Once again... all alone without a friend..




engineer - cool mike

cold feet (siem spark)

I knew it (johnny friend)

left me (drmabeats)

I dont understand why you want me back home 
back home.
Ive been such a mess i just dont know where to go
where to go

fuck all the misery 
its killing me
i dont want none of your sympathy
fuck all the history 
its dead to me
all of these messages sent to me
they were just meant to be 
a way to see
all the shit that you could do to me 
but you cant even do shit to me 
that shit is so contradictory,

and i tried 
to make things right 
but you wouldn't listen 
i cannot fix this 
so many lies why'd you hide your existence

and now your gone 
and i was told 
i shouldn't even worry about you anymore
but its hard 
i miss you close
without you in it no this house just aint a home

fuck all the misery 
its killing me
i dont want none of your sympathy
fuck all the history 
its dead to me
all of these messages sent to me
they were just meant to be 
a way to see
all the shit that you could do to me 
but you cant even do shit to me 
that shit is so contradictory

Ill burn this shit down 
its smoke in the air 
i sit back and laugh like fuck this shit 
i dont need you around 
cuz you never cared
you were more or less a punishment 
so go ahead and fucking punish me 
all the evil that you do to me
all the evil that you do to me
all the evil that you do to me

understand me (fxckyeahako)

I’ve been going off the rails I need to slow down 
I think I just miss my friends from my old town
I’ve been wondering if you’ll ever come around 
It’s like you past away 
I can’t just fucking sit here and let you control me 
Thought it was nice at first I had someone to hold me
I was alone at night the devil he approached me 
He said he’d wash my sins away 

Its fucked up 
How you made me fall in love
Now I can’t even trust 
Because I’m so fucking numb 
And I thought 
That you would be the one 
Than you tore out my heart and let it dry in the sun 
What’s the point of loving somebody if they hate you 
If I had something on my plate you woulda ate too 
But now I realize that you are fake and disguised 
And I can tell your a snake I see it right in your eyes

I can’t control your love
Thought I was everlasting 
And now it seems your gone 
It’s like you passed away 

Its fucked up 
How you made me fall in love
Now I can’t even trust 
Because I’m so fucking numb 
And I thought 
That you would be the one 
Than you tore out my heart and let it dry in the sun 
What’s the point of loving somebody if they hate you 
If I had something on my plate you woulda ate too 
But now I realize that you are fake and disguised 
And I can tell your a snake I see it right in your eyes

slow down (02ashes)

change (fxckyeahako)

mischief w/ funeral (vanguardthechamp)

lovesick (siem spark)

so scared (fxckyeahako)

wrote a song about a weird world i created in my head lol.

lyrics

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And the soldiers they march with their guns 
In a place that is harsh and its void of the sun 
Now your scared that you cant go outside 
So you run 
But theres nowhere to go
Yeah theres nowhere to go 

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And im scared to say
That ive run out of options and theres no one to save me 
So wont you stay 
I just hope that you dont become one of the ones that blame me 

Yeah cuz right now im just confused wether i should turn the lights out
Or if i should keep on going its not nice out 
I dont like what i see
Wish that i could have a better world but that shit aint free

Yeah and now i wonder
What this world has come to
And every summer i just wanna know who you run to 

Whered you go 
I dont know 
Hope that they dont get you soon 
Had so many fucking dreams
Coulda took us to the moon
And now i know that your gone 
Fucking hate the month of june 
Thats the time that i lost you

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know

dystopia (johnnyfriend)

castle (iknosaen)

I cant fucking breathe 
You love unwillingly 
It’s killing me 
This box that I’ve been force to stay in 
Only causes agony 

So don’t you fuckin leave 
We been through way too much 
To cut the seem 
I don’t think that these harsh opinions 
Should apply to you and me 

I’ve been holding so much back 
I’ve cut the ropes 
I’m breaking free 
I need a fuckin Percocet 
So I can keep my sanity 

