Cover art by @drt.bxg on Instagram
Mixed by Crowxan
Produced by Wisdom @wisdxm64

all the lost hours, turn back the time
you're the clock tower, sing in the night
make the beats louder, live in the sky
in the clock tower, i'd rather die 

walk out the door, its midnight, i saw it
flexin my chain at the gates of the heavens
wings on my back, a cross on my necklace
please keep a secret, bae, i don't like this
this is not a life that i should have to suffer through
but its just me, there aint nothing i can do
i can feel sad all i want and say its bad
but im stumbling and falling out of my head
i've been sniffing too much white, and now it hurt my nose
i just wanna go where deers go when they cross the road
at the clock tower, feeding all the snow crows
goin fast til im feelin slow

CLOCK TOWER (prod. Wisdom)

EXCELSIOR E.P. OUT NOW: https://soundcloud.com/crowxan/sets/excelsior

LISTEN ON YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yV8zQ_YvUU&ab_channel=KINZUA

Produced by kenji @1kenji + nightiger @nightigerxo
Mixed by Crowxan and ApacheSOS @apachesos
Cover art by Crowxan
Written by Crowxan and ApacheSOS

LYRICS:

limp wrist, i dont want this, off the pills n shit
i got black licorice and i got all the supplements
black dragon heroin, lose feelin til i see it
i dont look back upon my past, i just leave it

sleepin in the snow, wakin up so i fly far
late night headache beatin like my slow heart
takin all the heat, shawty hop up in my black car
im a boy wit wings, flyin high until i see stars
777 see my future so i wont cry
bad habits, i just self destruct, ruin my own life
stimulate my brain baby, nothin but a low life
im a burning soul, damned forever while my crows fly

[APACHESOS]
imma knock her socks off
i be snorting rocks yah
i be sipping wockhardt
i be goin dumb hard
imma cause a ruckus
dirty and disgusting
dirty under my skin
feel you under my skin
sleepin over breakfast
tired and arrested
trying hard to help it
i cant accept it
tastes like black licorice
no more sugar bite my skin

@kinzua

BLACK LICORICE w/ ApacheSOS (prod. kenji + nightiger)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=178k-EZNKbU

LISTEN ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/UOLwpGkxp80
LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/3VSesdPYzXdV66RRAbPMI8?si=AYThaly4Q4SZCdwNxfl5OA

Mixed and written by Crowxan
Produced by back2EARTH!
Cover art by Crowxan

LYRICS:

what about life
what about life is worth the pain
stayin inside
stayin inside im not a waste
what about life
what about life is worth the pain
stayin outside
standin in the warm october rain

thought it was i
thought it was just me on my own
keep it in mind
i dont wanna go back to my home
breakin my door down piece by piece
stayin online, stand next to me
charcoal road that burns my feet
fall from grace like autumn leaves
like autumn leaves
show me things i dont wanna see
hurt my mind, like true love needs
know my name eternally

OCTOBER RAIN (prod. back2EARTH!)

EXCELSIOR E.P. OUT NOW: https://soundcloud.com/crowxan/sets/excelsior

Produced by prettyshwagg!
Written and mixed by Crowxan
Cover art by Crowxan

LYRICS:

hit my face when i fell from the cloudsss
angel wings, shootin star, im outttt
dont ask me how im feelin right nowww
paper butterfly lyin on the grounddd

heart beat when i see my one true
one, one, one true you
i would kiss her right now but id phase thru
imma take another upper, imma stay true
hear the trumpets and the angels in the field
but im not goin back, i am healed
u destroyed all my trust with a needle
u dont gotta wake up, i am real

PAPER BUTTERFLY (prod. prettyshwagg!)

