hyperpwop

produced by heylog

lyrics:
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine

fiending for love, don't know if i'll get it
my heart is growing numb, i can never feel it
and if u are the one, doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb to know what ur feelin
REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE ME
WERE YOU JUST SAYING THAT CAUSE I TOOK IT HONESTLY
NO POINT IN FEELING BAD I'M JUST HAPPY YOU COULD SEE
HOW HARD I'M BOUTTA CRASH AND YOU SAY YOU'RE HERE FOR ME

still healing to be whole
don't know what's inside
guess i could explore
the sun sets west as i pedal on my bike
the rain falls best in a vertical line
still fallin inna hole
let's see what i find
cus i need somethin more
the sun sets west if the horizons behind
the rain falls best in a vertical line

fiending for love
don't know if i'll get
my heart is growing numb
i can never feel it
n if you are the one
doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb
to know what ur feelin
remember when u said u would like to see me
were u just saying that cause i took it honestly
no point in feeling bad im just happy u could see
how hard i'm boutta crash

THE THUNDER IS APPROACHING FROM MY HOME TO YOU
CAUSE EVERYTIME I DROVE BACK THE SKY WAS NEVER BLUE
AND THAT HAD TO MEAN SOMETHING BABE
CAUSE IT HAPPENED EVERYTIME I LEFT YOUR PLACE
NOW EVERYTIME IT RAINS I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU
CAUSE WE COULD BE KISSING, DANCING UNDER THE MOON
NOW I WONDER IF YOU THINK THE SAME THINGS
I DOUBT IT, PROBABLY JUST ME
SO KILL ME NOW CAUSE I KNOW I'M LOSING YOU
IT'S SO HARD TO BREATH IF WE'LL NEVER UNDO
I STILL LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING
IT'S BEEN A WHILE LAYING EYES ON YOUR FACE
I'M WRITING THESE SONGS N BABY THEY'RE ALL FOR YOU
HOPING THAT YOU SEE AND COME IN TO PURSUE
SO BABY TELL ME WE'RE OK
IS THIS LIFE? CAUSE I'M HOPING IT'S A PHASE

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produced by me, inspired by blue eyes by ecco2k
alone pt. 2
the next song will be a hard song

lyrics:

(are you stuck in yesterday)
used to be the main one till they turned me to a sidekick
can you really tell the future or were you just lying again
it's been years since i first talked to you so are we still friends
you were acting like i couldn't use my eyes through the lens

were you sabotaging all my plans, i've been walking hours in the sand
i've been way too long without a stance, i can't tell the clones apart from fans
and it's fuck you today, and if i wake up tomorrow then that means that i'm okay
i don't even feel betrayed, can you tell that i'm insane, if i'm walking through the sidelines then you better leave my way

i watched the rain fall through my window, it was better than before
i fell out with all my day ones now they never take my word
it's a double sided sword, did you get what you wanted, i forgot what i wanted, but i got it on torrent

just like fuck it, i can't see it, not the first time that i lead it, 
if i don't get my props i'm gonna leave it
hate it, and i hate you, i don't need it
stop it, i don't wanna have to go repeat it
do it all the time but i don't even want it
did you like me better when i wasn't myself?
you want me to fix something that isn't broken
when i think about it i get so overwhelmed

sometimes, i can tell the breaker that i crossed the line
if you don't forgive me gotta say it's fine
i can go another day without my shine
it's alright
i can feel through my, spine
i thought of another option
how about we just be honest

i can't tell the situation that i got through my head
when i left my shit behind and then you found out i'm dead
i don't wanna be your friend but you can always pretend
i'll remember all the visits that you couldn't attend
get that shit through your head, i do not wanna talk
and you say that that's ok when you were never involved
they gon bring up all that shit that i don't do anymore
if you never wanna talk then that means that you bored

for someone that moves in silence imma say you talk a lot
how does it feel? you got zeros in your squad
that shit's not real, i still took it to my heart
i was picking out the flowers, do they love me, do they not?
i'm the starter, i'm default
and if i hate you, it's my fault
because i'm always wrong, that means you're always right
and nothing that i do will be enough to apologize
you're looking through my eyes, you're looking at my soul
i came this far without one night up in a studio
you're looking at my face, i'm looking at it back
you think of death and that's enough to give you heart attacks
but i saw death up close
and all the fiction makes you think that there would be a ghost
would you still die for those that wouldn't die for you?
and if this life is just a game i'm not afraid to lose

