shoko - observer

detuned to a certain frequency.. hmmm.. yess... does it intrigue you?

5874h960h78tdf

shoutout lil scotty gz 
w/ @1crusafix + @proddime
prod bleachcraft and internet joe

lyrics:
@1crusey
l- look in the mirror
why u rlly think ur the hero uhh-uhh
talk down u cant hear us
im in the cut one shot gettin nearer uhh uh
one shot leave it clear
why do u hide from us? do u fear us uh-uh-uhh
one shot leave it clear
why do u hide from us? (do u fear us uhhh)
w-w-why u lying a- a-
why u gotta hate me
bullets phasin 
u must think im crazy
w-w-why u talkin on the ne- e- e- -et
watch how u behavin
this shit is so wa- a- a- -ack
watch how all the same be- e- e-

@1crusafix
u- u- uh- uhh- uhh
guess i am the topic
kill yo family imma leave u sobbin
u- u- uhhh- why u talkin
i cant even fall off that is nonsense
me dime ellie and we smokin on yo pack
last thing that u see is my fucking gat
take your life like a picture
im stacking up im getting richer
runnin from the opps like madden
jimmy neutron we blasting
yeah im making cash like ashton
yeah u tryna talk aint ask em
friends they being fake becuz im bringing racks in
i wont ever change this shit is just my passion

@1crusey
l- look in the mirror
why u rlly think ur the hero uhh-uhh
talk down u cant hear us
im in the cut one shot gettin nearer uhh uh
one shot leave it clear
why do u hide from us? do u fear us uh-uh-uhh
one shot leave it clear
why do u hide from us? (do u fear us uhhh)
w-w-why u lying a- a-
why u gotta hate me
bullets phasin 
u must think im crazy
w-w-why u talkin on the ne- e- e- -et
watch how u behavin
this shit is so wa- a- a- -ack
watch how all the same be- e- e-

@proddime
u u uh u u uh uh
i dont give a fu u u uck
hesamadayisfuckwa keep a keep a rod
all u ****** is my son
u dont gotalofmanoa (i dont know what this mf sayin)
all u ***** really suck
yeah ur career is done
ur career is donee
***** wtf
bitch i hit a jugg
talk down u get trucked
***** really dumb
***** out of luck
***** rlly mad
cuz im really uuupp
shootin bullets like a qb
talkin all that shit u is a noobie
sayin that we friends u never knew me
shoot that bitch ass ***** like a movie

@1crusey
l- look in the mirror
why u rlly think ur the hero uhh-uhh
talk down u cant hear us
im in the cut one shot gettin nearer uhh uh
one shot leave it clear
why do u hide from us? do u fear us uh-uh-uhh
one shot leave it clear
why do u hide from us? (do u fear us uhhh)
w-w-why u lying a- a-
why u gotta hate me
bullets phasin 
u must think im crazy
w-w-why u talkin on the ne- e- e- -et
watch how u behavin
this shit is so wa- a- a- -ack
watch how all the same be- e- e-

spotify

hate me ft. 1crusafix, dime prod bleachcraft, internet joe

stop listening to this song

prod wayza + ragedrugg
with @trustt + @prkrblu + @1crusafix

lyrics:
@1crusey
i-i-i i see tht ur mad ma-mad
dont give a fuck u u u uck
p-p-pull up with a blade 
body in the fucking trunk u-u-unk
i-i cant stop it i-i-t
im fucking up u-u-up
she just wanna fucking fight
out of luck lu-luck
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff

@trustt
why u mad
is it cuz im different?
fuck fuck fucked up
i can't see 
think i lost my vision
they gon talk down bitch
i never let that hit me tho
see me goin up rn?
i can't fold rn
ima stab u in the back 
ima make sure that u down
ima pull the knife right out
and i know that makes u mad
and i know that makes u mad