All of the lies 
Made us burn up in the flames
I was asking for god 
But couldn’t call out his name 
And all the shit that we did 
Now it don’t feel the same
and i could wish a thousand stars

but your not coming back now i know its over
yeah i needed just some answers 
just some closure
but now that i know
so glad that you chose to go

2 years ago i never thought that we'd be over
i woulda changed if i thought the end was closer
so fuckin angry i might just take this from my holster
and just unload it 
and as they watch the bodies pile up
i bet that you dont notice

I cant fucking breathe 
You love unwillingly 
It’s killing me 
This box that I’ve been force to stay in 
Only causes agony 

So don’t you fuckin leave 
We been through way too much 
To cut the seem 
I don’t think that these harsh opinions 
Should apply to you and me 

I’ve been holding so much back 
I’ve cut the ropes 
I’m breaking free 
I need a fuckin Percocet 
So I can keep my sanity 

All of the lies 
Made us burn up in the flames
I was asking for god 
But couldn’t call out his name 
And all the shit that we did 
Now it don’t feel the same
and i could wish a thousand stars

agony (02ashes x weikoo)

lyrics

Baby just give me your heart and soul 
I need it my way 
I just need a couple m’s 
A Benz up in the driveway 
When you said you left 
I did 100 on the highway 
Now I get so drunk 
that I forget you every Friday

yeah
and while i count up my mistakes
got so many man i hate how long this takes
but im glad that im breathing 
cuz i thought about taking my life this evening

i wanted to die but an angel she saved me 
she gave me her hand and her eyes were amazing 
she showed me that love wasnt what i was facing 
yeah i was just lost in a cycle that hates me

yeah i was coming down 
giving you the run around 
felt like it was raining everytime that you would come around
and i cant even begin to stress 
all the dreams that you shattered
i thought this was true love guess it never mattered

Baby just give me your heart and soul 
I need it my way 
I just need a couple m’s 
A Benz up in the driveway 
When you said you left 
I did 100 on the highway 
Now I get so drunk 
that I forget you every Friday

yeah
and while i count up my mistakes
got so many man i hate how long this takes
but im glad that im breathing 
cuz i thought about taking my life this evening

my way (guda x fxckyeahako)

Lyrics

the light
its gets darker as sun goes down 
and tonight 
im so scared evil lurks around 
so why would you bring him into your house
knowing how i feel 
i guess respect aint real

oh your worried now 
pouring all my thoughts into an empty hole
buried down 
will i get them back i do not fuckin know
guess im starting fresh 
i found me a queen shes not no fuckin hoe
and i cant fuck this up im trying so hard not to let her go

but yet my judgement is clouded
and i just been so anxious i feel like im surrounded
ive been praying for salvation yet i feel like im bounded
and baby if you cheated would you tell me about it

intro (guda x micheal harrison)

Lyrics

stay up all night sleep at 1pm
nobody texts me i dont have no friends
all the freaks come out when daybreak ends
wrote a message last night but i was scared to hit send

yeah i know that you want girl 
and you know that i want you too
theres no way that we could fall apart 
after all the things that weve been through

wether it be rain or sunny weather know that ill always stay true
thought there was no such thing as happiness until the day that i met you

whippin in the benz going max speed
yeah she like to ride it like a bike or a mf taxi
when you in the streets better jack me 
and you better be on my side when your girls try to attack me 

somehow i forgot all the pain in my chest 
girl what changed just a month ago i was such a mess
now im jump started 
criss cross spin left do a step back 3 
make it swish like bitch james harden
heard him try to say another niggas good as me 
like bitch i beg your pardon

i cant change im a mess 
girl come save me of stress
and i hope that you take all my pain away

stay up all night sleep at 1pm
nobody texts me i dont have no friends
all the freaks come out when daybreak ends
wrote a message last night but i was scared to hit send

yeah i know that you want girl 
and you know that i want you too
theres no way that we could fall apart 
after all the things that weve been through

wether it be rain or sunny weather know that ill always stay true
thought there was no such thing as happiness until the day that i met you

1pm (micheal harrison)

Lyrics

where were you last sunday?
nevermind dont answer that 
im scared of what youll tell me 
these drugs they arent helping 
terrified of sundown
cuz when the night comes on again 
ill be alone inside my bed 
wondering whats in your head..