(i just fake and pause)

again 🔁

#fucknigga 
I gotta get out the gutter don’t give a fuck what you say! (Damn)
They pullin’ up with the cutters don’t give a fuck what you- (uh,yeah)
You gotta get it together- they pull up on spot where you lay!
I got lean in my cup! We fuck up we make up!(x4)
(I like it and she likes it)
Sayin goodbye to my best friend! Know the love will never end.
(Fuck you, and fuck him, and fuck her, and fuck them)
See life through another fucking lense-sum shit that you can comprehend 
(Sex Money, money and drugs x4)
Big bag and a bitch and da bad bitch thick, and my heart so sick, and I may go sick, is you a Nigga or bitch! G mane go sick, all my niggas so sick and my whip so sick!!!! 

*she knows i don’t wanna be here long*

I gotta get out the gutter don’t give a fuck what you say! (Damn)
They pullin’ up with the cutters don’t give a fuck what you- (uh,yeah)
You gotta get it together- they pull up on spot where you lay!
I got lean in my cup! We fuck up we make up!(x4)
(I like it and she likes it)

Bestfriends_prod3ds

prod: @janeremover
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LYRICS:
i've been getting so mad at the wrong things
built up chaos got his shit and fucking left me
now i'm single mother stressing out like crazy
and i gotta feed my baby

i don't sleep enough for this
i'm way too fucking weak for more of this
it's like i'm waking up with thieves that take the piss
by robbing me of all my stableness

in fucking fact, i yelled at two sweet girls
because they talked too loud
you should have seen their faces
they looked like their dogs got put down

and I felt so bad
but i didn't apologize
i just rolled my eyes

and in fucking fact
last week i lost my shit
all cause my friend said shut up
thus, i cussed, called him a prick
i ruined an entire friend group cause of it

and I felt so bad
but i didn't apologize
i just rolled my eyes

at this rate
i'll be a monster before halloween day
just give me two days
and i'll make shit look like the rapture

i just screamed at a friend through text
then i poured gas to burn the bridge faster
there's not a king of self destruction
(so) i can't wait to become the master

the thing i feed is kicking me inside
and all i gotta do is keep giving it water so it dies
and i can't remember the last time that i blinked these eyes
i'll punch a guy in the mirror and he'll turn to 5

versions of me

you don't know how it feels
to tell my friends that i had a bad day
almost every single day

most of them don't ask anymore
they just assume that i'm not okay
they don't even stick around anymore
it's the end of the world for me

oh, when the saints! oh, when the saints!
oh, when the saints come marching in
oh, you will feel like such an asshole
for doubting everyday

oh, when the saints! oh, when the saints!
oh, when the saints come marching in
oh, you will feel like such an asshole
and they'll laugh when they sail away

it happened again prod. jane

@gnde @twikipedia @threedimensionsapart @quannnic <3

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asphalt prod jane

𝟏𝟏. INFINITUDE // UROBOROS .*♱ ##𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔥𝔬𝔬𝔡

produced by me

lyrics: 

(we talk about this, we talk about that, we talk about things i should've said, we talk about debt, we talk about life, you talk about me, i talk about racks, i talk about plans, i talk about things i shouldn't have said)

i need to lift, the left side of my head
i'm still tryna make sense, of everything that they said
and the worst part about it
is that it's starting to click

when we get older the pressure get greater
i'm not gonna do it right now if it's something that i could do later
and that's my problem
stuck at the bottom

i work so hard but don't feel any greater
i like to talk about life but life do not like the way i portray her
and that's my problem
i tried to warn them

