i let the cat out the bag🐈‍⬛
beat prod by: @wisssery
written and performed by: @rejectcore

battle scars! (p. wisssery)

fool/poet (p. wisssery)

Produced, mixed and mastered by Crizzy White 

If only you knew what I thought of you 
I got sum to prove
I wish that you knew 
Something in my system got me so confused 
Now I got the blues
I'm never in the mood

You say it's self abuse
I call it subterfuge
Ohh
You know I couldn't choose
Pick an Avenue 
Ohh

Switch lanes 
No games 
We can play this time 
My brain 
Just hate 
I can't make my mind 
Cause when you touch me I feel ever deeper
If she leaves then I'm gonna need her
I stab my gut and then I pour with cedar
Twiggy body I been falling steeper

You say it's self abuse
I call it subterfuge
Ohh
You know I couldn't choose
Pick an Avenue 
Ohh

Don't touch me 
I'm ugly 
If you want me then you'd have me
You don't love me
I'm just so obsessed 
And I'm losing breath 
Staring at you perfect angel 
I've been feeling stressed 
Tried my best to make you happy that ain't happen did it 
See my face you wanna slap yeah please just admit it
I shouldn't start this game if I knew we would never finish 
My returns diminished 
Plagued by my own codependence 

You say it's self abuse
I call it subterfuge
Ohh
You know I couldn't choose
Pick an Avenue 
Ohh

SUBTERFUGE

this city blows + xslimex (p king theta)

produced & mastered by tiedforsilver
preformed & mixed by epitomeoffailure
intro from Steins;Gate

lyrics:

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

she stands there horrified 
of what she’s discovered
the snow blankets and covers
a face born like no other 

he wishes they’d normalize 
but their looks sting like torture
he cry’s at home under the covers
with no one there but his mother

and she won’t help cause she’s no good at all 
she cared when only he could crawl
since then theres not much to call, love
broken down and cursed from up above 
is what he thinks now because 
his wants and needs go untouched

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

wait hold on still
your breath draws me in
here in my landfill
you saved me from within 

she to blind to see what’s in front of her
no mouth to eat but my stomach hurts
this leech draining me of all that i’m worth
and i just watch it work 
though the pain gets worse

cause i know she’ll look if im close to death
her only baby boy his soul soon to rest 
underneath the snow that lies on his chest
lays a broken soul cast out like the rest

epitomeoffailure x tiedforsilver - sleep in the snow

big mcthankies to @intotheparadox for doing a hella cool verse, he's a very nice person ;www;

produced by waterpr8fboy !!
mixed/mastered by HeyLee Manzeron & IntoTheParadox

Spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/track/71KSeDJVs75ah8qBylSJ0r?si=4ab0527ab91b4bdf

Spotify Link

PHANTOM PAIN! feat. IntoTheParadox | prod. waterpr8fboy

shoutout the goat @heylee-manzeron that mf dont miss

IntoTheParadox - I Got Problems Letting Things Go (Feat Heylee Manzeron) (Prod IntoTheParadox)

Live & Direct

Dropping on Spotify October 9th! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/cenobite-2

The reunion that I always wished would happen finally happened, this one is for the longtime supporters <333

produced by Ari Vega
mixed/mastered by Alexis HeyLee Levay

lyrics:

You hit me down like a basketball
After all this time, you don’t care at all
With the way you treat me like I don’t exist
But it’s my fault, lets get on with it
Yeah
Like i don’t exist
It’s my fault lets get on with it

The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

Glitter and mascara running down your face
Got that apple lip balm, I know how that tastes
Damn it, what would I do if you weren’t here
Please don’t leave me alone
Please don’t disappear

Cause that’s a throwback to that earlier song, but you already know that
You keep me around because you wouldn’t know what to do if I never called back
nail polish is all black

Gotta see you every night or I think i’d go insane
Cause i need you in my life, i can handle all the pain(cause you a simp, bro!)  


The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

The way you flick that match into my heart
Light my eyebrows with kerosene, tear me apart
I know that you wanted me dead right from the start
And now you just want to do it again

Takin’ me back to the ways you wanna see me in an early grave
But you know i would have followed you to the end, until there’s nothing left to save
Gonna stab me in the heart, like i worked at the host club
You’re a yandere, and you got me with that sick love
You could stab me to death and i still would have let you play with my blood again