I CANT EVEN SAVE MYSELF!!!!🗣️🗣️🗣️

August 16th Emo Riot RVA Setlist

drinking until i throw up

i wish i could tell you i need you (+lilac heart + jolst)

Sour w/ NAVYXOWER, imperial & The North Shore [+ irby]

[chorus]
take me
i want you to take my soul
cant save me
i cant even save myself
im wasted
spend another night alone
times changing
tell me how you hate me

you hate me
i can see it in your face
heart racing
prolly going 90 something
on the daily
latley i been going dumb
fuck a saftey
your love was like a loaded gun
youre dangerous

[verse]
yeah i finally found someone that i could care about
and im shakin like a bottle bout to let it out
why you never call when you come around
i dont really like to argue but im screaming loud

i was only 17 running from my past
shouldve seen it from the start this would never last
now im staring at the sky watching stars that pass
wishing that you saw every fucking scar you left

[chorus]
take me
i want you to take my soul
cant save me
i cant even save myself
im wasted
spend another night alone
times changing
tell me how you hate me

you hate me
i can see it in your face
heart racing
prolly going 90 something
on the daily
latley i been going dumb
fuck a saftey
your love was like a loaded gun
youre dangerous

[outro]
take me (yeah i finally found someone that i could care about)
i want you to take my soul
cant save me (and im shakin like a bottle bout to let it out)
i cant even save myself
im wasted (why you never call when you come around)
spend another night alone
times changing (i dont really like to argue but im screaming loud)
tell me how you hate me

you hate me 
i can see it in your face (i was only 17 running from my past)
heart racing
prolly going 90 something (shouldve seen it from the start this would never last)
on the daily
latley i been going dumb (now im staring at the sky watching stars that pass)
fuck a saftey
your love was like a loaded gun (wishing that you saw every fucking scar you left)
youre dangerous

Dangerous (prod. Vervxin)

this isn’t easy

[intro]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

[verse]
I have a habit of running away from all of my problems
I know I should solve them
it's becoming less like it is an option and more of a bother
put the blame on my father
I'm chronically smoking narcotics to cure all of my conflicts
astonished at what I've accomplished
still im unwanted
I'm always exhausted
this system is toxic

I'm tempted to test if I'm bulletproof
the only escape to this cruel abuse
you made the mistakes but you're mad at me
your betrayal is something that frightens me
I'm constantly seen as the enemy
I never wanted to admit defeat
your failure to change your insensitive ways
caused the double-edged sword to devour me

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

Black Sheep (prod. DESPAIRINTOASHES)

prod. by @imcaves
[intro]
Trying my best
To leave you all on your own
Yeah, you read all my texts
But won't pick up the phone
I should give it a rest
But I'm stuck in this hole
Yet, you couldn't care less
It's getting so old

[chorus]
You don’t wanna talk to me 'cuz all you want is silence
Push me out of the picture but you promised that I’m priceless
Razor to the bone because I’m going through a crisis
I miss your violet iris
Behind those tired eyelids
I don’t wanna talk to you 'cuz you don’t wanna hear it
Wrestle with the depression from the way I’ve been mistreated
Calling out for help but they can’t hear you when you’re screaming
I can’t believe you’re leaving
I guess I should’ve seen it

[verse]
Honestly, I wish you’d come back and reverse all the damage we caused in the past 
Still working hard to forgive and forget but It feels like a test and I’m failing the class 
Hate it and blame this on how you’ve been hurt 
It feels like an outcome I didn’t deserve
My efforts were fruitless, it ended up useless 
I’ve given up trying cuz it never works 

[chorus]
You don’t wanna talk to me 'cuz all you want is silence
Push me out of the picture but you promised that I’m priceless
Razor to the bone because I’m going through a crisis
I miss your violet iris
Behind those tired eyelids
I don’t wanna talk to you cuz you don’t wanna hear it
Wrestle with the depression from the way I’ve been mistreated
Calling out for help but they can’t hear you when you’re screaming
I can’t believe you’re leaving
I guess I should’ve seen it

Silence (prod caves)

[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

[Verse]
I know I'm not perfect
I didn't deserve this
the purpose you gave me has all been forgot

You act in reaction
surprised when it happened
The passion that was. it was all just a front

You're not the same person
who took all my burdens
turning and twisting them all into dust

Your holding the matches that led to these ashes
the gas in your actions, a knife to the gut

[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
i just can't watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

Decay (prod. Cobalt)

About not stop thinking and having voices keep taking 

You (prod Taigen)

HELL N BAK

Artist/Preformed by- J@nnny 
Executive Produced by- ZepFire

First StudioEP FIREWATER DRIP

Thanks to every one that has a listen this is a vision that i can present finally and confidently 

this is a story of when i had a friend mark down the girls smoking in school every time they would hit a rip and every time he would tally there wrists until it gotten to be so often and so much they looked like inmates in a gang unit.... more like the wall in a gang unit with amount of 5 stroke tally marked on there arms chest and legs

MYSTERY

manga for cover art: jinrou game: beast side

[lyrics]

it's so loud when I'm alone
but the thing is that I'm never talking
everywhere I go and it never feels like home
pass by the ghost thats always stalking
confronting my demons just to get left on seen
feeling dead inside my life it's like I'm stuck in between
I don't wanna give up but I'm hurting 
staring in the mirror but I'm there still searching 

time goes by and it's going faster
tryna stay alive but I'm getting sadder
and I don't wanna have any regrets
life goes by like my cigarette
(X2)

waking up and I feel like I'm dying 
always disappointed I'm so sick of trying 
everyone is smiling but I'm not 
I'll just stay inside my room and rot
okay
not a good person like everyone thinks 
hating everything until the moment that I sleep
walking with a frown and nothing but a dead stare 
hate to break it to you but I honestly don't care 

time goes by and it's going faster
tryna stay alive but I'm getting sadder
and I don't wanna have any regrets
life goes by like my cigarette
(X2)

Dangerous (prod. Vervxin)

Crona

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