shit..
yeah i know its my fault
make me wanna put my fucking wrist inside this dry wall
tell me did you try huh 
tell me did you try huh
its so easy just to point the blame and say its my fault

im so fuckin mad think i might just murder everything 
close your fuckin eyes if your not with seeing obsenities
i just want this life and every one of the amenities
man im such a fuck up i dont know why you befriended me

take his ass from earth bitch im steppin on his ashes
i know ima see him on a shirt that shit is tragic
i cant stop until i got a million in a mattress
thats why everyday i make this money do a backflip


shit..
yeah i know its my fault
make me wanna put my fucking wrist inside this dry wall
tell me did you try huh 
tell me did you try huh
its so easy just to point the blame and say its my fault

im so fuckin mad think i might just murder everything 
close your fuckin eyes if your not with seeing obsenities
i just want this life and every one of the amenities
man im such a fuck up i dont know why you befriended me

drywall (micheal harrison x fuckyeahako)

lyrics

ill hold you tight in my arms
your not goin no where
and we stared at the stars in the sky 
and we danced all night 
and we danced all night 
and it felt so right 
so let me hold you right here in my arms
your not goin no where

and i cant find a second 
to sit down and just breathe
and everytime i stand up
the rugs pulled from beneath me
i just hope you dont leave me 

its like were playing catch up 
been a couple years but it feels like your the next one
know you shed some tears promise i wont be the next one 
its just hard to promise you everything that i know that your worth
cuz i could never show you value just with a purse
thats not what your worth im tryna give you the earth

yeah i wanna know
what is it you thought the first time we were alone
was it all about me or were you inside your phone
just be honest tell me cuz one day im gonna know

yeah i wanna know
what is it you thought the first time we were alone
was it all about me or were you inside your phone
just be honest tell me cuz one day im gonna know

ill hold you tight in my arms
your not goin no where
and we stared at the stars in the sky 
and we danced all night 
and we danced all night 
and it felt so right 
so let me hold you right here in my arms
your not goin no where
your not goin no where

ill hold you tight in my arms
your not goin no where
and we stared at the stars in the sky 
and we danced all night 
and we danced all night 
and it felt so right 
so let me hold you right here in my arms
your not goin no where

stars (micheal harrison)

lyrics

Left in search of answer 
But what i what I found 
was worse im scared to tell you about it 

Lock yourself inside this box 
In search of love but you find nothing 
You can cry and scream for help 
But you’ll realize that no one’s coming

no one’s coming(x8)
post a story on your feed and ask for help bet they come runnin
but if i were to do the same i promise you that no ones comin
no one’s coming(x8)
and i cant even take the thought of going out in search of something
cuz every fucking time i meet somebody new they end up runnin

promise that youll be here and youll stay until my dying day
cuz when i go to sleep sometimes i hope i dont wake up today
if i left it up to chance than i would never see you anyway
and everytime somebody new comes in my life they run away 

will you stay will you go
i hold back cuz i dont know 
i wish i could show you everything but im scared that youll go
i just wonder if the feelings that you hold inside are what you show
tell me if im crazy for putting so much faith in this road

i stay up at night and wonder sometimes why would you 

Lock yourself inside this box 
In search of love but you find nothing 
You can cry and scream for help 
But you’ll realize that no one’s coming

no one’s coming(x8)
post a story on your feed and ask for help bet they come runnin
but if i were to do the same i promise you that no ones comin
no one’s coming(x8)
and i cant even take the thought of going out in search of something
cuz every fucking time i meet somebody new they end up runnin

no ones coming

Lyrics

Why am I so bad at expression 
The way I talk to people 
Puts me in positions 
that makes me seem 
Like some fucking demon 
I just get so anxious I’m saying shit
I’m not fucking meaning 
All I wanna know is what’s on your mind 
Yeah girl what your thinking

yeah
and i know
you been taking all your chances on a tight rope
and i hope that you dont fall that shit is high love
baby i can save you come and spend the night love

all these problems with uncertainty 
they always end up hurting me
i cant keep a good thing in my life 
the world is burning me
man i think its third degree
baby please dont turn on me
lord i need some guidance all this pain it feels like surgery

one day i feel like the king of the castle
the next day im losing the battle
you wanna know what its like to be me
i could never wish that upon my worst enemy

im tryna get this right 
but yeah my time is going down to nothing
i cant be the man i used to be 
no im not fuckin running 
im tryna take over the world and ima give you some of it
i dont ask for nothing in return girl i just want your loving

