suicide note w/ sleepisformortals [prod. takeer]

@sanperseus
lyrics:
i been dyin everyday i admit it
i been drinkin everynight without a limit
i been geekin i been talkin to my spirit
i been tired so i make these bad decisions

ion know ur fuckin name
you dont know me thats ok
fuckin w my gang  
you get shot before i think
every day the same bc i hate it when i wake
every night im drained i needa smoke i needa break

you dont ever gotta tell me take a break
you aint ever gonna see me switch a lane
you aint ever gonna tell me that im late
you can catch me flying through the rain

smoke a backwood out the pack
fuck a swisher ay
i been drinkin every fuckin night i need the liquor ay
i cant even talk bc im rupturing my system ay
i cant even vent bc nobody gonna listen ay

i been dyin everyday i admit it
i been drinkin everynight without a limit
i been geekin i been talkin to my spirit
i been tired so i make these bad decisions

i just wanna break apart my fuckin head
i never thought my vision left
i never asked for no respect 
and now im bleedin on my bed

i just need my fuckin bread
and ion need another friend 
dont forgive i just forget
and i just give and never get

-intermission-

bad decisions 👻 [prod. sanperseus]

amv visual video for it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORfFABBNerI
@mch6
@areizaga
@sanperseus
@srfak

yea right... ⚰️⬅️ w/ citrate & MCH6 [prod. sanperseus & $ANFAK]

knew me then (you dont know me) [prod. sanperseus & crucifiedneedle]

all these drugs [prod. $anfak]

NOTHING NOWHERE W/ LXXIV & MOPHEAD & ICYRED (yago)

BREAK w/ alula (yungspoiler)

NEVERBACKDOWN w/ LXXIV & LOWTOW (yago)

WAYUH!!!
sample from "Hey you there try this!"

WAHYUH! w/ takeer [prod. lava]

lyrics:
i cant talk to you this percy got me fuckin up
i been feelin numb but ill down another cup
i been in and out of timezones like im feelin stuck
now u wanna fuckin talk thas why i keep a gun
yea im rollin up that icky got that sticky skunk
everytime i fuckin wake up ima smoke a blunt
everytime i fuckin sleep my shit be runnin up
take a bullet in my chest my soul be runnin up
kill em all
kill em all
take a sip and we can turn up at the mall
this aint shit fuck all this pain ill end it all
she gon come back to me like some damn withdrawal
got these drugs i keep on fuckin w the law
i put 2 more in my cup and now i feel like im a bot
i been geekin i been fuckin up and i wont ever stop
i been makin all this music and i cannot ever stop
i cant talk to you this percy got me fuckin up
i been feelin numb but ill down another cup
i been in and out of timezones like im feelin stuck
now u wanna fuckin talk thas why i keep a gun
yea im rollin up that icky got that sticky skunk
everytime i fuckin wake up ima smoke a blunt
everytime i fuckin sleep my shit be runnin up
take a bullet in my chest my soul be runnin up
i been workin i get paid 
takin shots up to my brain
suck my dick just for a minute 
she gon swallow minute maid
they been mad bc im winnin
they been bc they lame
take a shot up to his vision 
now he watchin from the grave
kill em all
kill em all
take a sip and we can turn up at the mall
this aint shit fuck all this pain ill end it all
she gon come back to me like some damn withdrawal
got these drugs i keep on fuckin w the law
i put 2 more in my cup and now i feel like im a bot
i been geekin i been fuckin up and i wont ever stop
i been makin all this music and i cannot ever stop

KILLEMALL!! 🦇 [YMAR]

ice cold wind just got it in my bedroom
i hate sleep but i gotta go to bed soon
ice cold blood drippin down my neck neck neck
blood pulse up maybe i should check x2

i cant maintain
all this pain thats sinking up and down inside my
mainframe
i cant take it thinkin ima die im boutta
insane
the way i never change
how i never deal with pain
i can never see the same
switch lanes
look away you look the same 
pickin pieces of my brain
turn around and choose my fate

blood drip down im crying in your bedroom
heart beating fast now im dying on the dancefloor
on the dancefloor
dying on the dancefloor
molly in my cup im geekin on the downlow
i know this pretty rave boy always think about him
razor blades cut through me 
blood pressure so amusing
when i see him dancing
wanna take a chance and
get a little closer anxieties taking over

i cant maintain
all this pain thats sinking up and down inside my
mainframe
i cant take it thinkin ima die im boutta
insane
the way i never change
how i never deal with pain
i can never see the same
switch lanes
look away you look the same 
pickin pieces of my brain
turn around and choose my fate