@prkrblu
uh-uh-uh-i-i be making money now they mad
i-i-i aint gonna listen that shit trash
uh-uh-uh-uh-i-i i be blowing off the map
u-u-u u be in ur twenties calling me a faa-bleep
im  with ellie we gon fuckin spin yo block
feel like crusafix cuz ima paint ur blood like ross
made that boy retire like its mo$h
and i feel like prkr plz go get a fucking job

@1crusafix
empty out da clip, hunnid bullets through his neck
steady talkin shit, u talkin shit up on da net
pockets fat like peter griffin
codeine what im sippin
tryna runaway, but my choppa got the distance
why u mad, ah-ah-ah-uh ah-ah
why u madd, ah ah -ah-ah-ah-ah
(wait)
why u mad? is it cause' I'm in my bag,
choppa shooting out, ill turn dat bitch into a tag. 

@1crusey
i-i-i i see tht ur mad ma-mad
dont give a fuck u u u uck
p-p-pull up with a blade 
body in the fucking trunk u-u-unk
i-i cant stop it i-i-t
im fucking up u-u-up
she just wanna fucking fight
out of luck lu-luck
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff

ur mad ft. trustt + prkr blu + crusafix prod wayza + ragedrugg

shout out @1afflicted @gicc @1crusafix

lyrics:
ellie

@1crusey
o-o-o-ohh its not adding up
all these bitches on my phone and i keep fcking up
n-n-n-no no no i dont want ur luv
all these hits they knock me down but i keep getting up
x2

@1crusafix:
i dont need a handout
hit me up for plays now
thought u were my friend
but u keep on switching on the gang now
i dont wanna hang out
thought u were the onee
but ur playing games now
and i dont get it
that pussy on my hit list
yea my choppa choppa goin bang but i say u just committed
yea they wanna post a comment but now he missin
i got blood inside my cup bitch and now im sipping now im sipping

@1crusey
o-o-o-ohh its not adding up
all these bitches on my phone and i keep fcking up
n-n-n-no no no i dont want ur luv
all these hits they knock me down but i keep getting up
x2

@ilovewldflwr
i cant get enough
shawty blowing up my fucking phone
like baby what the fuck
u-u-u-u-uh yea u out of luck
u-u-u-u-uh i keep my pistol tucked
yea u used to be my baby
now u just some random lady
baby i cant fuck with u cuz lately u been acting shady
baby yeah u can spend the night
when u can hop up in the whip yea we gon take a rideee

@1crusey
o-o-o-ohh its not adding up
all these bitches on my phone and i keep fcking up
n-n-n-no no no i dont want ur luv
all these hits they knock me down but i keep getting up
x2

adding up ft. crusafix, w!ldflwr prod moonshopp

prod brad garrison

lyrics:
i been walking round the streets
cant get mixd up
i been tryna go to sleep 
bitch got me pissed off
tryna look into my sleeves 
it got me sick uh
say u gettin to the green
fucking sim swapped
ohhh i cant go outside
i dont wanna see the end ill stop and swipe
ohhhh no i dont wanna die
wake up every fucking day no sacrifice

i been walking round the streets
cant get mixd up
i been tryna go to sleep 
bitch got me pissed off
tryna look into my sleeves 
it got me sick uh
say u gettin to the green
fucking sim swapped
ohhh i cant go outside
i dont wanna see the end ill stop and swipe
ohhhh no i dont wanna die
wake up every fucking day no sacrifice

pissed off

this shit is terrible

@moonshopp @1afflicted @trustt @1crusafix

co prod me (i made like 2 leads)

lyrics:
(ellie)

verse:
please just shut up
i dont wanna hear u talk
i cant breathe u cant see 
hope u fucking walk
walk away as my lungs turn to powder
ive been sour
ive been sitting here for hours

hook:
walk around i can see now i just frown
talk down i cant be how u want me now
stop now pls just leave now let me drown
pop out i cant hear now no more sound

bridge:
im so dumb
on my own
i dont have fun
im stuck on my phone
o-o-o-o on my phone
o-o-o-o on my own
o-o-o-o on my own
i cant let go

