produced by https://www.instagram.com/prodroku/

- lyric video 🕷️

- sometimes //prod. roku

produced by the man https://www.instagram.com/prodalyce/ & https://www.instagram.com/prodkilljames/

lyrics:

when the moon is rising, imma be the empty shadow
i don’t need to see tomorrow, like a figurine feel hollow
if u wanna say it to my face, come and see me
i gotta let this go, it's all for nothin, fuckin really?
i just roll alone, see the darkness in my head
u realize u livin, fuck that, cause i feel dead
say my name but i see u still stuck at the bottom
hate me, idc, now we have something in common

take the mask off, now u acting up in place
don’t u try, it’s a waste, fake the smile onto ur face
i see how u been actin, now i see u love the chattin
there’s something u not havin, now u think u fucking snapping
they keep actin black and white, everything feels like a fight
im so sick of everybody man, fuck makin things right
lose myself into the crowd so i'm staying outta sight
i'm sleepin thru the days i come alive in the night

i’m the best in my own head, man fuck anything else
ever since i went insane that’s when life went well
they see the way i step and now they have something to say
i’m the king of darkness, u a peasant in the fuckin day
u wouldn’t act the same if u saw life thru my eyes
i’m my biggest enemy, i’ve been plannin my demise
fuck preaching only gonna say what the fuck i feel
u a pussy, u a bitch, u not real i know the deal

take the mask off, now u acting up in place
don’t u try, it’s a waste, fake the smile onto ur face
i see how u been actin, now i see u love the chattin
there’s something u not havin, now u think u fucking snapping
they keep actin black and white, everything feels like a fight
im sick of everybody man, fuck makin things right
lose myself into the crowd so i'm staying outta sight
i'm sleepin thru the days i come alive in the night

- take the mask off //prod. alyce x killjames

- it used to feel so easy

prod by https://www.instagram.com/prodalyce/

- FEEL MY ENERGY //prod. alyce

prod. by https://www.instagram.com/moonrxck_/

lyrics:

a secret i learned when i was about your age boy
you see
power
real power
doesn't come to those who were born strongest or fastest or smartest
no
it comes to those who would do anything to achieve it.

yeah, yeah

they don’t do it how i do it, yeah, i become a let down
flying through the graves, guess i'll be making urs now
i hope u learnt a lesson, i caught u when u stepped out
see it in the mirror, i know how u kept doubt

boy why u mad? cause i said what i said?
u proved my point, there’s nothing in ur head
paint me an image of the shadows of the dead
i don’t take a word back, i said what i said

shut down
shut down
shut down
shut down

make my enemies stand on 10 toes
packs that i’m smoking, don’t worry yeah i got those
ready for the competition, imma lay low
they bite my style again, guess it’s time to switch my flows

they don’t do it how i do it, yeah, i become a let down
flying through the graves, guess i'll be making urs now
i hope u learnt a lesson, i caught u when u stepped out
see it in the mirror, i know how u kept doubt

i tried so hard to do it but nobody holds me down
u can keep it to urself, u make noise while i make sounds
i'm coming for ur neck
hold on just a sec
u were still a bitch
last time that i checked

- flying through the graves //prod. moonrxck

prod. by https://www.instagram.com/hxllshade/ x https://www.instagram.com/hellsing_/

lyrics:

wait inside the shadows, pussy boy u better step back
blood is on my mind i’m not fucking with the chit chat
u put out some new songs? ain’t nobody wanna hear that
tryna get off the drugs but i seem to relapse (x2)

now hold on, who hides from who?
makes u think
faster than the flash, u gon be gone before u blink
lay inside my grave watching everything collapse
made of dirt and ashes, now i’m dead now it’s wraps

nobody gives a shit, i used to wanna fucking help
but now u is a lame, take a good look at urself
everything went on against u, now u crying, now u sad
next time u should appreciate the fucking things u have

u make everything about u, self centered piece of shit
it will come back to u and be ready to get hit
i hate u fucking rappers, let the plays get to ur head
u be thinkin u somebody, but to me, u as good as dead

wait inside the shadows, pussy boy u better step back
blood is on my mind i’m not fucking with the chit chat
u put out some new songs? ain’t nobody wanna hear that
tryna get off the drugs but i seem to relapse (x2)