Why am I so bad at expression 
The way I talk to people 
Puts me in positions 
that makes me seem 
Like some fucking demon 
I just get so anxious I’m saying shit
I’m not fucking meaning 
All I wanna know is what’s on your mind 
Yeah girl what your thinking

yeah
and i know
you been taking all your chances on a tight rope
and i hope that you dont fall that shit is high love
baby i can save you come and spend the night love

all these problems with uncertainty 
they always end up hurting me
i cant keep a good thing in my life 
the world is burning me
man i think its third degree
baby please dont turn on me
lord i need some guidance all this pain it feels like surgery

expression (guda x fuckyeahako)

lyrics

i would fly away with you
and time was something 
that i only knew last year
only knew last year

but when i say her damn i said she was perfect 
i know that shes worth it 
and when everythings cold
she stays as hot as a furnace
i dont wanna burn this
im trying to learn this 
its just so hard 
yeah 
its just so hard

**transition**

ive been racing 
tryna be first in line just to get your love
yeah i dont wanna jinx this 
i dont wanna waste it 
i hope im enough
cuz you 
are feeling like the right one
and its true 
i regret alot of the things ive done 
but i wont fuck this up
cuz girl i need you
and i could never tell you a single lie 
promise ill stay see through
no i cant fuck this up
cuz girl i need you
and everything that we do inside the bedroom 
stays in between me and you
but i wont fuck this up
cuz girl i need you
and i could never tell you a single lie 
promise ill stay see through
no i cant fuck this up
cuz girl i need you
and everything that we do inside the bedroom 
stays in between me and you

jinx (micheal harrison)

take me (branwen)

december (micheal harrison)

like we used to (siem spark)

i made this with covid ;)

lyrics

She slides her key right into the front door 
She never usually gets home 30 past four 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 

Just rest your head 
close your eyes you’ll be fine 
dream about the things 
that you would in the night time 
These are the things 
that you’ll bring into the next life 

Just take your dads mustang 
Live in the moment 
Go 100 on freeway 
Just like you own it 
You got a way of waking all us up 
And you know you show it 
Your gonna take over the world someday 
And yet you don’t know it 
And your fathers looking down at you 
I know you miss 
Youd give up anything you have for a chance just to kiss him 
Raise your head don’t be sad 
He raised you to be gifted 
Give it the best that you have 
Cuz you aren’t a victim

She slides her key right into the front door 
She never usually gets home 30 past four 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 

Just rest your head 
close your eyes you’ll be fine 
dream about the things 
that you would in the night time 
These are the things 
that you’ll bring into the next life

front door (grayskies)

coward w/ kingdom (micheal harrison)

abandoned (micheal harrison)

not enough (micheal harrison)

merry christmas everyone!

Lyrics

Don’t knock nobody’s home 
That’s what it feels like when I’m all alone 
Don’t stop calling my phone 
Cuz it don’t feel right 
when I don’t hear that tone

I’m falling in 
Once again 
I wonder what’s the point of wondering 
When I’m feeling low I won’t give in 
Not even if it’s rain or thundering 

Cuz I see 
The sky in your eyes 
When I’m looking inside 
I know you can’t wait to break free 

Tell me if I’m lost or just dumb 
Which one can it be 
Lately I’ve been off one 
Since you took everything from me
and so many times
you would stop to remind me

Don’t knock nobody’s home 
That’s what it feels like when I’m all alone 
Don’t stop calling my phone 
Cuz it don’t feel right 
when I don’t hear that tone

dantei

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