EXCELSIOR E.P. OUT NOW: https://soundcloud.com/crowxan/sets/excelsior

Produced by Riveo
Mixed and written by Crowxan
Cover art by Crowxan

LYRICS:

see the grass grow high, see the moonlit sky
pixie on ur side, just to make it right
can i shine my light, just to save a life?
see the northern lights, itll be alright

it's not time to go home
with my crows and we play in the snow
im a young boy dyin all alone
im a lost bird, where will i go?
fall from enchanted bliss
knowin nothin, i cant handle all of this
i got ice over the blood on my wrist
i got ice over the blood on my wrist

NORTHERN LIGHTS (prod. Riveo)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzS5MYecl-M
https://www.instagram.com/crowxann/

Produced by Hellhound @hellhoundd
Mixed and written by Crowxan
Cover art by Crowxan

runnin from our problems so thats why all of my crows fly
"legends live forever" but then why did all my crows die
crowxan execution he'll be gone from here in no time
777 see my future so i wont cry

sittin on a cloud, wanna fly?
we aint gonna live a better life
everything will be alright
my apotheosis, goin high

i love the weather outside when it rains hard
i keep the fire burnin in my backyard
im missin all my homies when i fly far
i keep my eyes fixated on the white stars

APOTHEOSIS (prod. Hellhound)

GREEDY FAIRY TAKE MY TEETH MIXTAPE OUT NOW: https://soundcloud.com/kinzua/sets/greedy-fairy-take-my-teeth

https://www.instagram.com/crowxann

Written and mixed by Crowxan
Produced by Crowxan and Swan
Cover art by Crowxan

the grand piano of life plays a slow song
to the tune of the keys, march along
i know i may not live past the dawn
my knuckles white like my wings, fly along
we been fallin like leaves on the lawn
to the beautiful sea i am drawn
blowin up like a star, i am gone
put ur body on me, but im not strong

glass angel hang on the wall, burn up in the fall
inevitable, im the start of it all
we are not united we are terrible
fall from the trees i dont care at all
and if you see in my eyes, another star in the sky
do not bother, let the spiders crawl
we are not united we are terrible
fall from the trees i dont care at all

smoke like a rockstar, i got a cold heart
meet at the pharmacy i need some wockhardt
im boutta lose my way if i walk far
i choke on my own blood when i fall hard
when im far from you, i am far from home
make my head spin like a rotary phone
im careful and im graceful when i walk the rope
i thought i saw an angel when i crossed the road

GLASS ANGEL

prod. sunsetzer0

goin gone, overslept so u dont wanna talk to me
got my eyes open so u dont gotta look out for me
got a halo im the angel u dont wanna be
cannot cry so i just open my mouth to sing

honestly, u dont gotta look out for me
overslept, i don't got no control over me
on my sleeve see the numbers repeating in threes
dyin angels, talkin to me on the screen

love u grandma🕊️

OVERSLEPT

https://www.instagram.com/crowxann

feat. @corpsewood
prod. by crowxan

its a coma, dyin in my sleep, its a nightmare
ask me where the problem is i gotta say its right there
fairy in ur mind disappearing outta nowhere
keep my hands warm when we walk thru the cold air
gotta watch every step so i dont step on spiders
why'd u have to throw everything in the fire
now u stare at me, do i look like a liar
its like havin weed but ur missing the lighter
8 am i just finished 5 songs all nighter
i wont talk to u, but im never gettin shyer
im not worried but i know im gettin tired
risin up, my apotheosis, i been gettin higher

[CORPSEWOOD]
everyday im awake its a nightmare
walk thru the flames right into the fire
crush up the pills when u cant get higher
what do u mean are u sayin im a liar?
where was i? i was right there
wastin away, im feelin lighter
cold nights, brings out the worst of me
hide away, i feel ugly
it's not that bad, i've seen worse things
spinnin all around like a hurricane
everything on this earth is meant to hurt me
is that really what u wanna do? do u wanna hurt me?
everyday im awake its a nightmare
walk thru the flames right into the fire
where was i? i was right there
wastin away, im feelin lighter