DANCEFLOOR! 🩸 w/ alulaluula [p. forzen]

i gotta do it i did it i love it
i got a shot ima shoot ima gun it
i cannot fw a bitch im not trustin
i pour that wok in the sprite with that tussin
i book a flight and im flyin to london
i book a show and them bitches were jumpin
wha i get the guap and i run it
yea u wanna feat gotta budget
bitch i been drunk and i think that i love it
i take a shot in the boof and im buzzin
think that i care im smokin in public
fuckin dat b 
up in her stomach
how do u feel?
she say i love it
swerve in a hellcat
its bumpin
she finna blow me like i was a trumpet
shawty control me like i was a puppet
i got a strap so im finna go tuck it
i gotta glock and my mission no russian
feel like im gunna the way that im stuntin
stupid ass bitch dont talk say nothin
im w the clik and we smokin on runtz
talkin that shit u not carryin a gun
up at yo crib cuz i think that its fun
rockin that tommy u rockin that bunkz
cut up yo body i feel like im trunkz
on my own shit ion feel like im loved
feel like a cop im not using a stun
yea
rockin that tommy w a brand new mink
shoot at my head w a brand new beam
spittin them facts but she think that im mean
up in the night and im smokin that green
smokin that blunt and i itch like a fiend
im w that gang ride w my team
i got a tank smokin on steam
yea
i gotta do it i did it i love it
i got a shot ima shoot ima gun it
i cannot fw a bitch im not trustin
i pour that wok in the sprite with that tussin
i book a flight and im flyin to london
i book a show and them bitches were jumpin
wha i get the guap and i run it
yea u wanna feat gotta budget
bitch i been drunk and i think that i love it
i take a shot in the boof and im buzzin
think that i care im smokin in public

LONDON 🦇🦇 [goGT]

i dont talk about shit when im by myself
guess im ruining my life w that liquor on the shelf i...
got a bad mood
floatin all around you
ppl die around me
i been sad remind me
i dont talk about shit when im by myself
guess im ruining my life w that liquor on the shelf i...
float around u
blood up in my bathroom
dead im flyin past you
i wont die around you
yea
guess ill never understand myself
and im livin in a empty world dont go
yea
and i dont rlly care abt shit
when im up inside my mind i dont rlly see a thing
wake up in a another night i just wanna drink
wakin up early in the morning life a bitch
i never wish
all my dreams are fallin down at the bottom of the pit of my sink
how im always in my head every night i cant think
i dont talk about shit when im by myself
guess im ruining my life w that liquor on the shelf i...
got a bad mood
floatin all around you
ppl die around me
i been sad remind me
i dont talk about shit when im by myself
guess im ruining my life w that liquor on the shelf i...
float around u
blood up in my bathroom
dead im flyin past you
i wont die around you

BYEMYSELF 🧛🧛 p. chriskx

BUCKSSS 💰💰💰 w/ TNS 1LL W1ll & TR3

guess these ppl never rlly trusted me in the end
did i ever give a fuck well i guess it depends
how u fuckin w my mind i aint give u no consent
keep on talkin bitch you sound like a broken cassete
shootin bullets out the 45 they float to his head
walkin up to heavens gates yea i walk to my death
watch the way my body breakin on the concrete
pullin up to every ditch where you drop me
smell so bad it make you sick make you vomit
i could pull up w some gin i make my tonic
take out my chest i lock it down
they laugh at me just like a clown
we up at dark dont make a sound
im up at sea dont let me drown
woah
i aint stoppin at the red light
i could barely even see its a dark night
guess these ppl never rlly trusted me in the end
did i ever give a fuck well i guess it depends
how u fuckin w my mind i aint give u no consent
keep on talkin bitch you sound like a broken cassete
were broken 
im losin motion
blood keep pourin out my eyes just like an ocean
when im tired when im high losin focus
they been pickin at my eyes with them lotusts
will i live or will i die i been hopeless
i just broke another wing you never noticed
yea
i aint got much time to live im on a countdown
you dont know what u be sayin talkin profound
found the crow and now hes bleedin on the dirt
watch the blood and now you fucked up got it on your shirt
wont survive to see the sun up no it never worked
put a gun up in my hand n let the chopper do the work
guess these ppl never rlly trusted me in the end
did i ever give a fuck well i guess it depends
how u fuckin w my mind i aint give u no consent
keep on talkin bitch you sound like a broken cassete
shootin bullets out the 45 they float to his head
walkin up to heavens gates yea i walk to my death
watch the way my body breakin on the concrete
pullin up to every ditch where you drop me