verse:
yeah its over
i dont know her 
feel my body getting colder
im not sober-eryeah its over
i dont know her 
feel my body getting colder
im not sober-er

hook:
walk around i can see now i just frown
talk down i cant be how u want me now
stop now pls just leave now let me drown
pop out i cant hear now no more sound

drop:
walk around i can see now i just frown
talk down i cant be how u want me now
stop now pls just leave now let me drown
pop out i cant hear now no more sound
walk around i can see now i just frown
talk down i cant be how u want me now
stop now pls just leave now let me drown
pop out i cant hear now no more sound

walk around prod moonshopp

one shot w/ @1crusafix
@1afflicted

lyrics:
@1crusey
i said tell me wht u see in me
wanna talk down, rip
u get fuckin simswapped yeah i get the green
yea he used to tlk shit now he want empathy 
empathyyy

one shot to his head now he dead
one bullet in the chamber filled with lead
said he tuff on the floor he need a med
i cant stop all i see is fucking RED x2

@1crusafix
lalala,, UNDER PRESSURE-r-r-r-r
under pressure
i can't fold, l-l-let me stop-stop
and i think im getting better >:)

can we slow down??!!!
yea i think we movin to fast
ppop another perc-er-er-r-r
i-i-i might jus crash :cc

c-c-can u shut up!
i-i don't wanna talk now 
i don't ever show up
because u always talk down

d-don't give a fuck-a-u-k
bitch i'm throwing up - up 
bitch i'm fucking stuck-a-u-k
knew it from the jump-a-u-mp 


(lalalalala) , yea i fill him up with lead
(lalalalala) , 20 bullets in his fucking head
(lalalalala) , put him on the bin 
(lalalalala) , u can't fuckin WIN

@1crusey
one shot to his head now he dead
one bullet in the chamber filled with lead
said he tuff on the floor he need a med
i cant stop all i see is fucking red x2

one shot ft. crusafix

@omgisai @1afflicted

lyrics:
a-a-a-a i don’t get it
a-a-a-a i-i don’t regret it
c-c-can u shut up
i already said it
yeah ur so dumb
maybe just forget it

a-a-a got a glock, where im aimin?
one shot in his head, now he faceless
he a no name yeah he fucking nameless (nameless)
w-w-we put his head up on the pavement

i cant get out my head
i know that u want me dead
i cant do it all again
i don’t wanna be your friend 
i don’t play pretend

i cant get out my head
i know that u want me de-e-a-ad
i cant do it all again
i don’t wanna be your friend 
i don’t play pretend
end-end-end-end
end-end-end-end

its so lame bro
u the same bro
we sending shots out
we gon make it fatal
its so lame bro
u havent changed bro
we sending shots out
we gon make it fatal

said i like u 
but i just like to pretend
hunnid shots yeah 
u are not my friend
if i pull up w that choppa its the end
(of ur life) 
yea if he talking down
we gon pull up with that-

i cant get out my head
i know that u want me dead
i cant do it all again
i don’t wanna be your friend 
i don’t play pretend

i cant get out my head
i know that u want me de-e-a-ad
i cant do it all again
i don’t wanna be your friend 
i don’t play pretend
end-end-end-end
end-end-end-end

pretend ft. isai

@elliemillss
prod. me, drop by @trustt
first self prod song @trustt helped a lot with mixing
inspired by how to lie by jane remover 