RHAPSODY w/ Corpsewood

https://www.instagram.com/crowxann/

prod. crowxan

there aint nothing left for us so we just fade away
cold shower, keep me warm enough to fly away
just another year spent wishing i could break the chain
shed another tear, broken heart, the sky begin to rain
i don't wanna see the dark of night or light of day
aint united, we been torn apart and put to waste
just another year spent wishing i could break the chain
shed another tear, broken heart, my body hurts again

there aint nothing left for me, so i just walk the road
dissapointments gettin hopped up off a line of coke
feelin like a rose that's buried in a foot of snow
pretty boy, gettin dangerous and killin crows
can't nobody know, so i gotta wipe my nose
blow em all away, keep the change like home alone
if the fog aint clear by the time im home
have a mental break just like the last time i was stoned

COLD SHOWER

prod. and mixed by crowxan
written by crowxan and @apachesos

had a bad day, another ashtray
send her my way, take her down the highway
always alright, never okay
acid on my pills, don't come at me sideways

imma watch all the snow fall like the dyin crows
kicked me out the house so i go ridin down the road
acid on my pills so i dont gotta roll
lacin it with fent and then i pop the pill alone
back out the driveway so slow
im an angel black road in my nose
start fallin like a leaf on a stone
fuck a highway take her down the back road

[apache]
think i had a bad day
evil isn't real
i can take the pain away
artificial sweeteners
it taste the wrong way
acid on the pills
think its melting on my brain
hundred angels in my room
think my time is coming soon
putting poison into poison
till it puts me in the tomb
i dont pause i hit resume
like a ghost im haunting you
like a ghost i roam the halls
im the shadow in your room

ACID ON MA PILLS w/ ApacheSOS

prod. @hellhoundd
written and mixed by crowxan
cover art by crowxan

lyrics:

tears fall from my eyes, they reflect the sky
and they wonder why i feel so wise
cold bliss, never hear the damning cries 
feel so wise with my owl eyes
feel wise with my owl eyes
feel wise with my owl eyes
feel wise with my owl eyes
feel wise with my owl eyes

does a wise owl ever go home?
fallin like a movie in slowmo
kinzua patches on my snow coat
pretty boy callin on the trap phone
wakin up and runnin from my old home
snow cover tracks down the back road
cold bliss, lightin up the sky dome
dream for the best cuz i got hope

OWL EYES (prod. Hellhound)

prod. @hellhoundd
written by crowxan and apachesos
mixed by crowxan
cover art by crowxan

lyrics:

sometimes i wonder how to meet
the height that the ceiling fan has reached
far from the cold stone covered street
i wanna be something gone unseen
sometimes i forget how to breathe
i stare at the luminescent screen
to keep all the visions on their feet
there's got to be something more to me

take a long walk down to the sugar lake
give my love to her but she just want my soul to take
got this feeling in my bones that i cant shake
im comin back from heaven with a new face
the pretty boy trap house has gone to waste
all my crows fly home back the other way
got a glass angel hangin on my waist
cancel plans cuz i gotta sleep another day 

[apache]
see my temperature rise baby nurse me
i got wickerman eyes you could burn me
i look so cute but youre ugly
apache 2028 see me running
they wanna swallow me like its kirby
black and white eyes mcflurry
take my time i am not in a hurry
like ceiling fan blades baby turn me

CEILING FAN w/ ApacheSOS (prod. Hellhound)

prod. @hellhoundd
written and mixed by crowxan
cover art by crowxan

lyrics:

thrown out, live on the cold road
gotta move on from my old home
knocked unconcious, dreamin in the snow
but it feels so real
live my life like a dead crow
wish i didn't know bro
powerless so i just let it snow
and its hard to feel

i'm not losing, never winning
everything feels wrong
i can't see you, i can't feel you
moving on moving on