BROKENNN 💔💔 [soggydavis]

I KNOW W/ SHISUI [SOGIMURA]

NOT THE SAME 🧟🧟🩸 W/ CITRATE [prodxosloth]

@checksnbalances
co-mix also by @checksnbalances
i got chemicals inside my lit lungs inside my chest
its incredible the way that im still breathing out the rest
im so ignorant 
im repetitive
im so ignorant 
im repetitive
i keep talking every day
you cant save me its to late
i got chemicals inside my lit lungs inside my chest
its incredible the way that im still breathing out the rest
im so ignorant 
i can barely think im limited
i can barely think of what to say
throw my body in the lake
ppl got me fucking dead i dont wanna stay
thinkin bout the words you said got me so insane
they keep fucking with my head
need your help but then you left
i just wanna end the stress
she said i love you
i just wanna feel your skin i wanna touch you
you said you just want some flowers but they cut you
then it went to never feeling when i hug you
i just wish i missed the lightning when it struck you

checks:
i dont know how to feel no more
i dont know how to see no more
there’s a bottle up at my face and I don’t know, it’s something wrong with me now
I cannot take this world by storm
I cannot do what I want no more
I don’t wanna be this person, but I am

CHEMICALS ☣️🤧 W/ CHECKS [DERCEPT]

fuck i been tired let me go
ash a cigarette up on my wrist im feeling dull
aint nobody give a fuckin shit about my soul
so i go to bed and then i dig another hole
fuck that we could run that with no problems 
face mask in a hatchback we gone rob them
big gat and its all black with a new tag
shoot that we dont talk back we dont bother
haunted haunted haunted im so haunted haunted haunted
cut my neck
we could drink the blood come spill the rest
if i ever made my money still depressed
saying that you love me im a mess
why the fuck i gotta live i wanna rest
shadows haunt me all the way from all the earth
i can never go to heaven wanna burn
i just ask myself like when is it my turn
i just ask myself like when is it my turn
lemme talk about these humans they so fake
if u running up then you keep running in your place
ima find my way inside the sacramental lake
i could slice my wrists but ima need a fucking stake
fuck i been tired let me go
ash a cigarette up on my wrist im feeling dull
aint nobody give a fuckin shit about my soul
so i go to bed and then i dig another hole

HAUNTED 👻👻 [SAPJER]

i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain
fuck all this ima jump off the cliff n ill land in the dirt
gas in the lanterns they throw at my feet and there watchin me burn
dance around bullets they marked for my death n im watchin them curve
i just wanna laugh at these ppl they funny they never gone learn
what
ten miles up catch a 4 issa problem
i aint giving up gotta put me inna coffin
stone cold heart ion know when i lost it\
what
gotta hunnid thoughts in my mind i cant stop it
hide from everything i can hear when they walkin
he a lil bitch i can hear when he talkin
i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain
devil money how im walkin in 
take some for me for your skin
keep my drugs im trafficking
say my name im asking nice
one shot dead 2 paradise
take my ice im wasting life
sew my eyes like caroline
i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain

CORALINE 🧟🧟 [amyotrophy]

SICK OF BITCHES W/ KXTAMINE [XPWAVE]

