sacrifical

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

Nothing but rubble to my name 
I ain't had nothing for a gain 
I couldn't bet no chips in this game
So I guess I'm the Joker till decay
And tomorrow 
Ain't today
So how could I tell
What's the play 
Disposable disgusting 
And a waste
A feeling deep inside
Of dismay

But I could pick myself back up
If I just take the time 
And I don't wanna give you up 
So I grab my bag and climb 

Ooh
Ooh

Another journey that I'm taking myself
I shake hands with the devil himself 
When I freak out and leave everyone else
I make songs to distract from my health 
Despite what I say in these coming words 
I really only climb for me 
I'm a narcissist and egotist
But hate myself 
But that's not all I could be 
So I grab another rock 
And I grab another stick 
Just to help myself walk 
Cause I feel myself limp
And I don't wanna talk 
So in silence I sit 
But I think I hear a voice 
In the mountain in the wind 
Saying 

Please come home
Oh please come home
Oh please come home
Please come home
Oh please come home 
Oh please come home

Got a little bit of bleach
In the flask that I keep 
That I think I might drink 
Just to whiten my teeth
If I truly had a key 
I wouldn't like what I see
Cause I think that I would meet
The things wrong with me
Oh
And I don't like to think of that 
Oh 
I really hate to dream of that 
Swarmed by the rats
Like a plague tale trap
Lost but with a map 
I don't know where I started at 

Ooh
I don't know where I started at
I don't know
I don't know
Ooh
I don't know where I started at
I don't know where I started at

Searching for a way to cope
I'm never going home 
I just put in these scriptures 
You would never know
For every thing I wrote
You only hear a silent note 
You get a glimpse of it
But you could never read the code 

Take me slow
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
Take me slow
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go

Still I pack my things and take a hike
Closer to a waterfall in sight 
I won't miss the person left behind 
I'm still scared we'll share a single mind
And once I see snow
And I feel a bit of cold 
Then I'll know that I'm not meant here 
But deep in my soul 
Man the truth lives close 
I'm only left with rubble and my tears

Please come home

Rubble

numb (feat. Blospar)

Lyrics:

(teardrop mafia)

tell my mom i'm sorry
cuz i can't feel my body

tell my mom i luv her
i respond with trauma
got them demons in my mental
i'mma fuck up all them commas
put my pain to pressure
tears up in my twins eyes
we gon make it out
i got angels in the fuckin' sky

we got angels in the fuckin' sky
all my dogs bleed
all my dogs be on do or die
wipe them tears, no suicide
wipe them tears, no suicide
tell my mom i'm sorry
i can't feel my body
tell my dogs i luv them
tell my dogs i need them
we gon keep bleedin' till we 6 feet deep, 6 feet deep

tell my mom i luv her
i respond with trauma
got them demons in my mental
i'mma fuck up all them commas
put my pain to pressure
tears up in my twins eyes
we gon make it out
i got angels in the fuckin' sky

all them rainy days, all them stormy nights
we done paved a fuckin' way bitch
eyes red seeing blood bitch
eyes red seeing blood bitch
i got hounds, i got dogs in the mf pound
ohhhh put that on my twin
we was born 2 win
we was born 2 win
shout out wifey
shout out dylan
shout out digi that my bro
that my twin
that my twin
that my fuckin' twin hoe
got some demons
eyes still bleeding
freezing, black ice
teardrop dreaming

tell my mom i luv her
i respond with trauma
got them demons in my mental
i'mma fuck up all them commas
put my pain to pressure
tears up in my twins eyes
we gon make it out
i got angels in the fuckin' sky

Credits:

Art: bleak7x
Production: cxrter x yunny goldz
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

numb part 4 prod. cxrter x yunny goldz

Hook
Stressed pressed see me I’m a mess
Rest less in my bed all vexed 
Got my dome running pressure on my chest 
Still I’m cold blooded know you’re not impressed

Verse
Every season see me I’m still bleeding 
Now I’m needing what I’m fiendin for 

Extra liquor extra buzz gotta fill my cup 
Cut me off but out of love know you’ll never run 

Faded but you still think I’m the one 
Jaded but you still think I’m the one 

Gastly all the things that I’ve done 
I’m still haunted by the ghosts the have evolved as I’ve moved on 
I’m still looking for the answer so I mimick you 
I don’t got to much to live for but I’ll live for you 

You’re wrapped around my skull 
Taken all my thoughts 
can’t even express that
You’ve fixed all of my wrongs

Hook
Stressed pressed see me I’m a mess
Rest less in my bed all vexed 
Got my dome running pressure on my chest 
Still I’m cold blooded know you’re not impressed
X2

Faded but you still think I’m the one 
Jaded but you still think I’m the one 

still think i'm the one (prod. tiedforsilver)

DayDream @kenzee

deweypyle // @ftplaya67

produced by: @everestdidthis

lyrics:

i saw you looking somber
i assume that i know what you’ve been through
but i don’t 

shortest day of the year
longest day of my life
tell me if i’m really here
because i don’t really feel alive
trapped inside my body
shedding my skin every night
need to find a different hobby
other than hurting myself all the time

it’s so easy to shut myself away
from the world outside of me
never see the light of day
or the rising tides
hardly see the moon at night
i shouldn’t really save my life 
for when the sun sets late again

(chorus)

solstice (everestdidthis)

Well, it's two in the morning, and I know I shouldn't be calling 
While you're laying next to him in my shirt
Do you laugh with him like we used to
Does he bring you flowers like I used to
Does he take you out in the rain, and dance with you
Do you miss the way that my voice sounds
If you do can you pick up right now
'Cause all I think about is missing you

You used to dance with flowers in your hair
An empty room but I still feel you here
And it's quiet now, but still rings so loud
It's so much harder now just to live without you

If we had a second chance would you take it
And if I gave you my heart would you break it
Again and again and again and again, all over again

You used to dance with flowers in your hair
An empty room but I still feel you here
And it's quiet now, but still rings so loud
It's so much harder now just to live without you

If you were to come back home
Then this would be all okay