03/6/23

song at like 40k without bots
lyrics:

ive been trapped inside my head 
and can’t get out
all my friends are insecure 
and I don’t know what that’s about
but it’s fine
i know deep down that you hurt
i still lie
because i know 
that’s not what you want from me

deep down inside
dont let it go to waste
i try to hide
feels like I’m stuck in place

and I know that you know 
that you’re not the one for me
and I know that I can’t control 
so I just grind my teeth

this time ill watch it all to the end
I won’t lose all my friends
and our feelings begin,
 again

my head 
i been 
trapped in- trapped in
trapped in- trapped in
my head 
i been 
trapped in- trapped in
trapped in- trapped in

i’ve been inside my head and can’t get out
i’ve been inside my head and can’t get out
i’ve been inside my head and can’t get out
i’ve been inside my head and can’t get o-o-out

tension seeker

fine ill unprivate

prod me + mycorpsebride
this song is presented to you by Mr. Beats
scrapped song but idgaf
lyrics:
yea we gon put em in the ground
chop him up yea his body never found
we were never heroes
dont play around
they always feared us
we wont make a sound

smoking pressure
make my head hurt
dont use no effort
im a bag getter 
x2

@akkir0
imma i-i-imma let it blast now
finger on the trigger
im collecting all yo tabs now
take a percy werky
imma feel it til i pass out
did dis shit no effort
you can it see it when u black out
we got 123 fucking bullets to his head
make sure that his body drop
body drop until he dead
a-a-a-a you dont want no smoke
i got bands i let it blow

@1crusafix
take a picture hide my face from paparazzi
1 shot to his head then we laughin at his body
i got voices in my brain they tell me stop it
but i dont ever listen to em cuz im fuckn toxic
gotta lot of bands thro em up like its vomit
talkin on the net bitch we siajgipojrpsoeg
im wit ellie and we best buds
im wit ellie and we awesome

heroes w/ akkiro + 1crusafix (crusey + mcb)

prod tcl

lyrics:
cut him (fuck)
cut him like im jason
bitch we gamer ragin
i got lots of fears but i wont ever face them
screamin in my ear oh my god i fucking hate them
watch him disappear bitch we boutta fucking

break in
break out
its a stake out
taping
your mouth 
hear em scream out
take it
i cant die now 
watch him bleed out
fake it 
better see me when i reach out

i cant fold bitch im under pressure
in the nether
blood all on my sweater
u said its me fuck you
its for the better
my face is leather
i dont need no header

break in
break out
its a stake out
taping
your mouth 
hear em scream out
take it
i cant die now 
watch him bleed out
fake it 
better see me when i reach out

fuck u 
we boutta haunt u
fuck u 
i dont want u
x2

(@1crusafix)
posted with akimbos
watch out imma make that pussy limbo
opp shot, he gon meet this pistol
one shot two shot to his temple
u-u-u-uh yeah i gotta switch it up
i got bands in my pocket imma buy it if i want
and u crying on the net put his body in the trunk
couple bullets not enough put the barrel to his tongue

break in
break out
its a stake out
taping
your mouth 
hear em scream out
take it
i cant die now 
watch him bleed out
fake it 
better see me when i reach out

break in ft. crusafix prod tcl

@1afflicted
@egoworld
production by @prodgilbert

lyrics:
i cant even start
i cant be apart from you
keep me in the dark
i dont got no love for you
tell me what u want
no we cant restart
and ive been stuck up in my head
feel like a star
i know what u need
doing what u please
i cant even breathe
do u want #me4me
its too late to fix this
i know we r different
i know u miss this
im sending wishes 2 u

(@trustt)
throw me in the dirt
tell me if im worth it
ive been on my own
ive been more than patient
steady moving locations
tell how its basic
tell me how it is
cuz im tired being patient
cuz im tired being patient
tired being patient
cuz im tired being patient
tired being patient

i cant even start
i cant be apart from you
keep me in the dark
i dont got no love for you
tell me what u want
no we cant restart
and ive been stuck up in my head
feel like a star
i know what u need
doing what u please
i cant even breathe
do u want #me4me
its too late to fix this
i know we r different
i know u miss this
im sending wishes 2 u

what u need ft. trustt

@c4v @trustt
(produced by trustt)

lyrics:
i dont wanna stop oh my god
i keep a glock by my side
i know u dont wanna talk bout what is right
know u hate it but u do it out of spite
i know u dont wanna talk bout this shit
and its really alright
i dont wanna go talk bout my shit
talk bout my glick
talk bout my clique
i-i dont stop yea
i cant stop im on go
i cant talk yea 
i cant do this shit no more
she just wanna talk bout my life
she just wanna talk bout what is nice
yea dont look at the price
she dont wanna talk about the fight