MOVING ON (prod. Hellhound)

prod. @hellhoundd
written and mixed by crowxan
cover art by crowxan

lyrics:

filled with cold bliss
lose it all like its painless
feelin so indifferent
rise up but im faithless

icicles on the tree
do u wanna see what i see?
i lie on the ground when i sing
so i can be closer to the sea
i can be the door when u leave
whatever u want i can be
bein in ur life is all i need
baby will u rise above with me
with meeee, with meeee

do u have a heart? i can give u mine
are u all alone? give u peace of mind
life's a heavy tax, gotta pay the fine
hang me on the wall where the diamonds shine
do u have a heart? i can give u mine
are u all alone? give u peace of mind
life's a heavy tax, gotta pay the fine
hang me on the wall where the diamonds shine

COLD BLISS (prod. Hellhound)

https://www.instagram.com/crowxann/

produced, written, and mixed by crowxan
art by crowxan

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my whole world turned upside down
my whole world turned upside down
throwin up pills comin out of my mouth
turpentine sniffin, got a ride ona cloud
my whole world turned upside down
my whole world turned upside down
cry like a bitch when i smoke on the loud
turpentine lover, bad dreams underground

kinzua ancient dieties on the mountain
wanna be forever young, drink from the fountain
thought i lost my mind n then i smoked a bowl and found it
turpentine sniffin i cannot sleep without it
i stood alone so i could wait for you
fall far from the branches, nothing hurts to you
see the white light shinin through the swingin noose
tell me everything, tell me all the bad news

TURPENTINE

https://www.instagram.com/crowxann

written and mixed by crowxan
produced by jaxxee

pour my heart in the letter
pull my head out the sweater
i might pull on the lever
switch it back to december
crushin rocks, im a stepper
promise me it gets better
she wont leave, i wont let her
be my bird of a feather 

im alright, ill just fight on the sidelines
gettin high, imma cry in the limelight
black licorice in my mind
said she love me cuz im pretty im a shy guy
fall from grace i got nine lives
white doves they tell us to fly high
eyes glowin blue in the night time
lord taketh me to the right side

BIRD OF A FEATHER (prod. jaxxee)

elysium fields 2k25

produced by dead spyro
mixed and written by crowxan

https://www.instagram.com/crowxann/

she cryin on my shoulder i cant handle it
this bitch aint got her fix cuz i aint sendin it
a spirit followed me now i got reverence
im trappin out the bandwidth im malevolent
the sky will fall again im boutta witness it
im fallin like a leaf with all my friends again
i gave this bitch a fake number she textin it
im trappin out the bandwidth im malevolent

up on napster baby im a bastard
take me ridin down the road we're goin faster
fallin backwards mutterin my last words
i can die with no one knowing what i asked her
waitin in the snow for my true love
it aint amnesia, never knew us
cold chill, spirits walkin thru us
take a look at all the damage you've done

MALEVOLENT (p. dead spyro)

ELYSIAN FIELDS COMING SOON

www.instagram.com/crowxann/
www.instagram.com/mrdopensmokealot/

written by crowxan and 12lokk @twelvelokkprinceofevil
produced by m16
cover by serratia13 on insta

LYRICS

[crowxan]
its another year of the snow
just another year all alone
i dont want nobody to hold
lover lover leave me alone
have u seen the cuts on my clothes
robin wings i fly like a crow
i dont want nobody to hold
lover lover leave me alone

im cursin at the sun when i fall down
im cryin at the moon like a night owl
it never seems to change when i go out
used to be a haven, aint a home now
poor as fuck, cryin on my bed now
and my brains fucked, blow it out my head now
under stagelights tryin not to breakdown
make it better, baby we can make out

[12lokk]
on the highway for the day
cuz my car fuckin broke down
prop me up on a stage make me dance
for the whole town
everythings the same
single text on my phone now
telling me to go
but im never going home now
crow under the bridge peckin heavenly verse
and i be sittin on the rocks where river had burned
i see an angel in my crosshair
never deserved
point the barrel at the sun of which i started to curse

