my demons they hide but at night no they not fair

written by
cryderman 

vocals
https://soundcloud.com/crydermanofficial
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/nextime

Art: https://soundcloud.com/c3of

LYRICS

looking for love say your hate yourself 
reply with welcome to the club i wont be any help
i felt 
myself
that i could use some help
n lately when im writing music i dont know myself
might find some but it aint for free 
i got all kinds of fucking people claiming they hate me
youll see
im free
from all that shit you plead 
the reasons that im fuckin crazy and i get no sleep 

i might implode
thots in my thoughts  
think u should go 
i just dont know 
shit i been drinking too much 
but i been flushin my soul 
im hanging on to the cup
n i dont plan to let go 
im always staying up past 3 
insomniac whos been never really gettin no peace
i spend my time in the dark n stay at home n dont leave 
i got a mind like a shark cuz ill be there when you bleed 
the way thats just how we are but shit i know that aint me
i take some shit way too far im fuckin angry cant see 

looking for love say your hate yourself 
reply with welcome to the club i wont be any help
i felt 
myself
that i could use some help
n lately when im writing music i dont know myself
might find some but it aint for free 
i got all kinds of fucking people claiming they hate me
youll see
im free
from all that shit you plead 
the reasons that im fuckin crazy and i get no sleep 

not alright im just fighting this nightmare 
my demons they hide but at night no they not fair 
feel like trading my life i just might when ur not there 
only say this tonight it aint nice when your not here

cryder x indigoendo help myself prod. nextime


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