DOORMAT W/ SYNIC 🩸💀💀 [chull]

on my own shit yea im flyin in the distance
all these fuckin ppl they dont understand the vision
like bitch dont talk just listen
i hate myself not kiddin
yes i rlly rlly wanna go
i been w my angels every night n we just float
i been on my own
w my ghosts 
ask me how im doing you dont rlly wanna know
its alright
ima smoke another blunt gimmie 
peace of mind
i dont want your fucking love i
hate my life
every day im feelin sunk in
waste my time waste waste my time
on my own shit yea im flyin in the distance
all these fuckin ppl they dont understand the vision
like bitch dont talk just listen
i hate myself not kiddin
yes i rlly rlly wanna go
im w my angels every night n we just float
i been on my own
w my ghosts 
ask me how im doing you dont rlly wanna know
walk in with a gun up to my head cuz i dont care
i dont rlly trip about my life it isnt fair
i just wanna make my fuckin music keep it rare
i just put a blade up to my wrist and watch it tear
hanging w the crow and we flyin through the air
hanging off a rope i just jumped up off the chair
they dont wanna know that i been dying they dont care
when i walk in im shooting bullets in the air

WITH MY GHOSTS 👻👻 [abysshund]

FREAK 🎃🎃 W/ CHANELFATHER & KXTAMINE [inffabe]

i cant fit no money in my jeans
i just hopped up in my coupe i keep that 40 like a beam
shawty i dont want your mouth unless your toppin up my team
i just came up out the south and now im makin hits in greece
i gotta flex on the regular
i take a shot at your jugular
im w yo shawty im into her
bitch i been smokin that gass woke up in jupiter
wait wait
bitch im smokin gass you might close the drapes
rari fast this a hunnid speed no u cant relate
feel like tay k bitch im finna run i cant beat the case
i cant fuck with thots leave there body up inside a vase
i need bands when i walk up in the funeral im catchin fades
i dont dance bitch i like to fight leave it on your face hey
i cant fit no money in my jeans
i just hopped up in my coupe i keep that 40 like a beam
shawty i dont want your mouth unless your toppin up my team
i just came up out the south and now im makin hits in greece
why u sad
all my cash is straight up out the trap
and that bitch that u been fuckin coming straight up in my lap
and im crying up at night i use a tissue w my racks
im sorry if i been geekin lil shawty i been gassed
woah wait wait
devil with a mask
i just walked up to his crib i found his body on a mat
i dont like to talk to randoms lil boy u staying mad
huh yea yea yea bitch i got the pack
guess i never rlly felt this type of way before
u just got my trust n i just found out ur a whore
i just wanna smoke a hunnid pounds before im bored
shawty get upp on ur knees and praise the fuckin lord

JUPITER 🪐🪐 [PROD. DARKBOY]

pourin ounces i be leakin blood when i walk in
i be walkin like a fuckin zombie with no consiounce
everybody know that every night my body rotting
ion wanna talk about a bitch unless she flawless
i dont wanna fuck another bitch we change the topic
pour another line inside my cup 2 keep me floating yea
bitch im so trapped
i could never walk around w my bag
yea thats my bad 
i could never fuck w ppl they trash
yea yea so sad
i dont wanna fuck w ppl they sad
stop the nonsense
i been taking lines every night hit my consiounce
she dont wanna ask me why i leave bc we toxic
she dont wanna say we make it work im exhausted
so exhausted i know that im toxic
i dont wanna be the person holding you hostage
i dont wanna draw another line bc u crossed it
huh yea now we fucking lost it...
take me out my pain alright
i know that u wanna die
i know that u wanna cry
my bad my mind
i know that u wanna hide
i know that u wanna die
everynight im sayin bye goodbye
goodbye
shit drivin me out of my mind
im sick of this place and i rlly wanna die
how im breakin my heart but i rlly dont mind it
every other fuckin night getting faded in the silence
pourin ounces i be leakin blood when i walk in
i be walkin like a fuckin zombie with no consiounce
everybody know that every night my body rotting
ion wanna talk about a bitch unless she flawless
i dont wanna fuck another bitch we change the topic
pour another line inside my cup 2 keep me floating yea
bitch im so trapped
i could never walk around w my bag
yea thats my bad 
i could never fuck w ppl they trash
yea yea so sad
i dont wanna fuck w ppl they sad