LOVER LOVER w/ 12lokk (p. M16)

og song by crowxan
remixed by angel deicide @angeldeicide
https://soundcloud.com/crowxan/apotheosis

APOTHEOSIS (DJ DEICIDE MIX)

~~~ELYSIAN FIELDS~~~

produced by riveo
cover art by crowxan

hey best friend i cant fly with u
til i grow my wings and reach the moon
the sun will rise and so will you
be careful bout what you can do

live up to expectations
defy my condemnations
im running out of patience
i live and die so painless
im a bad dog howlin at the moon
i see the light and its guarding you
i sit inside my desolate room
beware the wrath surrounding you

BEST FRIEND (p. Riveo)

~~~ELYSIAN FIELDS~~~

produced by riveo
cover art by crowxan

i will never grow up im a rosebud
got a coke line, bleedin out my nose, fuck
i just wanna die after all i closed up
deunite my body and devote us
i been runnin thru the trap i am so done
i been cryin in the back of the class, fuck
by the lethe, but they aint never know us
deunite my body and devote us

[apache]
plucking petals baby imma rosebud
different levels i aint gonna hold ya
like an ocean drowning in the horror
i can see you cant act i dont know ya

wherever you are thats where home is
i cant be without you imma go in
fall on me carry me like motion
youre the only reason i can focus

ROSEBUD w/ ApacheSOS (p. Riveo)

~~~ELYSIAN FIELDS~~~

produced by aki
cover art by crowxan

shawty playin games with my heart no monopoly
over the hills, flyin round round happily
no morals, smokin loud in a canopy
baby i will never meet the ground, zero gravity

[apache]
treat me like a ragdoll residing on ur vanity
sugar sugar water on my teeth, no cavity
i dont even know what i did, why u mad at me
come up here and show me that we could live so happily
i dont rlly cuss, i dont mess with the profanity
come to terms with the truth of my morality
treat me like a ragdoll residing on ur vanity
see me floating by cuz i live in zero gravity

ZERO GRAVITY w/ ApacheSOS (p. aki)

~~~ELYSIAN FIELDS~~~

produced by ilydaniel
cover art by crowxan

i split the world apart for uuuuu
i let a candle burn for uuuuu
helios cant see us now, come drag me underground
polyphemus stabbed in the eye, follow me or die
i split the world apart for uuuuu
i let a candle burn for uuuuu
helios cant see us now, come drag me underground
we will never make it alive, so follow me or die

stiff bodied birds on the sidewalk
fall like a leaf on the oak log
cerberus is barkin like a bad dog
take me out the back on a bad walk
even in my tomb ill see u walkin over me
i cant get no peace, fill my mouth with jewelry
ill count the thousand times ive made my body bleed for thee
sacrifice nobility, to live another life

FOLLOW ME OR DIE (p. ilydaniel)

~~~ELYSIAN FIELDS~~~

cover art by crowxan

i will never see the end of the dark
can i trust u girl fall in my arms
pill bottle on the hood of my car
make a humble little home in the stars
i will never see the end of the dark
til we truly find out who we are
balance sadness with the love in my heart
make a humble little home in the stars

succumbing to the fear of what we dont know
i just wanna smoke and never grow old
spin the fuckin barrel with my eyes closed
evil in my head, never go home
leave me in the dark and i might croak
pill bottle on the ground thats a dead crow
goin up excelsior with white crows
where will i go? rhadamanthys knows
trust the golden archer with my life
he gon know better than to lie
tarturus is growing ever high
elysium will never let me cry

HOME IN THE STARS