@c4v
i keep a glock by my side
that boy talk he get shot
now that boy know that im on top
if talking down we finna pop
like i only need one shot
that one bullet gonna fuck him up
like he gon sit there talking trash like go get ur money up
i wont stop yeah
like i keep a glock yeaa
why u act tough
like i know u not yeaa
i aint gon stop yeaa
like i keep a glock yeaa
said u up huhh
but u aint got guap yeaa

talk ab it ft. lyn prod trustt

@1afflicted
@7akkiro
prod aidennxo

lyrics: 
i keep my head down
head down
i cannot let go
g-go
i cannot stay 'round
stay 'round
i keep my eyes closed

pussy wont fall down
one shot to the brain
goin all out
i stand on my money im tall now
if im the paint bitch i ball out
u in the dust i wont slow down-down
im on the top and ive grown now
walk in the spot and i pop with my pole out
bitch im outside in the whip better pull out
(pull out)

@akkir0

i keep my head down
head down
i cannot let go
g-go
i cannot stay 'round
stay 'round
i keep my eyes closed

pussy wont fall down
one shot to the brain
goin all out
i stand on my money im tall now
if im the paint bitch i ball out
u in the dust i wont slow down-down
im on the top and ive grown now
walk in the spot and i pop with my pole out
bitch im outside in the whip better pull out
(pull out)

yuh leave him to bleed
bitch im outside with my team
mask on my face bitch feel like im scream
pouring up wok and i spill on my jeans
yuh yuh
pull up act all new
yuh yuh
im outside with my crew
yuh yuh
fuck it we leavin him blue
yuh yuh
if im gon see u i shoot

head down ft. akkiro prod aidennxo

@elliemillss
production by me + ramona heart + valetical

dont try to say what it is
waste my day
i try to let you know how it is
how it stays

i try to say no
i dont know whats wrong with me
ripping out my teeth
i try to forget
i dont know how i let it happen to me

dont try to say what it is
waste my day
i try to let you know how it is
how it stay
dont try to say what it is (i try to say no)
waste my day (i dont know whats wrong with me
ripping out my teeth)
i try to let you know how it is (i try to forget)
how it stay (i dont know how i let it happen to me)

creep

how did this happen?

#af @1afflicted

prod. @bonxxx

bitch come show me now

yeah u actin like a bitch u act stupid now
why u playin with my heart like u gon lose it now
i cant fall for no fake love send my bullets flying out bitch like a dove
you not over him yeah i know u stuck
i just rolled a fat pack roll it up

and i tried to wait
 but it only hurts
like bitch come put me in the dirt
i guess its never what its w- worth

ya yea my heart made of steel
i cant trust no bitch yea thats how i feel
like i could never cop no deal
brought the pint out bitch i crack the seal
ya yea my heart made of steel
i cant trust no bitch yea thats how i feel
like i could never cop no deal
brought the pint out bitch i crack the seal

doves prod bonxpf

@funeral
prod. @bonxxx
@1afflicted

oh uh uh huh (what u so mad for) x4

fuck that bitch pour me up
why tf u playing games bitch just tell me what
i just copped a bad bitch yeah her tummy tucked
yeah my dick stay average still i fuck it up

yea stay broke stay mad
bitch im not no joke got my bag
boy u not my folk fuck what we had
we not friends bitch yea we foe dont feel bad

broke boys nah it aint funny get yo money up
yeah bitch im with the gang yea we run it up
if he talkin down on gang boy u out of luck
yea u fell of way too hard yea ur plays are stuck

