Us Vs. Them

Lyrics:

Crossin' the $tyx

My entire family disowned me. I have no true connections anymore.
Everyone I’ve EVER opened up to has betrayed me!
They said I’m FAKING it! That my life is a “WASTE” of their money!
THEY SAID I SHOULD’VE GONE TO THE WOODS SO NO ONE WOULD HAVE TO SEE MY BODY!
I was forced to sleep OUTSIDE, ON THE GROUND!
They DRUGGED me up and then TOOK IT ALL AWAY!
They attacked ME and said that I was the threat!
And they wonder why I hate them.
FUCKING! ASSHOLES!

Can't say I never did wrong
Can't say I never did long
Can't say I never got hung
Can't say I never popped nun
Can't say I never dreamed of blowin' my head open
Can't say I never tied a rope and coped with dopin'
Like Icarus 'cause I'll fly high
Fly so high I fall and die
Betrayed by my ride-or-dies
Deceived, just one by my side
Feel the pain of all my sins
Reap what I sowed: consequence
Feel the urge for violence
Hear the ring of violins

It used to be that I wanted to fall asleep and never wake up.
I wouldn't actually kill myself because I was scared of the pain.
Now I just want it to end and I don't care how.
I don't even know why I'm still alive.
There's no reason for me to live.
My mother says that the family would be “so distraught” over my death.
Well FUCK THEM!
IF ALL I DO IS HURT THEM, WHY SHOULD THEY CARE?!
IF I KILL MYSELF, THEN I WON'T HURT THEM OR MYSELF ANYMORE!
Just let it end.

To the music I commit
To no one I shall submit
Hear the sound that I emit
Deep anger from my larynx
Bitches be demented
Drivin' me to go hysteric
Better be repented
Yo ass nothin' but generic
I sat with my anger
Jotted it down on some paper
Tryna mend my heart
Before I decide to depart
I was utterly mistaken
Eyes were opened, mind awakened
When she told me that he name is
Not my anger but my anguish

Lie to you but not to me
The hole inside is sinking deep
Our story is a tragedy
But it provokes delicacy
I take a hit of nicotine
And pour my heart into the beat
Past full of wounds and deceit
Call bullshit, I got receipts
Stuck in a psych ward
My feelings deplored
Inside, my mind roared
Doctors I implored
Grief is our love's souvenir
Proof of what we once held dear
Don't look back or shed a tear
Look back, see torment's frontier
Desperation addict
Yeah, my loneliness is static (passive)
Emotions erratic
Calm it down with aromatic (plastered)
Abuse systematic
My disorder is traumatic (disastrous)
Swear I ain't dramatic
That's why my bars are emphatic (catch up)
Once as soft as water
'Till I bid on my own slaughter (offer)
Drugged up by some doctors
Writin' scripts to cop a dollar (robbers)
Now as hard and cold as ice
Recognize I paid the price
For attempt to excise my life
My advice is to think twice

Nothing feels real.
Not a single person.
Not a single object or sound or sight or texture or anything at all.
Except for pain.
It's the only thing that feels real.
I used to feel like I was connected with my body and I was the only real thing.
But now it's worse.
It's become depersonalization, and it's scary.
I'm disconnected from everything, even my body.
I don't control my actions.
It's like someone else is controlling me, even writing this.
I'm nothing but an observer.
I can see what my body sees, I can hear what it hears.
I can feel its sensations and I can taste and smell what it does.
But it doesn’t feel real.
The only thing I feel is pain.

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Lyrics:

$lim $UICIDE, ready to die

[Hook 1: $lim $UICIDE]
Boy, don't you play with me
Think I don't know the streets?
Boy, don't you play with me
Think I ain't know police?

[Verse 1: $lim $UICIDE]
Poppin’ ØXY, talkin’
‘Bout why I'm a fuckin’ body
Ain't nobody ever listen
So I died while I was walkin’
All the RØXIE$, I'm a zombie
As I'm trottin’ through the lobby
Mixed with alcohol and HYDRØ$
I'm surprised that I'm up walking

[Bridge: Yung $lit THRØAT]
(Ay)
Pop another Perky and hit the road
Drownin’ myself in codeine sorrow
Watch the paramedics call a code
(Ay)
Bartered with the Devil and sold my soul
Gambled on a way to fill hollow
Got a Smith & Wesson, my head is blown

[Hook 2: $lim $UICIDE]
Can't eat, can't sleep
No rest, no ease
Want death, want sleep
Kill those feelings
With some ØXY
Drain my heart clean
Pop Percs, ØD
I'll rest in peace

[Verse 2: Yung $lit THRØAT]
Never ever sober
‘Cause them drugs be my enclosure
Need ‘em drugs for my composure
Feel the casket gettin’ closer
Ride a psycho rollercoaster
Doctor sayin’ I'm bipolar
All the trauma and the lockup
Now my heart is gettin’ colder

[Verse 3: $lim $UICIDE]
Fuckers talkin’ ‘bout me, ain't what it seems
‘Cause they only see me as the me sippin’ lean
Yeah, I walked into the trap as a young fuckin’ teen
And I left that hell as a dead fuckin’ fiend
Xanax and ØXY
HYDRØ$ and codeine
ØPIATE$ runnin’ me
Dry ‘till I'm screamin’, “Fuck me!
Lemme ØD!” nose deep
In the crushed pills, know the rush kills
Feelin’ buzzed, chills, fuck, my cup spilled
Lean on the rug, rounds in the gun
Spinnin’, $yrup fuckin’ disrupts
Skull filled with drugs, watch me erupt
Hollow points gettin’ pumped
Watch my body fuckin’ slump

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