produced by @sxthsns

lyrics:

ok I gave me no challenge
still sippin on chalice
of
extent of my talent
greater than young me imagined

like ooh ooh ooh

raised on madness
"zip it fore we smoke ya pack like its fanny"

ooh ooh

bent warm plastic
bad mold all i ever was god damn it

yeah

the crew of my crude imagination
got me unaware
got me simply scared
of my future and what it brought

on another hand
could say i was content
talking to tinker bell
speaking to peter pan
bout my life lived with fraught

how should a child grow?
guess ill never know
it dont ring no bells
when a nigga tells
me
"you was posed to live it loud"

among the many cells
that made me who i am
had me clutching for a way out
out of this hell

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

i need some closure to my life
i want some lead and some powder
inside cortex thats the motto
all that i got at the moment
amounts and equals to nada
i need a good role model
that i can confide on

oh oh oh
you put me down
im on the ground
you took my crown

goin through withdrawals so i went and queued deposits
of faith towards everyone that wronged me with few options
saw so far ahead of my future aint need new optics
called myself my name yearning for a way to feel sovereign
my essence meant bla bla bla to them so i let it burn
seas of ceasing to exist washed over me i learned
to not give a single shit about nun nun nun nun nun nun
kwanza said it
if kwanza said it then its earned
earned
earned

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

inched closer and said something dumb like
"what yall talking bout?"
question fell on deaf ears..
first time that i felt devout
to body art with sharp shears,
pain inscribed below my palms
touch my wrists its braille for:
"a friend is all I ever want"

VERSUS

Spotify

VERSUS prod. sxth sns

7/26

coprod oldcollin on some of the backing guitars :3

lyrics:
you cant let me down
just feel it out
is it so ordinary now
i guess ill go somewhere
you could go 
whenever life's not fair
you can make it home
and i could tell you
and nobody's gonna get ya
like i do, like i do

when you call my name
i'm still the same
just unaware
but if that's who i am 
then i won't say all that now
think i'm falling off
i can't help that
nobody's holding on
tying loose ends upside down
but you're not listening now
no you just can't help that

no you just can't help but fight the fact that
this seems so unfair
can't bite my tongue to stop from speaking
lose my grip right there
it's a long way down
don't wanna touch the ground
but every time i hear the sound
i'm at a stand still
considering all of that
you know you cant let me down

ordinary (ft. oldcollin)

prod. me

i move, i move flawless
talk down to my brothers 
we gon' pop shit
telling me to shut up
i ain't toxic 
yea, find the key to shit
but i ain't lock it 
up ...
i don't move back
they know that i'm done
why you so mad? 
why you so sad? 
did you think i'm dumb?
if you doubt yourself ...
guess i already won 

i could NEVER fail
do this shit twice
i don't need help
yea, you see me goin up 
don't know how to feel
yea the message still stands
HOPE YOU GET WELL

cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
i move. 

[-50]

flawless

@alteredways
{altwys}
You're on my mind again
and I couldn't figure it out
you been tryna talk to me all night, but I don't wanna be on the phone nah
I know its sad
giving me shit for being wrong, I don't wanna be alright
please baby.

{Enigma}
I know the way you lead me on will be the death of me
don't wanna have to feel alone, ill let you damage me
and I don't wanna be the problem or the remedy
and you don't wanna hear me talk, just want a part of me
are you proud of me ?
I moved on baby are you proud of me?
your love for me , is bad for me, your bad for me
so tell me.. so tell me if your proud of me
so tell me baby if your prod of me?