@funeral
mumbo jumbo nananana
i dont kno his lyrics

staymad ft. funeral prod bonxpf

https://open.spotify.com/album/52jvdZZZBtnYcCgOVsoK8z
<3
prod.  (kenesukoh + 1mains)

yea ur partner he get shot
on the grind like a sweat shop
had to turn up with my squad
we put yo boy on a white tee
oh thats yo bro yea he trifling
he talking down now he dying
im in the cut with my squad
u think u better u not
all on my page yea i know u stalk
im countin bands yea fill up a pot
if he talkin on bro he get mopped
when im rockin round town with my glock
yea i pull up with gang like we swat
i know i leave yo hoe distraught
i dont wanna fight
i dont wanna talk at all
i know i pick up all of your problems
i dont wanna walk it off
and u stalkin us 
getting real sad 
i cannot fall for ya
i walk in the mall
step into saks
im finna buy it all (uhh)
i dont wanna fight
i dont wanna talk at all
i know i pick up all of your problems
i dont wanna walk it off
and u stalkin us 
getting real sad 
i cannot fall for ya
i walk in the mall
step into saks
im finna buy it all (uhh)
x2

squad prod kenesukoh, 1mains

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5RpidxEpFqHqQOdoBkGRbP?si=1d49518d76cb4d6d

add to ur playlists pls :p
 @whyhaze
 i frogto the producer im so sorry mr producer pls lemme know

lyrics:
@cruseyyyy
i been doin great without u 
baby dont make me choose
i got nothing2lose
was i nothing 2 u
cuz i gotta stay true
i just stick with my crew
got one shot and u blew
idk what to do
nah (ah uh)
i cant switch up on my gang
one shot bitch i let it bang
i been stuck up in the rain
i can feel my mind decay
i cant even go explain
i cant handle all this pain
dont know how much yea i can take
i been stuck i been running out of luck
why u say u want me back im like
damn boy yea thats tuff
we fell out we out of touch
lately i cant show no love
tell yo bitch get off my nuts
lately i dont give no fucks

@whyhaze

@cruseyyyy
i been doin great without u 
baby dont make me choose
i got nothing2lose
was i nothing 2 u
i just stick with my crew
got one shot and u blew
idk what to do
nah (ah uh)
i cant switch up on my gang
one shot bitch i let it bang
i been stuck up in the rain
i can feel my mind decay
i cant even go explain
i cant handle all this pain
dont know how much yea i can take

nothin2lose ft. whyhaze

prod Herbert the cat 
@h3artch3rades

song already got posted on an archive but idc

i cant let u in
dont know where u been
think ill let it slide
i cant think bout it
i cant make amends
i dont wanna be friends
guess im on my own
no more promises
no where else to run
no more waking up
think I've had enough
I think that I'm done
cant help feeling dumb
its not what I want
everybody looking now
guess I jumped the gun

@h3artch3rades

i cant let u in
dont know where u been
think ill let it slide
i cant think bout it
i cant make amends
i dont wanna be friends
guess im on my own
no more promises
no where else to run
no more waking up
think I've had enough
I think that I'm done
cant help feeling dumb
its not what I want
everybody looking now
guess I jumped the gun

no more promises ft. h3artch3rades

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5Mme7MESw5KOqfPQrswZDh?si=9bb23abca9a74f74

production by me
additional production and mixing by @trustt
inspired by (trustt - i think)

146.809 (+30)

i guess- i- i guess imma right my wrongs
its still fuck em all
cant find a place where i belong
i- im still standing tall
i- its always shit i never want
im still standing strong
guess i knew that from the jump (knew that from the jump)
i dont- i- i dont need to be alone
i said fuck it all
thats the shit that u been told
dont prove me wrong
cuz that shit been set in stone
cuz its been there all along
fuck the stories that been told

i dont- i- i dont need to be alone
i said fuck it all
thats the shit that u been told
dont prove me wrong
cuz that shit been set in stone
cuz its been there all along
fuck the stories that been told

stories

made in january

featuring shyburial (@yuki-pons) and loriee (@zmb1egurl)
production by me and shyburial (@yuki-pons)
additional production by loriee (@lorieelol)
mixing by shy (@yuki-pons)
additional mixing by me
master by me

