Name: slowday by Crxs
Duration: 2 min 40 s
Description: Something I kept messing around with, still feels kinda unfinished but want to move on. Also funny sample :D

ly caspy <33

lyrics:

waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

im in the function
n i cannot function 
lung combusting
repercussion
u on sum fuck shit
playing me, percussion
~death wish~
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like a setlist
wake up, bake the bowl, this shit not even breakfast
eating breakfast
i be on my dread shit
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like my setlist

{casperrr}
i tried to run
but i an't fast
tried to fight 
but i knew i wouldn't last
these feelings
kicked my ass
but there's no way
i am ever going back 
wake up
drag myself outta bed again
face up
tryna face my oldest fucking friend
sadness
i think this is the end
timeless
im afraid i have no time left 

putting all my songs on her playlist
goth bitch
stare me in me eyes and
she looks flawless
falling 
deep into a faucet
i ain't notice
wore my heart on my sleeve
until you came and u broke it

{shizukesa + casperrr}
waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

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death_wish w/ casperrr (yung rospo)

fourteen grams of that shit, then it's ok
always fall asleep when i talk, so i don't say
what i really think, or is this really me

bitch i'ma sip cyanide 'til i die in this ride
i'ma crash this fucking whip, yeah we gon' all die tonight
in the dirt, in the mud, with the blood lie tonight
let the tears that i've held in for years cry tonight

i'm slowing fading away to death i'm impatiently waiting
i can't sustain myself, hate me, falling, i'm falling again
i've fallen, i'm falling again
i've fallen, i'm falling again

i just prayed to god to see you die and now you're fucking dead
it's so many evil thoughts that i cannot get out my head
i have conversations in my room, i'm talking to the dead
if what's in me wants some fucking blood, then i'm gon' have em fed

fuck what i told myself, i'm lying
dead on the floor, blood draining, dying
i couldn't tell myself to stop it
find me alone, post-death, i'm rotting

fourteen grams of that shit, then it's ok
always fall asleep when i talk, so i don't say
what i really think, or is this really me

fourteen grams

Something I kept messing around with, still feels kinda unfinished but want to move on. Also funny sample :D

slowday

glaive - theres a little bit farther left to go (p. User2222)

sewerperson - another day

[Intro: Sewerperson]
(branwen)
I can fling it
I feel it, I guess it's our turn
Oh, all this armour

[Chorus: Sewerperson]
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for the millionth time this month
I'm tryna get fucked up so I'ma hit it from the bong
Substance been my best friend since she did me wrong
But we don't get along, this should kill me, I'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist 'cause I would start to sob
This love you feel is fake, they just tryna get on

[Verse 1: Sewerperson]
I'm about to give up, they don't even know
I've thrown up every meal, I'm just tryna take it slow
Of course I knew that I would have these dark days
But dear God, just give me some of the light, please
I forget what had hurt me in defense
I regret every minute we have been friends 
Deep in thought, I reflect
But I'm brought back to reason by these scars on my neck
I'm not tryna pretend, I'm just geeking
Even if I was dead, you would knock the bleeding
And I know I made my bed and I'm sleepy
This bitch tryna kill me, made me happy

[Verse 2: guardin]
Been ignorin' all the signs, I'm not doin' fine
Lost another friend and I was sure that we'd survive
In the midst of all this shit, I put my life in an archive
Next to everything I loved and hoped eventually would thrive
But the truth is hard to swallow after everything has died
In the process, hard to grieve in tears, I wanna compromise
So you better try to settle for your comfort in the words exchanged from you to I
Move across the Eastern Coast and commit social suicide

[Chorus: Sewerperson]
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for the millionth time this month
I'm tryna get fucked up so I'ma hit it from the bong
Substance been my best friend since she did me wrong
But we don't get along, this should kill me, I'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist 'cause I would start to sob
Just let me feel this fate, baby, they just tryna get it all

sewerperson - another day (ft. guardin)

lights in the dark
feeling sick when you talk
was it easy to know?
is it easy to walk?
i feel weightless
gather dust in the basement

pressed in your clothes
act like nobody knows
that you made it to august to wake up alone
as its breaking
haven't spoke in the days since

i've been cautious and sober
he died in october 
he said that hes fine 
now the lights flicker slowly in bayview
couldn't face that they made you

i could finish early it could get so cold
raining in the summer and it takes me home
felt it more than life and how'd i let you go?
let you go

and the light doesn't know that im still here
but i'd rather take it away
and everythings all so familiar 
and i've not a thing left to say yet
better than watching
better than watching you pretend

Familiar

a bit of a mad one

glaive - two clouds split apart the sun

NEW RELEASE !!!! please show some love on this one :) https://soundcloud.com/speedlmt/everyday

ft @lilskeleskrrt
prod jolst & wasterr

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

i could never fall short like im danny devito
all i ever wanted was to be the man of the people
i take everything that i dont wanna hear n then i push it to the side
steady working thru the night so i forget to live my life

i can flow in each n every single way that they would want me to
she said i can tell ya why nobodys ever wanted you
she said im js like my dad i know im not cause i can tell the truth
call it artificial love because its fake i js get brain from you

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

(skele)
listen i want to be a little bit more to you
i mean its enough, ik im always a chore to you
spill all my blood n pour it out on the floor for you
im giving it up, all the things at my door for you

but baby im fine, im off of the blue pill
n fuck it i try, pour it up till i cant feel
out of my mind, sedative n i stay still
n i cannot lie, i dont think that i can heal

n i think that im bad for you
i dont wanna go ill crash for you
nobody gonna do what i do, its true
laying through the words until i break in two, break in two

hanging on, im banking on us
been too long, i hate that i want
you in this, admit that im a cunt
call it quits, its always my fault


ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

artificial w/ skele (jolst x wasterr) (ALL PLATFORMS)

9TAILS - tainted (prod. tothegood x oilcolor)

I was in the back room, wishing that I knew you
Liquor on the table, your smile brought me close to you
Sorry for the attitude, never met someone like you
She texting me and fucked up, I can't pull away from you

Take me and my soul now, I think I'm in love with you
Answer to my issues now she with somebody new
Answer to my issues now she with somebody new
Answer to my issues now she with somebody new
Answer to my issues now she with somebody new
Only one who gave a shit, I guess I fucked that up too
But I understand completely, I don't deserve something like you

I was in the back room, wishing that I knew you
Liquor on the table, your smile brought me close to you
Sorry for the attitude, never met someone like you
She texting me and fucked up, I can't pull away from you
Take me and my soul now, I think I'm in love with you
Answer to my issues now she with somebody new
Answer to my issues now she with somebody new
Answer to my issues now she with somebody new
Only one who gave a shit, I guess i fucked that up too
But I understand completely I don't deserve someone like you

Smoking till my chest hurts, I just want a point of view
Answer to my issues now she with somebody new
Answer to my issues now she with somebody new

residential. - she cant stand me pt2 (irby)

9TAILS - teach me (prod. oilcolor)

"Does god love me? I have pissed my bed."

slowday

Crxs

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