suicide note w/ sleepisformortals [prod. takeer]

tw//
citrate (@areizaga)
shisui (@shisuiwuzhere)
lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)
crowlyyy (@crowlyyy)
wtf1ly (@wtf1ly)

citrate x shisui x lxxiv x crowlyyy x wtf1ly - afterlife

i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain
fuck all this ima jump off the cliff n ill land in the dirt
gas in the lanterns they throw at my feet and there watchin me burn
dance around bullets they marked for my death n im watchin them curve
i just wanna laugh at these ppl they funny they never gone learn
what
ten miles up catch a 4 issa problem
i aint giving up gotta put me inna coffin
stone cold heart ion know when i lost it\
what
gotta hunnid thoughts in my mind i cant stop it
hide from everything i can hear when they walkin
he a lil bitch i can hear when he talkin
i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain
devil money how im walkin in 
take some for me for your skin
keep my drugs im trafficking
say my name im asking nice
one shot dead 2 paradise
take my ice im wasting life
sew my eyes like caroline
i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain

CORALINE 🧟🧟 [amyotrophy]

DOORMAT W/ KIDSNORLAX 🩸💀💀 [chull]

on my own shit yea im flyin in the distance
all these fuckin ppl they dont understand the vision
like bitch dont talk just listen
i hate myself not kiddin
yes i rlly rlly wanna go
i been w my angels every night n we just float
i been on my own
w my ghosts 
ask me how im doing you dont rlly wanna know
its alright
ima smoke another blunt gimmie 
peace of mind
i dont want your fucking love i
hate my life
every day im feelin sunk in
waste my time waste waste my time
on my own shit yea im flyin in the distance
all these fuckin ppl they dont understand the vision
like bitch dont talk just listen
i hate myself not kiddin
yes i rlly rlly wanna go
im w my angels every night n we just float
i been on my own
w my ghosts 
ask me how im doing you dont rlly wanna know
walk in with a gun up to my head cuz i dont care
i dont rlly trip about my life it isnt fair
i just wanna make my fuckin music keep it rare
i just put a blade up to my wrist and watch it tear
hanging w the crow and we flyin through the air
hanging off a rope i just jumped up off the chair
they dont wanna know that i been dying they dont care
when i walk in im shooting bullets in the air

WITH MY GHOSTS 👻👻 [abysshund]

a song about being a manipulative piece of shit.
don't be like this please.

meatballdog84 [prod. staysilentix]

i tried...
you lied
i tried
we died
remember when we used to laugh now we cry
now im holdin all my tears until there dry
yea
evil gazes watchin me at night
yea 
things around me never seem that right
yea 
watch me die before u take my life
yea
ill be dead before you are my wife
there screaming dont remind me
there stealing all my blood next
im feeling nothing much less...
my heart stopped beating my chest
restitution lifes illusion i been stupid yea
i been losing all my movement i cant feel it yet
im a student always proving i cant do it yet
always begging never choosing now i end up dead
theres something wrong about our energy
you were my friend but now ur my enemy
the words i said were true u misunderstood
now im alone in the back and im smoking woods
i tried...
you lied
i tried
we died
remember when we used to laugh now we cry
now im holdin all my tears until there dry
yea
evil gazes watchin me at night
yea 
things around me never seem that right
yea 
watch me die before u take my life
yea
ill be dead before you are my wife

now we cry... [p. jlmusix]

find it funny how nobody can be honest
i just wanna be alone i think ive lost it
this is why that deep down my soul is rotting
this is why that deep down my soul is rotting
i remember when u told me that im toxic
i remember when u left it wasnt shocking
i got nothing left to say not much to talk about
i got nothing in my chest i keep it locked out
i got nothing left to give im not a charity
i dont wanna see ur face bc it scares me
why do ppl always treat me so unfairly
i just wanna fuckin die this isnt healthy
find it funny how nobody can be honest
i just wanna be alone i think ive lost it
fuck
find it funny how nobody can be honest
i just wanna be alone i think ive lost it
everett: i been peeling my skin
falling off the bone
i nevr fuckin thought 
that i'd always feels alone
i just want another chance 
i just want a fuckking home
nevr fucking thought
that i'd always feel alone

i cant just be honest
trapped myself in lies
i'm locked in
i just cant be honest
everything always falls flat in my head

when things got tough i always fled
my only future is with lead
i'm always crying in my bed
I know deep down I'm better off dead

I JUST CAN'T BE HONEST
EVERYTHING ALWAYS FAL:LS FLAT IN MY HEAD
I JUST CANT BE HONEST
CUZ DEEP DOWN I KNOW IM BETTER OFF DEAD

i think ive lost it w/ Everett Latte 🦇🦇 [prod. guda x michael]

ha yea yea bitch im rockin diamonds on my necklace
and my blunt is fat so lemme face this
and bitch u know i never fold
i just wanna focus on my bag so i dont care at all yea
turning right when im going left
lose my mind i cant fuck with that
private diamonds what there made of
i aint fuckin w no fake love
falling under ocean light
im sorry that i made you cry
outta sight outta mind
i been tryna keep my distance
its all right baby i wont listen
watch my diamonds dance watch em glisten
i dont know what else to do if im not feelin your skin
i cant see in front of me the fog about to roll in
living w bad tendancies i think im losing motion
all i drink is henessy im drinkin up an ocean
ha yea yea bitch im rockin diamonds on my necklace
and my blunt is fat so lemme face this
and bitch u know i never fold
i just wanna focus on my bag so i dont care at all yea

NECKLACE ✨💎💎 [prod. hecto]

prod. flee @prodflee
@eloimmeth:
I don’t wanna hurt you but I need it
Show me how you’re vulnerable with me
So that I know where to cut deeper

Tell me I’m a double faced bitch
One face you will spit
The other one to kiss
So kiss me

And
I will vomit all my pain and sorrows in your mouth 
Now your tongue’s entangled with mine
You can’t even shout

Ill be the only one that you can ask for help
I will hurt you more and more so you’ll be bound to me hey
Can’t imagine you with another

But when you’re with me I can’t help but cover
Your heart in bruises
My arms with wounds and

Baby I can only cause you pain
It’s the same refrain
Why can’t you let go of my scratched hand?

I don’t wanna hurt you but I need it
Show me how you’re miserable for me
So that I know you’re gonna need me

do as you wish
But Never come back
To me

Never look back
Let go
Of my hand

Void inside
Crashing ends 
Blank my mind
Strain myself
Bleed me out of your veins

Drain me now
Self-defense

lava:

you're my mistake 
where's my saving grace
fire burning, lightly dies
rainy days of broken times
i've been faking all the worsts things
that you have done
narcissist plaguing your own mind
carve my skin, promise ill be fine
i dont care anymore
hatred fills my heart
tell me that again
and it fucking tears apart
why this cant be just look at this
my head explodes
you're my worst mistake

narcissist (ft. eloimmeth) [flee]

don't ever change (prod. swamp tones x2)

#amg
new drops every other saturday <3
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now we cry... [p. jlmusix]

crowlyyy

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