Track 5 - EVIL
AWV - Clayton Jennings - Please Die
Clayton Jennings
"My Thoughts About Myself Everyday"

Look at you, you're pathetic
And this isn't the first time I've said it
Look at you standing tall
With that chest puffed out
Inside your insecurities
Are just dying to bust out
You're a bust now
You're lucky those pills haven't snuffed you out
You cut your friends off
So you got nobody to trust now
But you did this to you
I hope you're proud
Every time you wind up back in the news
And you really think we can't
When you announce you're back in the booth
Nobody's got your back and it's true
I hope I see you beat
Until you're black and you're blue
Give me that head
And I'll crack at it too
Because the old you is missing
When you were back with the crew
Back then you had the anointing
And you were passionate too
I know you thought about it
Just do it, you coward
And fasten that noose
That guilt keeps pilling up
So who you passing it to?
Cause God knows you'll never own up
To your own mistakes
You're a fraud in an industry of fakes
Stiff spine
Yours bends till it breaks
And you talk about Jesus
But you don't live like him
And you tell people help others
But you don't give like them
Whatever happened to the old you?
I knew you'd end up like this
Man I told you
You spent more time dating than praying
Cat got your tongue
Do you hear what I'm saying?
Well that cat's out of the bag now
And that spotlight's fading
You could of been somebody
You could of done things right
You got a army behind you
But you rather run then stand up and fight
What's wrong with you man wake up
For God's sake stop soaking in your regrets
And shape up
This is bigger than you
Don't you see, this is bigger than me
Is the man you want your daughter to see?
One day she'll grow up and say
"He was no father to me"
What about those kids who look up to you?
You can't even drag yourself out of bed
Man what's up with you?
You were called to be different
And you were made to be great
But when I see you
I see everything that I hate
You're a messenger who's a mess
You're down and depressed
And if you don't get help
You're gonna die like this
I told myself I wouldn't cry like this
But look at you man
What are you doing?
Watching you suffer like this is grueling
But you chose to love your sin
More than your maker
And you blame them for what happened
But you're the faker
And you keep playing in the dirt
Like it's gonna satisfy you
I might just pull this trigger
Would you be mad if I do?
Do it, coward
You won't because you're scared too
And don't blame me for where we're at
You were there too
You could of done something
I couldn't stop you
Could of asked for help
But you didn't because of your pride
Our sins are out in public now
And we have nothing to hide
And that kills you inside
I'm the part of us who doesn't care about the past
Or what we do
And you have no idea what your high expectations
Have put us through
And now that we're failures
It kills you too
Give up the chip on your shoulder Clayton
Don't lie
You're really the one who wants us to die
So if you want to pull a gun on us
Here, so will I

AWV - Clayton Jennings - Please Die

NF -Goodbye

i literally just put sad sounding guitar chords behind me talking out a mash up of some of my journal entries from before i was put in treatment/during/etc

journal entries

Clayton Jennings / Salvation

ClickForTaz - Are You Okay? (Spoken Word Poetry)

Suicide -  Spoken Word Clayton Jennings

Evil twins is not good throwing in the bid

Please Dont Kill Yourself  Spoken Word

||Clayton Jennings||°Please Don't Kill Yourself°

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