Honestly man, this shit is so innovative and creative. I fuck with it heavy...

slightly praying tiktok doesn't find this masterpiece but u deserve the recognition

LYRICS:
suffer
together
i wish
we could live forever

time
passes
soon enough

this empty
feeling
this empty
consumption

my heart
is pulsing
the sirens
are blaring
to work
to live
to die
i must

if god
is real
why is it never enough
x2

this time
its death
this time
i shed my skin

to hold me
in ur arms

this guess
of who
is really real
i figure
its time
to solve this problem

enough
is enough
this sorrow
this hole

my body
is empty
x6

h3artcrush - ..13

lyrics are suicide affirmations and negative self talk

depressive suicidal hardcore gabber

dancing cutting ritual

DJ Mortifying Corpse - for wounded veterans set

i always will need you
x4

we will always live in hell
x4

Karma Addikt

part of dj battle with DJ mortifying corpse

middle school mix

i feel a sensation come alive
thinking proper in the after life
cuts that really changes my mind at night
hope and pray that it will feel alright
impenetrable forces inside my mind
i just need a last kiss from your hand tonight
you want to correct sin and that's alright
hope and pray for us in the afterlife 
x2

Death Sensation

https://youtu.be/quB1Ehs9dEo

Crucify April s/t album coming Jan 20th on all plats.

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Dead Till You Dance

lyrics -

patience 
i need patience
i blaming it all on u 
im so tired of waiting 4 u
if u call up my phone i 
wont answer because i need 
patience

motherfuckin patience
i need patience
running out of patience
im running out of patience

i dont want u to call me
cu  so gullible crying and begging bak for me
i dont want this  to die in the club frankly
want to remember the good times 
with u 

addicted to u 
x3

i am waiting 4 u 
cuz i need patience
x2

bleed 4 me
x7
cuz i need mf patience

Patience Sucks

lyrics-
way
x3
way you move in the club I'm watching
x2
I can c yr apathy draining
As I realize your body slowly rotting
On this floor the haunting love
And I remember everything u did 
Fuck you and yr fucking face
You will leave me in a trance

Hate everything you have in yr eyes
You won't kill me self destroy
Won't b me without the power of yr voice 
You leave me inside yr light

do u want to dance with me?
murder is the recipe
X4

And the way you
X4

move

Watch U_Die

I have a long-time friend named Helle, sometimes also called Hellekas or Hellesd. We've been friends for over fifteen years and shared music all the time. 

As we're both house/tech heads, she has heard my unfinished or work-in-progress tracks the most and has always shared her comments regarding what she hears when listening to my music. 

This has provided valuable insights for me and enabled me to learn how to produce better tracks because I understand the details to focus on when producing certain genres. 

So, I thought about creating a track and naming it in her honor.

Hellesd

@crucifyapril on ig

aka dj cvtevomit

everything prod me
unless stated

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crucifyapril

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