itay - synth
liran - guitar
the other tracks:
dichotomboyz.bandcamp.com/album/nirvana-xdxdxd

Heart Shaped Box (Nirvana Cover)

In the edge of a matrix there's an ocean out of reach
And despite the refreshing view, the benches feel depressing this afternoon

An invisible man of no colour and shape comes by to swim in this body of water
And I truly wish that he'll come here tomorrow

In my favorite restaurant, the pink haired retail seller is always with her pillow
She can be found outside of the threshold, yet she keeps up with current affairs

And the newspaper flies

I live with an unlocked door in my apartment
I'm done with emotions and my thoughts dismantle
I'd love to have a conversation with a thief
Even though I have nothing to say or give

Come in tomorrow
Lift this curse
Take off this mantle
I'm falling away
Not falling in love
Never falling in love ever again

Can't you see how desperate I am?
Desperate I am for

This Mantle

Dreamy on a rooftop, subconsciously torn
You know that change will never come
Behind the transmissions poles you can see a pigeon flock
And a headlong group of people roaming around the metro-

Lifeless retail vendors are leaving by dawn
Yet no wind can inspire the loveless, deprived and bored
It's always a perfection that lights up a street
As the city demands an infinity

Of endless rooftops
Alleys and depths
Plastic and carton boxes
Pollution in the air
Finite but not ending
Existing yet so dead
As they're building up
Even more of the same

On it goes
Like a plague that is spreading
All across the world
Time will come for this mundaneness to rot us all
Our brand new frozen history goes on and on
And on and on
And on

Endless Rooftops

At night, I feel scared
And alone, so alone
I wake up from this bed at 3am
Full of tears and in misery

My eyes are regaining their sight
But flower leaves inside the vase
Are turning darker with each glare

When I looked out of the window
I've seen your beautiful naked figure
And I've yearned
Behind the blinds there's a new silhouette
It pushes you straight into bed
Just what I needed

At nights, I ruminate
Maybe you could undo it all
Maybe you could bring life to an empty city

But shooting stars won't save me
Imagination misleads me
And time won't heal

I feel nothing but pain
And that window wasn't even there
Inner felodese

In your hand I was a short cigarette
Now I'm doused as you've left me on your tray
Your fire burns

Your whisper
Is no longer enough to fix this
To put me back to sleep

Put Me Back To Sleep

Washing the dishes has never been
As painful as it is now
Bowls and plates just keep on breaking
I don't feel sorrow or indifference somehow
I'm always in the middle of thinking why
The laundry powder makes me cough

Pour your bleach inside of me
I'll drink it for your company
Pour the laundry powder on me
Then hang my body on the clothesline by the window

Watch me as I fall into
A bottomless alley where the people I follow online hang out
Watch them as they ignore me
Then watch how my passed out body blends in the crowd
And in between many hellos and goodbyes
It practically, basically ruins their good vibes

Laundry Powder

Behold, it's a tall story building
That is the place I call home
We come back to sleep in the same bed
That is the only life that we know
A Fabrication

The other floors are like the fillers in a show,
Not much to get excited about
In bleak apathy we coexist
We order fast food and faster sex

Don't forget the internet cafe
Because you can't own your own addictions
In the midst of a chaos we fiddle the phone
And all our responsibilities will fkin burn

A fabrication
Can't escape the heavy pressure
Oh, the fabrication
Can't escape the heavy pressure

Slowly we reach a state
In which we learn new kinds of escape
Meet me down in the -1 floor
Where leaving eyes open isn't easy at all

That's where we reach another dawn

A fabrication
Can't escape the heavy pressure
Oh, the fabrication
Can't escape the heavy pressure

A Fabrication (Can't Escape)

Hold the wheel as you drive
Hold the wheel as you rove
Hold the wheel as you ramify
Hold the wheel as you fly between the high-rises

I can't stand the noise
I have'nt got a choice
I see projections of a horrid picture
But you come closer and say
Just

Hold the wheel, don't look back
Hold the wheel as you drown
Hold the wheel, three and nine
Hold the wheel as you drive

Hold The Wheel

Mother brought me a drapery
With curtains made of faded lace
Two odd pieces in the scenery
The first's a mirror, as it reflects my face

I swallow hard and I see it in my eyes
Pride tastes of spit, spit tastes of pride
Things best pushed aside
The shutters croak
Relieved and burdened by dawn's light

Dawn's Light

I opened up the windows
To see that nothing really changes here
All the things are few of many
The insignificance is stifling

Going out to the local store
Another day, another try
I got the same glare from a stranger
As the one I got from the billboard sign

I'm alone
Alone in the city

On the way home the lights were flickering
Shadows have started to fade out
Dark farm houses turned to scrapers
Headline reads "you'd never believe who just turned 21"

"Why am I still here?" you asked me
I don't know the answer to that myself
Maybe my mind is lying dormant
Maybe cheap thrills have gotten the best of me

I'm alone
Alone in the city

Alone In The City

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-Liran Rosenblit

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