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(@elliemillss)
(still thinking 'bout last week)
(feel like a porcelain doll)
(im in the backseat)
(feel like im losing it all)
(so call a taxi)
(and just give me a call)
(im overreacting)
(cuz they want me to fall)
-
thinking bout last week (last week)
(thinking bout last week)
(want me to fall)
thinking bout last week (last week)
(thinking bout last week)
(want me to fall)
-
wasting all the time we have (oh-huh)
but thats just how we are (yeah)
do you need the time we spent?
cuz i cant give it all back
and i tried to make it right
tried to fix your problems
and thats not my place
do you even see from my side
cuz its getting hard to see
i thought i was all u need
-
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
(last week)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
-
(@yuki-pons)
tell me is it something new
why am i sticking around for you 
dont care about your thoughts we're really breaking up
im taking shots in the dark i hate my luck
tell me is it something new
how everybody wants to just be with you
dont care about your thoughts im really shaken up
i really thought that one day we would make up
but no you didnt want that
i know 
i try to fight back
go ghost one day ill come back
eyes closed take a hit then i lay back
but no you didnt want that
i know 
i try to fight back
go ghost one day ill come back
eyes closed take a hit then i lay back
-
@elliemillss)
(i know i try to hard to impress all my friends)
(i just want admiration, nothing to defend)
(i know i wasted all the time we spent)
(i try to end my days perspective with new lens)
-
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
(last week)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
-
(@loriee)
you know you're killing me
stripped down all my clothes,
you know you're feeling me
i've been so alone,
thats what i plan to be
hurt down to my bone
you know you're tearing me
i cant see the road
so i dont plan to leave
walked the longest bridge
but burned down all the trees
ive been on my own
but you'll still comfort me
crumpled up my rose
and left it as the leaf
could you just act for me?
-
(@elliemillss)
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall
still thinking 'bout last week
feel like a porcelain doll
im in the backseat
feel like im losing it all
so call a taxi
and just give me a call
im overreacting
cuz they want me to fall



scrapped song

porcelain

prod @siennacell
art by me 

lyrics:
had to hide my feelings
they like what i needed
i cannot get even
can you even see it
i can reach the ceiling
u not what i needed
broke my heart u lost my trust
u committed treason
lost my trust i forgive
broke my heart i forget
take control do again
you dont care what i am

treason prod valetical #3six0

produced by @trustt

lyrics:
i dont wanna say no
i think imma take those
put my life up on the table
try to push and shove
i think that its case closed
and im sorry i cant do it for you
and i know i made the same mistakes
and im sorry i dont mean to bore you
i know that i can get replaced
i wish i didnt have to see your face
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
you say you love me, know thats not the case
shoot my face off watch my brain come out and decay
no ill never be the same
i dont think i could ever change
wash my body off with water i cant be traced
i dont like to make new friends cuz they all betray
take picture i know imma miss her
look at the scripture watch them as they flicker
when im bored i smoke a swisher
in the future i see my life ending quicker
i cant see myself get richer
take a bunch of pills do a bunch of mixtures
and my brain gives out and fissures
"i dont think i could fix her"
i dont wanna say no
i think imma take those
put my life up on the table
try to push and shove
i think that its case closed
and im sorry i cant do it for you
and i know i made the same mistakes
and im sorry i dont mean to bore you
i know that i can get replaced

betray prod trustt #3six0

with @omgisai
prod @chewy and @vvvincenttt

lyrics:
@me
one more time I might lose it
how u got a glock but u wont use it
I keep fucking I feel stupid
heard you got one chance but you blew it
yeah shit ain't adding up
yeah this shit get rough
yeah I cant fw no damn love
yeah I keep my pistol