~~~ELYSIAN FIELDS~~~

produced by chroma2k and veilonme
cover art by crowxan

can we be beautiful
n last until the winter call
turpentine and adderall
waitin for the funeral
can we be beautiful
the shades in a cathedral hall
we aint never make it home
waitin for the funeral

roll the boof then i smoke then its all gone
got a gun to my head thats a sawed off
mixin whiskey with the weed thats a bad thought
cerberus eatin shades thats a bad dog
i believe in ghosts, leave the light on
i been cryin like a bitch, you should fuck off
i been stalkin on the branch like a night hawk
to achieve another life and see the white halls


BEAUTIFUL (p. chroma2k x veilonme)

prod. crumbo
written and mixed by crowxan
cover art by crowxan

LYRICS:

goin up on tv, u dont wanna see me tonight
so leave me, you dont really need me tonight
im hardly living in a rari tonight
i'm sorry, candyland is starry tonight
on tv, u dont wanna see me tonight
so leave me, you dont really need me tonight
i'm mobbing, butterflies are on me tonight
i'm sorry, candyland is starry tonight

i dont wanna take my time
and u dont wanna take my mind in ur mind
i just wanna fly tonight
you don't wanna die tonight, tonight, tonight
off a bean and now i'm fallin like a sattlelite
im acting up and now im colorin outside the lines
i got seraphs on my team and they got 40 eyes
livin like there aint no heaven til the other side
i just saw a snow crow and she said "look alive"
but she aint melted yet, we livin in the summertime
we shoot without a gun, incinerated with our eyes
40 days and 40 nights until im out of time

CANDYLAND (p. crumbo)

prod. quickyyy
written by crowxan

left my heart on the boardwalk
love and cocaine, pills on the sidewalk
sun rise high on the night walk
stars will burn up yea when im on top
left my heart on the boardwalk
she dont like me no more im lost
sun rise high on the night walk
crowxan gonna hide in the airduct

find and destroy the evil
inside my mind with a needle
i broke my arm on the countertop
i count it up, i count it up
lay my heart on the table
come from the sky like an angel
cant move my legs cuz im feelin numb
i count it up, i count it up 

BBBOARDWALK (prod. quickyyy)

www.instagram.com/crowxann/

produced by 4nfortunate
written by crowxan

candlelight on my side
light my path so i feel alright
crush my pills yea imma die
this is the best day of my whole life
candlelight on my side
give me excess turpentine
give me all the feelings i
couldnt feel til candlelight

can u see the north star shinin
gimme all of that i like it
gimme more drinks but spike it
sparkin up a candle to light it up
shawty a freak she so gone
signin a check with a crayon
singin to my drugs like a love song
dive off the bridge like a black swan

CANDLELIGHT (p. 4nfortunate)

kinzua 4ever angels walk upon the mountain like olympians
@apachesos

[apache]
burn my lungs thats my escape
evil girl go burn your cape
break my legs and rearrange
angels on the mountain
dont take off your leatherface
hate the problems that you make
burn my lungs thats my escape
angels on the mountain range

[crow]
words that were mine sound like someone else
hide the pills on the top shelf
im not a therapist, but i wanna give u help
you gotta hide yourself, fore u can find yourself

stimulate my brain
lover, give me pain
we're both far from sane
choirs in my mind all day
kinzua my gang
shattered picture frame
find us in the rain
angels on the mountain range

angels on the mountain range w/ apachesos (prod. xy1va)

https://www.instagram.com/crowxann

produced by crowxan
cover art by serratia13 on insta

theres a hole in the wall where a brick once stood
imma narc imma addict i am gone for good
it aint gon get better rest assured
imma leave my bones in a box in the woods

crow savior believe in me
bad dreams turn into memories
underground menagerie
of things i keep to make me bleed
fuck u up and make u see
this hurt is all a part of me
this wretched earth is startling
i cannot eat i cannot sleep

gone for good

enchanted sounds echoing thru kinzua

┏━━━✦❘༻༺❘✦━━━┓

@kinzua

@octobersascension

┗━━━✦❘༻༺❘✦━━━┛

CROWXAN

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