TOXIC ☣️☣️☣️ [P. UNSCARRED]

bitch im fine
i dont wanna talk so sick of my life
yea nobody cares till the day i die
and im missing all the pieces that been falling out my soul
and i know that u been weepin bby you dont even know
bitch im fine
i been falling down you dont need to try
feel like ima clown how i lose my mind
i dont wanna think about you when i got to bed
you dont need to worry bout me you should get some rest
yea yea i dont even know why i talk to you
and i been feelin so alone when im walkin thru
and im thinkin to myself like what do i do like what do i do
bad bitch yea we been sippin champagne
i been drinkin all this liquor so i can numb the pain
damn
shawty wait i dont even wanna date but i remember how ur face looked when u look at me
so tired...
i keep getting faded im higher
rippin all the pictures set fire
yea my phone just got drier
bitch im fine
i dont wanna talk so sick of my life
yea nobody cares till the day i die
and im missing all the pieces that been falling out my soul
and i know that u been weepin bby you dont even know
bitch im fine
i dont wanna talk so sick of my life
yea nobody cares till the day i die
and im missing all the pieces that been falling out my soul
and i know that u been weepin bby you dont even know
I so sick and tired
knew it wouldnt work your fire
I so sick and tired
knew it wouldnt work your fire

SO TIRED 😪😪 [P. CIAN]

i tried...
you lied
i tried
we died
remember when we used to laugh now we cry
now im holdin all my tears until there dry
yea
evil gazes watchin me at night
yea 
things around me never seem that right
yea 
watch me die before u take my life
yea
ill be dead before you are my wife
there screaming dont remind me
there stealing all my blood next
im feeling nothing much less...
my heart stopped beating my chest
restitution lifes illusion i been stupid yea
i been losing all my movement i cant feel it yet
im a student always proving i cant do it yet
always begging never choosing now i end up dead
theres something wrong about our energy
you were my friend but now ur my enemy
the words i said were true u misunderstood
now im alone in the back and im smoking woods
i tried...
you lied
i tried
we died
remember when we used to laugh now we cry
now im holdin all my tears until there dry
yea
evil gazes watchin me at night
yea 
things around me never seem that right
yea 
watch me die before u take my life
yea
ill be dead before you are my wife

now we cry... [p. jlmusix]

find it funny how nobody can be honest
i just wanna be alone i think ive lost it
this is why that deep down my soul is rotting
this is why that deep down my soul is rotting
i remember when u told me that im toxic
i remember when u left it wasnt shocking
i got nothing left to say not much to talk about
i got nothing in my chest i keep it locked out
i got nothing left to give im not a charity
i dont wanna see ur face bc it scares me
why do ppl always treat me so unfairly
i just wanna fuckin die this isnt healthy
find it funny how nobody can be honest
i just wanna be alone i think ive lost it
fuck
find it funny how nobody can be honest
i just wanna be alone i think ive lost it
everett: i been peeling my skin
falling off the bone
i nevr fuckin thought 
that i'd always feels alone
i just want another chance 
i just want a fuckking home
nevr fucking thought
that i'd always feel alone

i cant just be honest
trapped myself in lies
i'm locked in
i just cant be honest
everything always falls flat in my head

when things got tough i always fled
my only future is with lead
i'm always crying in my bed
I know deep down I'm better off dead

I JUST CAN'T BE HONEST
EVERYTHING ALWAYS FAL:LS FLAT IN MY HEAD
I JUST CANT BE HONEST
CUZ DEEP DOWN I KNOW IM BETTER OFF DEAD

i think ive lost it w/ Everett Latte 🦇🦇 [prod. guda x michael]

drifting through life as a ghost blind to the ignorance of the common civilization

@distortionthe1

i dont give a fuck w/ LORD DISTORTION [prod. crowlyyy]

lyrics:
drop another tab im on the go now
walkin in the dark my visions gettin very slow now
drippin drippin drippin visions
while im fuckin sippin
walkin round the street im slippin 
in a void i used to live in
now im really trippin
fuck a vision
all im seein are my demons
take my soul and keep it
wakin up and ima fetus 
i feel fuckin weakened
you a fuckin bitch and i can see it
catch me diggin on your energy i might 
just fuckin steal it
bitch im geekin
why tf these ppl tweaken
NEVER HMU UNLESS U TRYNA GET TO SLEEPIN
REALLY HATE ME NEVER NEED A REASON
GLOCK NO SAFETY FUCK A VEST 
WE DUMPIN SHOTS UP IN UR CHEST TILL UR LEAKIN
BITCH IM WEEPIN CUZ I HATE MY FUCKIN LIFE
NEVER SLEEPIN BITCH I RIDE UP IN THE NIGHT
ALL BLACK
KNOWING THAT THE CROW IS ALWAYS UP AT NIGHT

crowlyyy

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