and i got no one else to blame except for me because i dont get help

insta @crydycantsleep

hopeless prod. youlooktired

im back

insta @crydycantsleep

mix by max taylor

im cold 2 prod. thislandis

kiss my cheek [prod. clovtboi]

feel some pain i smoke thats somethin i dont go through

patience prod. thislandis

throwin up n passin out n i aint bein myself

https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/bradyponder

days go feat. indigoendo prod. kado

LYRICS:
Hmu 
Let’s make some plans 
& then I’ll blow u off
I’m just anxious cause I really like to talk to you
Have our fun
And then we ghost
It’s like a months too long
I toned ur phone just hmu I wanna laugh again 
I’m used to being kept out in the cold
Without a jacket on
Looking from the other side to see everyone cheering
My blood is freezing
Now there’s nowhere else for me to go
She says “he’s just a friend” but I know that they’re fuckin tho

I cut myself again
I really had to let it go
I’m a walking scab
A wound left open healing slow
I have this problem w/ myself
I can’t seem to get clean
My life’s alright but I focus on the misery
I hate myself more than I thought I did
That’s okay
Nobody cares about the underdogs anyways 
So keep it bottled up inside
Don’t ever let it out
Just HMU because I need someone to help me out

How the fuck am I supposed to be serious
Everything’s a joke to u
U act like I’m delirious 
I know u hate my guts right now but my words aren’t meaningless
Hug a bottle like a faith that’s worth believing in
The man in the mirror is not the one I wanna be
He’s a selfish lonely crow w/ no bare semblance of his empathy
Before I cast my sones I break my hands w/ heavy bricks
These are words I’d write to u that you’d never read

OH
I THOUGHT I COULD HANDLE THIS ONE
NO
TWO STEPS FORWARD & THREE STEPS BACK 
IM DONE
PUT A SILVER BULLET IN MY HEAD AND PAINT THE WALLS W/ MY BRAINS JUST RIGHT
YEAH
IF IM GOING OUT THAN IM TAKING YOU WITH ME

hmu xoxo

flippin out and breaking my things like i dont care 

twitter https://twitter.com/cryderman666

insta https://www.instagram.com/cryderman666/

prod by https://soundcloud.com/oknextime

art by https://soundcloud.com/c3of

mix by https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo

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LYRICS 

thinkin bout ur face n i light up
i been gettin paid n it aint comin on a pay stubb
taking up my brain just every minute till the days gone 
got me feelin sane n crashin out durin a phone call

flipping out n breaking my things like i dont care 
blacking out n hanging on a string like i got spare 
go about my day n keep it going bitch i been there 
runnin out motive i dont know it if i fit here 

just smoking some potent and live in the moment 
dont look to the future dont care if i blow it 
aint scared to chances and neither to show it 
aint good with romancing so why dont u show me 

lately broken but i been there 
breathing i been chokin 
i dont wanna be here 
feeling like i chose it 
saying that im not there 
rarely ever spoken 
sittin with a blank stare

i know i cant find my way 
want you in my life to stay

do i fit here

i dont wanna point any blame...

insta @crydycantsleep

prod by https://soundcloud.com/nextime

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo

art by https://soundcloud.com/c3of

LYRICS

(hook)
back hurts carrying the weight of what im thinking and its backwards
everything you say is comin out knowin and that hurts
every single day youve been the same and maybe get worse 
i dont wanna point any blame

(verse)
you just loving to hit me with low blows 
and you wonder why i like to stay home 
claim you stable well shit if you say so 
i aint able to stay round you no more

five 0 0 i got no more hope 
thoughts they keep me low 
drugs they keep me slow 
i dont know where my sleep it goes 
ive had no control of my mind and so 

back hurts carrying the weight of what im thinking and its backwards
everything you say is comin out knowin and that hurts
every single day youve been the same and maybe get worse 
i dont wanna point any blame

probly passed out in the basement
lately gettin too drunk and i hate it 
kinda get a little more love idk yet
nobody be hittin me up less im off that 
x2

back hurts carrying the weight of what im thinking and its backwards
everything you say is comin out knowin and that hurts
every single day youve been the same and maybe get worse 
i dont wanna point any blame

backwards prod. nextime

idk dont care to go far

prod https://soundcloud.com/nextime

mix https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo

art https://soundcloud.com/c3of

far prod. nextime

never enough 2

always chillin all alone n shawty sayin i need help 

insta @crydycantsleep

nonsense prod. thislandis

contact/booking: crydermancontact@gmail.com
send beats to: crydermanunderground@gmail.com

never enough 2

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