(imma tell a lie right now like)

shoot at anybody i look at and see, i just bough a cruise now i'm overseas
that boy still my son, pay respect to me,  don't need no tutorial i do it with ease
i don't need an eight, bitch i need the tree, i just sparked it up so it's hard to breathe
if they did you bad, don't get mad at me, heard he getting mad cause his pockets E

and i lie... until it comes true and, maybe that's the reason i'm not mad you
i try every time but it's... always the same, 
if i did it right then i still end up picking up the blame

had to cut him off because he did some shit that i don't claim
now that tryna turn around and tell me that i'm fucking fake
tried to get help but then they said that i should meditate
that bullshit doesn't work for me what works is getting paid

hop up off the bed i pop
fuck the breakfast, i want rocks
bitch if i paid i'll cop
i'm friends with felons can't get caught
bet you never heard of me
i walk in and start a scene
act, bitch we sipping pink
packed, but we still jumped in

and i tried i tried i tried
i'm not good with wasting time
most good times come in disguise
but fuck it, i'll say it fine

and we talk about this, we talk about that, we talk about things i should've said, we talk about death, we talk about life, can't

rude

produced by heylog

lyrics:
don't u ever talk about me or ur gonna get yourself hurt
i wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get goin and i hope to see u never

i'm getting closer and closer
and closer
it's over
cause ima steer off if i keep losing composure
YOU'RE GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER
AND CLOSER
IT'S OVER IT'S OVER
if u ever talk about me boy ur gonna get ur ego hurt
how does second feel when i'm consistently just placing first
maybe you'll reflect from your mistakes just how i have learned
we are not the same cause u are opposite of down to earth

i have fun, i don't need a beer
u talk and it goes out my ear
my hair smells like tobacco smoke
puff cigars, the bands maduro
she's wasted while i'm cookin heat
(damn son)
i can't talk i'm making a beat
can't text, i'm sweating down my chin
pump iron, bumping 2hollis

now don't you ever talk about me or ur gonna get urself hurt
wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get going and i hope to see u never

maduro

hypochondriac

lyrics
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

don't wake up, i'm asleep, i can't sleep without you
every time i'm alive, tell myself pull it through
if i do, i can see, be with you, be with me
i can end this shit so easily
oh this life, nothing mean to me

oh this shit can't keep going on, ion know what's going on
stuck inside the house again, "its ok" i know its not
it's ok just let me die, it's ok just lemme grab this sawed off
paint the ceiling lights

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know

it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my mind
it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my-

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

every night i lose you

miami:
hold on for a sec
miami, miami, miami, miami
ay
heh

you didn’t pop out like you said you would on another day
even after all the bullshit, you still run away
you done F’d up betty, im done, im leaving now
wake up when the suns died down
she just want my heart stopped now
drugs gon make my heart stop now

she should’ve told me like it is
i’m not really pressed ‘bout it, it do not mean shit
but betty i been thinking every night and holy shit
i came to realize that it’s you fucking up the best
i could’ve been the best
could’ve been the best for you
leave me with your heart, betty boo, i still adore you
swimming in the ocean, they yelling lil shamu 
fucking with them stains on me, i feel like i’m t.a.t.u. 
running through my head, running through my head
gotta ride for tropes, that’s my real friend
i don’t really got none of those left
gotta ride for him, gotta ride for them
i don’t know a thing, i don’t know a thing

even after all the bullshit, you still run away
you done F’d up betty, im done, im leaving now
wake up when the suns died down
she just want my heart stopped now
drugs gon make my heart stop now

blxty:
i walk in the bank and make friends with the tellers
i know he a snitch i know he a teller
and me ans gang go up just like a propeller 
they ask me how i’m doing i just say i’m stellar
when the suns up, i’m down
said she wanna come over, well i’m down
rolling in a Bentley in your town
and your ass not gonna do shit so pipe down

miami:
even after all the bullshit, you still run away
you done F’d up betty, im done, im leaving now
wake up when the suns died down
she just want my heart stopped now
drugs gon make my heart stop now

SUN'S DIED DOWN FT. BLXTY prod. feardorian

mortal

OMEN

Midair

deus ex (feat. Drux)

Orchid - Heavenly Memory

take everythin frm me
dnt care boout this money
i jus need u by me
need u right bside me

i remembr watching the sunset
my world it got darker
my life is it done yet ^.^
wrap it up lik a spider

girl i kno that its hard 2 be with me
iv been tryin so hard 2 b what u need


i had 2 take awalk im nervous wonder when ur comin back
i can feel the distance growing was it something that isaid
u make me feel like im important not just smthing 2 forget
without ugirl my life is boring hope this moment nevr ends

smile i kno that life hurts but well b alright in the end
n baby this cycle think of u ovr n ovr again

girl u make my head hurt
we shuld b togethr
do u think o fme evr
i wana show u ur special

its hard :/

@kassgocrazy @Thislandismusic
some co production done by yours truly

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