- inside the shadows //prod. HXLLSHADE x HELLSING

prod. by https://www.instagram.com/hxllshade/ x https://www.instagram.com/brianspencer302/

lyrics:

lay 'em on the ground lemme go and summon crowss now
living in a fantasy, u not doing well now
acting like a bitch, well what do u expect now?
i love that i’m not somebody u gonna respect now

hit 'em on the ground lemme go and summon crowss now
living in a fantasy, u not doing well now
acting like a bitch, well what do u expect now?
i love that i’m not somebody u gonna respect now

the sky's now crashing, the eclipse has begun
how about u fucking fight instead tryna run?
speakin on the net like somebody gives a shit
mix and match all of my packs, everything is getting lit

see me like a lens, always see u with a mask
that mask was never urs but i thought u’d never ask
ion do that social media man half u pussies wack
u all faker than the stuff u wear, i ain’t into that

u not fucking tough, go back to stacking shelves
i'm not scared of anybody who’s afraid of their own selves
ion mean to be so rude, but some shit just pissed me off
u tryna get to me, get the fuck off up of my cock

spend a lot, i can’t take this to the grave
i can only take my past with the mistakes that i've made
it’s easy to get mad when u don’t know who u are
stay inside ur corner i'm too busy going far

killing in the night now
i will take your soul now (x4)

lay 'em on the ground lemme go and summon crowss now
living in a fantasy, u not doing well now
acting like a bitch, well what do u expect now?
i love that i’m not somebody u gonna respect now

hit 'em on the ground lemme go and summon crowss now
living in a fantasy, u not doing well now
acting like a bitch, well what do u expect now?
i love that i’m not somebody u gonna respect now

- LIVING IN A FANTASY //prod. HXLLSHADE x Brian Spencer

- PISTOL //prod. SXULLESS

- dead hoe //prod. V O i D

MV : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIMPZbBharY

- MUSIC VIDEO

- what's up, what's up //prod. BUD x alyce (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

- take 'em down //prod. BUD x alyce

prod by https://www.instagram.com/moonrxck.beats/

- gave everything up //prod. moonrxck

prod by.
moonrxck: https://www.instagram.com/moonrxck.beats/
HXLLSHADE: https://www.instagram.com/hxllshade/

- STFU! //prod. moonrxck x HXLLSHADE

- NAIL IN THE COFFIN //prod. HXLLSHADE

prod. by: https://www.instagram.com/fenrirprod/
MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KAuT4tRzMkw

- AMV 🕷️

- LYING 2 MYSELF //prod. FENRIR (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

prod. by: https://www.instagram.com/prod.redphosphorus/

- CUT YOUR MOUTH SHUT //prod. redphosphorus

prod. by: https://www.instagram.com/budfellla/

- I GOT WAR WITH SO MANY //prod. BUD

produced by: https://www.instagram.com/hxllshade/ & https://www.instagram.com/maestrowons/

lyrics:

I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

Fought time and time again, to seek out the right way
Cause I’d yet to realize the price I will have to pay
Do I regret seeking love, do I regret feelin the pain?
At the end of all of this, a pistol and a message will remain
On my path leading to hell, see the reflection of a smile
Missed a shot at being happy and I missed it by a mile
It falls into place, and for that I’d give it all
But what will I do? When there’s nowhere anything can fall?


I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

It hurts to know that I’m the problem, yuh, can I fix it?
I’m not trying out my hardest but the chance to life, oh god I missed it
Imma see u another life where I’m comfortable and dead
Place a pistol to my temple, let my ceiling turn to red
I got nothing left to say
Parasytes inside my skin and I’m rottin all away
Smoke mirrors, pain killers, bein one with the smoke
I keep it to myself, I regret and hate the times I spoke


I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

lyric video

- old pages //prod. HXLLSHADE x MAESTRO WONS

feat. @fenrirprod and prod. by @akvri

lyrics:

FUCKING UP THE OUTCOME AND I'M STILL COMING IN FIRST
FUCK ALL THE NOISE IMMA PUT EM IN HERSE
HUMAN OR A BEAST, THE HOLY BLADE WILL MAKE IT WORSE
SHOOTING OFF HIS NECK ALL THESE HUNTERS FUCKING CURSED 

THE LAMPS OF THE NIGHT, PUT SOME LIGHT IN MY SOUL
WHY DO WE GOTTA KILL IF WE ALWAYS WANT SOME MORE
RISE FROM THE GRAVE IMMA SHOOT EM WITH THE K
7.62 BULLETS IN ITS FUCKING FACE 

I WATCH THE BODIES STACK THE NIGHT, WHEN I’M STUCK IN A DREAM
OVER AND OVER I DIE AND WONDER WHAT IT MEANS
STUCK BETWEEN WHAT WAS AND WHAT THE FUCK IT COULD’VE BEEN
CUTTING UP THE FLESH AND WONDER WHAT MORE COULD I BRING 

R1 SLASH SLASH, ION NEED NO DASH
EVEN IN THE CHURCH, THE FIRE OF THE PAPER THEY’LL CRASH
FUCK WE TAKIN OUT THE TRASH CROW 
STOMPIN ON THEIR FACE TILL THEIR HEAD BLOW 

DRESSED UP LIKE A FUCKIN CROW, WITH EVERY ECHO, NEED SOME MORE
CAUSE IMMA SHOW THESE FUCKIN PUSSIES STH THEY AIN’T SEEN BEFORE
THEY WANT ME DEAD AND FUCKING GONE, IMMA MAKE THEM ALL REMEMBER 
THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO THEY'LL NEVER GET ME TO SURRENDER

CAUSE THESE MOTHERFUCKERS KEEP ON RUNNIN ON THEY FUCKIN MOUTH
I DONT TAKE NONE THE ADVICE, KILL THE PREY, WHAT'S THIS ABOUT?
UP IN THE CATHEDRAL TRYNA FIND MY WAY TO SANITY
BUT I BEGIN TO REALIZE IT WILL COST ME MY HUMANITY

BREAKING THEIR NECK FEEL MY BLOODLUST 
FILLING SOME VIALS ITS WHAT THE BLOOD COST
FILL MY VEINS WITH THE GODS AND THEIR AURAS 
THE OATH OF THE DAMNED AS THEY DEPLORE US 

HUNG FROM GALLOWS LET THE SHADOWS COME 
A CITY CLOAKING MADNESS AND AN ORPHAN 
SPITTING IN THE FACE OF THE SCHOLARS 
THE BLOOD ON THEIR HANDS GOT NO COLORS

- HOLY BLADE X FENRIR //prod. AKVRI

@prodakvri

lyrics:

What does it all mean?
What does fighting ever save?
A mask to cover up the pain
Slowly walking to my grave

Someone to hold me close
From the sewers where I rose
Tell me we'll be okay
Then I see you walk away

I'm so done with this, I'm done living a lie
Something else to live, I need something to die
Desire in my soul to seek a happy day again
But it's all gonna end

What will we ever do?
How many more we gotta see bleed?
To know that a fracture
Is a thing we'll always fucking need

Leave me alone to die
This life's not even mine
Suicidal thoughts I got
This death will be a sign

That a life full of pain, won't matter in the end
Cause we all die alone without a single friend
That I'm not who I am, I ain't been myself
I will fall from the sky, nowhere to seek some help

Tell me if it meant a thing to you or was it just me
I'm sick of giving myself up so I'ma let it be
I walk this path alone with nobody by my side
Secrets in my head, that I didn't wanna hide

Let my pain out with smoke and another verse
Lifestyle that I'm living makes everything worse
I picked up on the pistol and I'm gonna let it pop
I wanna carry on but with this head I cannot

Imma do it all for justice the savior of them all
Cause all we ever tried to was fill an empty soul
Don't know what to do, an empty hand or the pistol to my right
Imma make it spin again, I don't want another fight

- WHAT DOES FIGHTING EVER SAVE? //prod. AKVRI

- SOMETIMES I THINK I'M NEVER GONNA WIN //prod. FENRIR

- SHOOT/KILL //prod. FENRIR

- C.E.C. //prod. FENRIR

feat. @fenrirprod & prod. by @akvri

lyrics:

AY YEAH I STARTED A MOVEMENT
PISTOL IN HIS MOUTH DON’T KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING
BLOOD COVERED I’M MAKING EM SUFFER
STRETCHED ACROSS THE WALLS CUZ IM PAINTING WITH NO COLOR
HOWLS IN THE DISTANCE
OUT WITH THE INCENSE
OFFER NO RESISTANCE WHEN I’M TEARING UP THEIR GUTS YEAH
YOUNG SCHOLAR
YOU A COP CALLER
TOP DOLLAR YADA YADA DONT BOTHER

SAW BLADE RUN THRU MUTILLATING HIS FACE
ARMED WITH SOME VIALS THE CADENCE OF FATE
BLOOD SPILLING FRENZY THE HOURS OF LATE
THE NIGHT MUST GO ON, I’M COUNTING THE DAYS
WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO W THIS
SIT BACK U FUCKING TRASH AND U KNOW THAT SHIT
TALKIN ABOUT SOME SHIT U NEVER LIVED THRU
YEAH UR A FUCKING JOKE U KNOW THAT SHITS TRUE

BAD DREAM WHEN I PULL UP ON THE SCENE
CAUSE THESE MOTHERFUCKERS SAYING SHIT THAT THEY DON'T REALLY MEAN
RISING FROM THE ASHES
NOW I GOT HIM WITH MY BLADE
NEXT TIME YOU BETTER THINK
I AIN'T ONE TO THROW SHADE
GOT HIGH
NOW I MOVE SLOW
ALL YOU DO
IS JUST FOR SHOW
I MOVE DOWN
NOW I STAY
I ALMOST DIED
NOT TOO LONG AGO

I BEEN KICKING SHIT
LIKE MY NAME ITOSHI RIN
U CAN KEEP ON TRYING BUT I KNOW I'M GONNA WIN
SPIDERS ON MY TONGUE
NOW THEY MOVED ONTO MY HAND
YOU'D BE SELLING OUT YOUR BOYS
IF IT MEANS YOU GOT A BAND
FUCKING UP SHIT
COMING HARDER THAN THE KICKS
MOVING ALL ALONE AIN'T NOBODY IN MY MIX
POSIN FIT
FRESH FLICKS
ALL YOU ARE IS JUST A BITCH
PISTOL HOW MY FLOWS
KEEP ON COMING WITH A SWITCH

DAMAGE
DAMAGE
LIVING THROUGH DAMAGE
MANAGE
ALL THIS SHIT I CANNOT MANAGE
ROTTING IN THIS PLACE
I CAN'T FEEL MY FACE (x2)

- DEMON TALK X FENRIR //prod. AKVRI

my bday gift from me to u:)

prod by:
HXLLSHADE: https://www.instagram.com/hxllshade/
DOOK: https://www.instagram.com/dookprod/

- HANGMAN //prod. HXLLSHADE x DOOK

- RUNAWAY x V O i D //prod. HXLLSHADE x MAESTRO WONS

- LOST ON LOVE //prod. HXLLSHADE x MAESTRO WONS

produced by @prodsollar : https://www.instagram.com/prod.sollar/

lyrics:

i’m the creator of my worst nightmares
and i’m sick of playin these truths and these dares
am i supposed to stay, am i supposed to go?
am i supposed to live, or to die, i don’t know
i jus wanna feel good, is that too much to ask for?
i’m sick of this war, please just close out the door
gotta smoke some more, let pain out the smoke
livin in this life is like walkin on a tight rope

and i tried so hard, why won’t u see?
ur now killin every single piece of me
can someone please just ease my mind?
i can’t see, i think i’m goin blind
i’ll take my chance with life, i’m gonna be fine
and i’ll roll another one and i’ll sing another line
i’ll ride away, in the night, i can’t take, another fight
what’s that there? i think i’m seeing the light
what the fuck am i saying? no we are not together 
coldest soul even though now its the warmest weather
many people were ride or die, half of them died
many smiles have been faked, now i just cry
why would i say sorry when i only did my best?
why would i change myself just to be like the rest?
and i’ll give everything, people won’t feel like staying
u dont fucking know me, what the fuck are u saying?

