewind
this shit way too fancy, i got red wine
[REDACTED]
when im in the booth i feel my tears dryin
ill just chalk it up to some bad timing

the autumn man (branwen)

lyrics

i got dry rot
in my head
plenty bugs live in my bed
crush my bones with steady hands
i wont give up until im dead
sandy feet
and bloody arches
i could see 
thru what u said
passed off
and passed on
feel like a burden
not ur man

oh
oh
oh
oh

i swear we talked about this
earlier this month but u dont care
aint it funny how u need me
i show up but ur not there
underwater i cant breathe but i still suffocate in air
speaking calmly doesn’t help when u scream fire in my ear 

oh
oh
oh
oh