@omgisai
I know what they say about me
I know they can never complain about me
you know you wouldn't be sane without me
nah they wouldn't be the same without me
yeah she broke my heart it made me stupid
yeah why u got a glock but u never use it
yeah she broke my heart it made me stupid
yeah I been tryna get some help but this bitch useless

@me
one more time I might lose it
how u got a glock but u wont use it
I keep fucking I feel stupid
heard you got one chance but you blew it
yeah shit ain't adding up
yeah this shit get rough
yeah I cant fw no damn love
yeah I keep my pistol

stupid ft. isai prod heroine, vin #3six0

prod @valetical did the beat thanks for the beat
@3six03six03six0

lyrics:
(@me)
i cant trust no one
i dont wanna talk about it shits so dumb
i cant fall in love I don't need no one
I cant fucking talk it out I cant open up
x2

I fall down
it feels like I cant get up
cant walk now
I cant keep my head up
cant call now
I cant talk I feel so dumb
cant stop now
one more shot until I'm done

(@trustt)
its a full stop
she so sweet, she the cherry on top 🍒 
dont ask me, so what
i can trust no one
she the girl of everybodys dreams so what
when your friends doubt you
it will never change
and she dont know you
she just love to fade
yea, she just run away
she just love to fade
picture her everyday
we just love to fade

(@me)
i cant trust no one
i dont wanna talk about it shits so dumb
i cant fall in love I don't need no one
I cant fucking talk it out I cant open up
x2

I fall down
it feels like I cant get up
cant walk now
I cant keep my head up
cant call now
I cant talk I feel so dumb
cant stop now
one more shot until I'm done

no one ft. trustt prod valetical #3six0

#3six0 @3six03six03six0
prod @v_letical 
featuring @yalikeit

lyrics:
(@me)
why these bitches on me
they ain't got no hobbies
walk up in my closet
u ain't rocking nada
yeah I know I'm toxic
I got lots of problems
u ain't even want me
I been feeling hollow
x2

(@howibeenfeeling)

(@me)
why these bitches on me
they ain't got no hobbies
walk up in my closet
u ain't rocking nada
yeah I know I'm toxic
I got lots of problems
u ain't even want me
I been feeling hollow
x2

they all look when I walk in the spot
they don't fw me when I'm pissed off
w-why they tryna tell me what I'm not
cant switch on my gang yeah my lips locked
they watching me fall off and rot
bitch u on my list u get ticked off
pockets is fat like rick ross
he tryna fw us he get picked off
on me, I move like a zombie
I think imma take it
I don't even want it
why these bitches fake it
I swear I'm above it
I can never take shit
I think imma cut it off

hollow ft. gunk prod valetical #3six0

@omgisai @14106lyn @trustt
sample - https://soundcloud.com/natesib/dont-fall

lyrics:
(hey)
cant look back at myself
don't need no one else
I don't need your help
cant control myself
its fuck how u felt
do u care, I cant tell
x2

@14106lyn
i dont know what it means
when u say u want me
i think im in too deep
i got worse at falling asleep
i dont know what it means
when u say u want me
i think im in too deep
im falling down, my bodys weak
u always seem to know the answer
but u wont ever tell me
i dont have no one there when i get hurt
and maybe i dont need somebody


@trustt
im undecided when u call
im so dramatic, i know its all my fault
and we aint talk since last week
i guess thats fine
some things change, things change
and thats alright

put the drinks on me this my last night alive
cuz you know how i get when i cry
so do you find pleasure in giving me lies
cuz you know how i get when i cry

do u care? ft. lyn, trustt prod isai

single off the project (1 of 6)

production by me (+50)
art by me

lyrics:
my life is boring
but i like it that way
i cant afford it
i guess i should've kept my change
you're looking at me
im looking at your shoes
i shouldn't be this judgy
we both know I've lost it too

tell me if its ever gonna be alright
i know i deserve it
better off observing (from a far)
will you ever see me in that light
i know that you're hurting
im needing your warning

there's no saving me
there's no saving me
i've lost it all
i've lost it all

crusey

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