I don't have BPD (as far as I know) or bipolar disorder, but because of my ADHD I relate to this song at least somewhat and it makes me feel better when I'm upset :]

i relate to almost every line in this song 😻

I actually almost drowned at the beach when i was younger and i think my parents laughed at me 💀💀 I might’ve cried idk i can’t remember

Y IS THIS PART SO... ️Ĉ̵̢̢̱̞̻̣͕͈̱̥̤̳͉R̴͇͌̀̆̍̽͝͠ͅ️I̸̡̛̳͌̉͋͐͒̍️S̴̨̛͇̺͇͕̟̘͎̗͖̙͍̭̞͇̒͆̀͝P̴̘̤̯͙͐̔̍͊̑̏́̌̇̎̓̀͘Ỵ̷̡̛̟̱̑̍̀̉̿̿̉

I posted this since the full song came out today in YT because the full song’s not in SoundCloud yet so this is up in the meantime. Ghost, please message me if you want this taken down ASAP. Thank You!

https://youtu.be/EKOSQGKn5Cw

Solaria / Aura by GHOST

Circus Monster (Steam Arr.)

Watch the MV here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3EumJm6iw8

credits:
Composed and Written by Tsusutauseries
Arranged and Mastered by Steampianist
Video by Shius

Special thanks to morbid-morsel for the animated walk cycle and Alphonse for giving helpful advices to shius

Kaleidoscope Haze

SONiKA - Biohazard

Edit: I found youtubes loop button lmao
So plz stop commenting about the loop button. It's kinda getting annoying.
This song is NOT mine. I just wanted to upload it to Soundcloud because youtube doesn't have a repeat button without having to click it over and over. If Circus-P uploads it to Soundcloud himself, I will take this down.
Lyrics - https://docs.google.com/document/d/1M-fSFf85tsoWPiMLuQ5C7D2JZPJxc9X6gR36W8j3x-E/edit?usp=sharing

Youtube Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cMkJDPvJxdk
Youtube Description:
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Karma is the best kind of closure

--
Inst/VSQ/Etc will be posted later!! (Sorry for the delay)
**Note from Sharkie-P** They've released the VSQx, go check the youtube upload for it!

Art by Sleppu: http://sleppu.tumblr.com/
Video by Pancake:
Krypt's Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/TheCreep...
My Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/circus
Krypt's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/TheCreepyPie
Please check out our patreons! We post songs there all the time, and I have a few songs that have yet to see YouTube on there! 


Comments:
Circus- This song is a collaboration with Krypt(AKA Eyeris)!
It was really fun to write, we decided to collab like the day after the New Years livestream and we wrote most of this within that day. I actually wrote all the lyrics/melody in like, an hour... it was pretty surreal. Krypt did an Amazing job at creating a neat instrumental! And Pancake and Sleppu went above and beyond with the art and video direction. I'm really glad to have worked with such awesome people on this song! And I hope you like it! 

Eyeris- Circus was such a pleasure to work with. We were able to finish this song so fucking fast, and this song literally had so much meaning to it, even with what time we finished it by. Honestly, it came very quickly and naturally! Again, he was a pleasure to work with, and I have every intention to work with him again.

Everything behind it was so beautifully put together, and the video and the art by Pancake and Sleppu just really put this video together so well. Everything in this was really well put together, and honestly, I feel so honored to be working these beautiful people, and I want to thank you all for watching. And remember! Karma's a bitch.

==Info==
Contact: contact@vocacirc.us
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/circus
Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/VocaCircus
Tumblr: http://circusp.tumblr.com
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/cheezitsarey...
Bandcamp: http://circus-p.bandcamp.com/

PO Box:
Circus P
P.O. Box 331
North Berwick, ME
03906

【Vocaloid Original】Karma【Kagamine Rin English】By Circus-P (VocaCircus) AND Creep-P (Eyeris)

【Vocaloid Original】Last Of Me【Megurine Luka】

Song/Art: Crusher-P
VSQx: Fruutella
Mixing: Living Tombstone

LYRICS:
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VERSE 1
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I haven't been myself lately,
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay.
Saying things that I don't mean,
Not meaning what I say.

When it's good, it's so good,
When it's bad, it's SO BAD.
Even when I knew what I had 

What am I supposed to say,
when I end up driving everyone away?
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CHORUS:
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Cause, I am on fire,
A crying, burning liar,
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get attached,
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again

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VERSE 2
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What's done is done,
And nothing's gonna change.
I should be moving on,
But I still feel the same.

And it's like every day is a fight for my life
to get some self control,
And when you've forgotten who I am, 
it just feels, it just feels....
I'm nobody at all.

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BRIDGE 
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I found myself 
hitting the ground,
I didn't breathe 
in case I'd drown

I should have known 
When to let go
and when to see
who I was being

Again, again, again

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CHORUS:
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I am on fire,
A crying, burning liar,
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get...

Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get attached,
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again

And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get attached

whoa---/

Again, again

Crusher-P Ft. Gumi English - Again

【VOCALOID Original】 - Again【Gumi English】

Madotsuki-hitorinbo envy

THIS TRACK IS NOT MINE
Song:Crusher-P & MystSaphyr

【UTAU Original】Breaking Point 【Kikyuune Aiko】

Early in the morning, before the sun could rise,
Keeping to myself almost felt like a disguise,
I couldn't be the one to tell you what was off that day,
Opening my mouth is The Most Dangerous Game

Once upon a time, I never knew fear like this,
I can't remember how it happened, or why it did,
Developing an obsession to open closed doors,
Gave me a compulsive need to find out even more,

And off we go to play telephone, 
Sharing what we know
But how long can we keep playing
Until the game
Undermines the status quo

It's all 
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I have a feeling I'm not alone (Not Alone)
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Don't believe anything you see, or hear
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I can't be the only one who knows (The only...)
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!


If we could go back, back then
When it was easier
They say ignorance is bliss

Why did I pick up the phone?
When it was easier
I should've stayed oblivious 


Falling down the rabbit hole and running out of time,
Hoping noone notices my thoughts are out of line,
I know they know we know that something isn't right,
After this my life eclipsed: fear day and night,

A call to action, call for passion, 
call for something more, for war
"If you're not with us, you're against us"
But I don't like the odds, the score 
Call me complicit, Give me a minute,
Let me decide, it's my own life,
I'm not about to pretend 
these people are close to being my friends


Can I do it? (I can run)
I could do it (I could run)
Should I do it? (I should run)
I should do it (I should run)

And so I ran,
As fast as I could,
Through the ocean of trees,
Through the sting of the breeze,

And so I ran,
I ran for my life,
And I ran for a dream,
For whatever that means,


Every thought is sabotage,
What a fool I am 
To keep playing and playing
Game after game, 
No-! Losing game after losing game


It's all
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!


It's all 
Propaganda! Prop-Propaganda!
I have a feeling I'm not alone (Not Alone)
It's Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Don't believe anything you see, or hear it's
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I can't be the only one who knows
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!

Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!

Propaganda! (ft. Hatsune Miku)

Music producer, illustrator and air breather
mgmt@ccrusherr.com (business only)

Crusher-P Ft. Gumi English - Again

Crusher-P

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