{altwys}
dont try to talk to me now
is it worth it
you never get the adrenaline rush
your energy's ruinin out
you get the feelin you might be stuck 
girl its run-in out run-in out run-in out yeah run-in out run-in out run-in out
you never stop to talk to me now
now now
we can just figure it out
out out
just push it to the side
and watch it come to life
(push push to the side)
(watch watch come to life) 

{Enigma}
I care for you still and I will
forever
no matter the pain that I feel
forever

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Izanami w/altwys

art by @1dxn

(i know nothing bout ur life)
(just fuck off oh well i might)
(i know nothing bout ur life)

i guess thats just how it goes
but i wish you werent there
everyone else always knows
im confused i sit and stare  

its all a fraction of light
just sit down dont wanna fight
just fuck off, well i might
i know nothing bout ur life

one step back and now im gone
never listen, what i want
ashamed of where i am from
im so tired think im done 
think im done

i guess thats just how it goes
but i wish you werent there
everyone else always knows
im confused i sit and stare

how it goes

elxnce & nomu - right now

https://ffm.to/nothinglastsforever08

guitars from @prettydepressedly

it was over before it started
i should've known that it wouldn't work out
cause you got me dying over love
i dont want to see you again

im a fool for not realizing
delusional, mind paralyzing
you were to me, now i feel like dying
so im running away from you
thought you were trying
i was laced with subtle clues but never prying
cause i didnt wanna face the truth
all along, you was playing for fun

ive been flowing through the wreckage 
thinking too much you got my mental strainin
and ive been down on the same things
pick me up and break me down into pieces
i dont wanna lose my heart
to the same things, messing me from the start
lost myself when i played a part
so im sheltering myself

cause you dont love me
so stop lying to yourself
bleeding out my heart for you
so don't call me back, ever again
i dont want to see you again

and i keep falling, keep falling, keep falling, keep falling
and i keep falling, keep falling, keep falling, keep falling

you dont love me
so stop lying to yourself
bleeding out my heart for you
so don't call me back, ever again
i dont want to see you again

nothing lasts forever

Lyrics:
sit'em down but i stand tall
on my body pretty please just keep yo hands off
ha big league playin hardball
put my brothers on thats a smart call
hey love the color green mix it with the purple
the drugs gon fuck with me & get me into trouble
oh i fiended for the lean it really started hurting
but it dont matter i still fill me up a double up

walk out in my cleanest fit cuz everyone been dirty to me
she threw jollys in her drink when she got flirty with me
i cant lie man i aint tryna share the dirty with ya
they aint drinkin henny in my city boy its erky jerky
best get out of my face 'for you really erk me
i aint know that my red fanty had a xanny in it DAMN
walkin down the street with nada brain cell in my skin 
dont even ask what the fuck im thinkin 
cuz i went braindead let it sink in 

i rolled up started bumpin sink or swin
started to wonder should i sink or should i swim
if i cant sleep i sip the drinknd tuck me in
and if it dont work i just sip the drink again

sit'em down but i stand tall
on my body pretty please just keep yo hands off
ha big league playin hardball
put my brothers on thats a smart call
hey love the color green mix it with the purple
the drugs gon fuck with me & get me into trouble
oh i fiended for the lean it really started hurting
but it dont matter i still fill me up a double up

percs, dont even get me started on the watsons 
turn a mountain dew orange thought it was livewire when i copped it
why tf you sippin green? is it limewire where you shoppin?
you wouldnt download the lean less you aint have another option damn
beans ch6po man i know he used to pop'em
man his ass probably still do i told his ass he gotta problem
but who tf am i to point out problems when i got too many of my own
tell his ass to bring me'em i still can get'em sold
little tax off the top if i aint like'em
sold a bit of what the homie died from
i dont mean to sound generic it sounds spiteful
just trust me i dont need reminders
walk out in my cleanest fit cuz everyone been dirty to me
walk out in my cleanest fit cuz everyone been dirty to me
she threw jollys in her drink when she got flirty with me
i cant lie man i aint tryna share the dirty with ya
they aint drinkin henny in my city boy its erky jerky
best get out of my face 'for you really erk me
i aint know that my red fanty had a xanny in it DAMN
walkin down the street with nada brain cell in my skin 
dont even ask what the fuck im thinkin 
cuz i went braindead let it sink in 

sit'em down but i stand tall
on my body pretty please just keep yo hands off
ha big league playin hardball
put my brothers on thats a smart call
hey love the color green mix it with the purple
the drugs gon fuck with me & get me into trouble
oh i fiended for the lean it really started hurting
but it dont matter i still fill me up a double up

twice

crossoak

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