i’m the creator of my worst nightmares
and i’m sick of playin these truths and these dares
am i supposed to stay, am i supposed to go?
am i supposed to live, or to die, i don’t know
i jus wanna feel good, is that too much to ask for?
i’m sick of this war, please just close out the door
gotta smoke some more, let pain out the smoke
livin in this life is like walkin on a tight rope

now hol’ up, lemme switch up the flow
everyone’s acting, they jus playing a show
and i’m tryna go up, they don’t get me anymore
if u tryna walk out, let me hold u the door
peace in mind, something i can’t find
was acting kind, now ur acting like ur blind
now who’s the one acting like they haven’t made mistakes
lying to urself to be happy, is that what it takes?
i’m not phased anymore, i’m not even surprised 
the same ones who loved me now are acting like i died
u won’t ever be like me, let’s get that shit straight
wait at the gate for ur fate, i think it’s just too late
now lemme tell u this, no we are not the same
if ur tryna fucking play me, i’ll show u who’s the game
only going for the top till imma be in a ditch
once in a grave, i know imma be rich

- truths and dares //prod. Sollar

prod by me:*!

lyrics:

save me, i’m just sick of waking up
i thought i had it all but i’m runnin out of luck
all these days pass me by and a feelin tryna chase
memories are gone now and i’m feelin like a waste
and i wake up in my bed, but my heart is in the ground
now it feels like nobody ever wants me around
i was chasing sunny days, but it won’t stop raining 
i was tryna kill myself, i’m becomin sick of waiting

i swear when i’m dead, i’ll leave behind the signs
i was cryin out for help, no one read between the lines
and i’m losing all hope, the ones i love leave me in the end
feels like this is all for nothing, feels like i can’t have a friend

i swear if i could, i would fucking change myself
i would stop bein the worst, and i’d start gettin help
but i’m sick of everything, and i’ve fucking had enough 
let me sleep now, i don’t ever wanna wake up
it feels like nothing at this point keeps me alive
i’ve lost my will to live and my drive to survive
sometimes it feels like it’s just easier to die
my eyes are closing, ion even wanna know why

everything was gone so quick, lost all that i had
i lost my sanity the same way i lost my dad
i keep coming back, when will all of this end?
trying my hardest to go on, wishing i was dead instead

save me, i’m just sick of waking up
i thought i had it all but i’m runnin out of luck
all these days pass me by and a feelin tryna chase
memories are gone now and i’m feelin like a waste
and i wake up in my bed, but my heart is in the ground
now it feels like nobody ever wants me around
i was chasing sunny days, but it won’t stop raining 
i was tryna kill myself, i’m becomin sick of waiting

- save me

prod by me:!"£$>

lyrics:

lost in the winter, i’ve been dead since the summer
i don’t deal with my issues, i call myself a runner
and i hate this love shit, i wish i was somebody else
i’m feeling like nobody, i think i’ve lost myself
i hope u forget me i just wanna run away
i wanna go to a place where there’s no rainy days
i’ve lost faith, i’ve lost hope and all that’s in between
if i say that i’m fine do u know what i really mean?

put me in the grave, why would i fuckin carry on
everything just goes wrong and it’s hard to stay strong
u can pick somebody else over me, i understand 
i don’t feel worthy of holding anyone’s hand
nobody tells me that i’ll be fine, i’m awake at night
i’m closing all the curtains just so i don’t see the light
and i lay my head down, rest with this pain in my chest
how has life been? it just hasn’t been the best

is it all my head, is it worth it to be dead?
is it worth moving on, or to die inside instead?
another year passes by another suicide attempt in my mind
move on and forget, just leave me behind

lost in the winter, i’ve been dead since the summer
i don’t deal with my issues, i call myself a runner
and i hate this love shit, i wish i was somebody else
i’m feeling like nobody, i think i’ve lost myself
i hope u forget me i just wanna run away
i wanna go to a place where there’s no rainy days
i’ve lost faith, i’ve lost hope and all that’s in between
if i say that i’m fine do u know what i really mean?

- lost in the winter

The depth of your desire is nowhere near mine.

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