all the perfect times i'll keep in my heart and i paid for the beat long time ago 
prod @xionnxd ft @16minari <3

lyrics
take me by suprise, to be left alone
all I do is think youre the one I hold
i just want you mine, can we ever start
all the perfect times I’ll keep in my heart

i get butterflies when you hold my arm
never meant to pry, never meant no harm
looking at your eyes, hoping we don’t part
all the perfect times I’ll keep in my heart

i always cry, its a call
i’m always shy, It’s my fault
help my cause and let me win

saw ur lies through ur soul
say you try, but you don’t
all I want is for you to let me in

i want you to cheer up,
but you always wanna tear up
me and frontline won’t let you near us


minari
I’m in heaven yeah I’m with the bros
When we on stage, It’s a fashion show
Wish you were here, so that we’d be close
I lived in fear, had no one to hold

I just try to live my day like a movie
Why you always on my back, It isn’t soothing
When I see your face I hope you’ll pursure me
I can’t wrap around my head this money moving


take me by suprise, to be left alone
all I do is think youre the one I hold
i just want you mine, can we ever start
all the perfect times I’ll keep in my heart

i get butterflies when you hold my arm
never meant to pry, never meant no harm
looking at your eyes, hoping we don’t part
all the perfect times I’ll keep in my heart

butterflies💞 +minari (xionn)

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

arid - for U (skunc + nesa) #us

@venusiann
@k4nji1004

[coldspades]
just tell me honestly
what do you wanna do
you said you wanna leave
tell me it isnt true
how can i make you see
that all i want is you
i’ll take you overseas
girl its all up to you

when im with you i feel like im floating
baby i love you i hope that you know it
i’m by your side wherever you’re going
if you really love me then you gotta show it
buy you whatever that designer clothing
only got one chance i hope i dont blow it

what happened?
we were together but we split like fraction
saw you with your friends you played me while laughing
i’ll spend a check and forget bout what happened
tell me what i should do
its never working out
tell me that its alright
i need you here right now

[venusiann]
i need you, right now
i see you, and shout
i free you with sound (i free you with sound)
tell me what you want, tell me what you need
i’ll buy you what you want, i’ll buy you what you want

from ksubi to chanel, just promise you wont tell
buy perfume by the smell (you put my life through hell)
but you make my heart melt
i try, then cry, those are cards that i’m dealt
hop on a flight out to you
hop on a flight out to you

spotify

overseas ft. venusiann (k4nji)

@aysawee
prod @kyoakyo

note: me n sawee after a long time 

(sum)
looks like ur hapy when im not around
been moving forward but gess ill turn around
cant take it easy and im feeling dwn
im so lost, icannot be found
been going crazy idon think that i can hide it
I try but id lose everytime 
don wanna fight 
ive been feelin allalone 
cant stop staring at my phone 
past mistakes i cant atone
when im w u i feel at home

(sawee)
я должен был тебе сказать, да
что в жизни всё не просто так, да
она забудет про меня, да
мне больше ничего не надо
много страдал, много писал, но это всё ни о чём
кровь ручьём - сердце вырвал, выбросил, ты не найдёшь
не найдёшь, где спрятал боль
мы с тобой под луной
будь одна, не будь со мной
не трать время со мной
да, я тоже иногда ошибался
пытался, но я постоянно обжигался
те мысли не давали мне покоя по ночам
я прошу не верь словам, ты всё увидишь по глазам, е

#again n again w/ aysawee (kyoa)

@user-931075232
@kyoakyo

lyrics:

u don't wanna forget me that's okay
everytime that I see you, you make my day
I hope that you won't leave me, I'm in pain
u help me when I'm down, u are my saving grace
ur engraved in my brain
don't know what to say
ur my saving grace
you take my pain away

I want us to last
I don't want us to crash 
they say we move too fast
I love you so bad <3

I cannot explain the way you make me feel
and if we're ab to crash then you know I'll take the wheel
couldn't hide it at all, feelings have been revealed 
ever since you entered my life, my heart has healed

@user-931075232:

まだ僕は眠りたい
ここよりも夢にいたい
前よりも冷たい

まるで天使みたい
ただ歌う君に届くように
僕らはいつか星になる
から生きるきっとまた出会える

僕ら行き急ぐ
日々を過ごす
頭狂う
構わないで
先は遠く
夢を描く
逃げたいよすぐ

@1akura:

u don't wanna forget me that's okay
everytime that I see you, you make my day
I hope that you won't leave me, I'm in pain
u help me when I'm down, u are my saving grace
ur engraved in my brain
don't know what to say
ur my saving grace
you take my pain away

I want us to last
I don't want us to crash 
they say we move too fast
I love you so bad <3




ur my saving grace +kurona (kyoa)

i thought the doggo was cute but i realised that the drink could kill him i think

self prod self vocals everything etc as usual 

i remixed an old wip

lyrics (a guess since i freestyled it and its super old so if it doesn't make sense who cares no one listens to my stuff for like some sort of deep introspective meaning lol)

cant give up
but its too much x 2
i dont even want ur trust
i want ur love x2
get back to wherever we started
rn im just too exhausted
cant breathe i got no more options
drug dealing gf is toxic 

yeeeeee [idk what i said]
i wanna be right w uuu
im alr
just know everytime u wanna talk
ill be here in the moonlight
jump headfirst into love
we gonna go out and live our life??? [at this point i give up idek anymore]

[cool swag part]

too much

prod.
@ilyinner
@ripwarheart

notes:
school starts
im sad n u2
i love u luvinner

//

[shiro]
i guess thats okay,
4u to come into my life and run away,
ik that we had lots of differences,
so lets push that aside and cherish the things that
we had before, i start comin there,
knockin down the door,
see u by the trees and its over for,
me n u was fight like a war, 
and i miss u,

i know u want that,
baby dont call back,
i was mad at u but it wont end like that,
i js wna see u fine,
i js wna say ur mine,
i js wna see ur eyes,
i wna be there when u cry,

runnin from the past and finding ur love,
got me pushed to the wall,
and i cant see nothing at all,
tired and confused yeah,
wanna be w/ u yeah,
cant see thru ya,
but i might do that yeah,

ik u dont like that,
and ik u dont want me back,
so, lets js take some time on our own,
and js find a place we can call home,
im js mourning that thing we call love,
and its waiting for u to come up

[hook]

//

mistakes『luvinner/warheart』

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

w/ @fuyunoyukisan ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა  ‹𝟹
prod @xtasane -/

ｖｅｉｌ

i
will find.. 
my way.

bb i feel ded.
when im high off da meds
cn u make it make sense??
dnt kno why i let u in...

dnt want it to end
i cnt let it in
dnt let it in
what will it take?
jus to fall dwn
i cnt get out
someone get me out.
i cnt breathe now....

no day
goes by 
where i
dnt wanna die..

and i
wont fight
if u
tell ur lies

i
will find
my way
my way


ｙｕｋｉ

모든 것은 나를 스쳐가는 기억
가만히 그저 지켜보던 날에 매여
한때 슬픔에 또 잠겨있던 나를 꺼내줘
save me
can u hear me
here i'm lonely
i'm just alone now
그냥 지나가
그냥 지나가
그냥 지나가
그냥 let everything go
paraniod
stop thinking
just kill me now
무채색 다채로운 나의 혼돈
come and feel
what i say bout my wrld
공허한 내 마음속은
nobody know
deep and dark side
it's me hol on
누가 뭐라하든 나는 
go on
i know my self
i love my self

.·:*¨༺  my way  ༻¨*:·.  +yuki〔p. xtasane〕

https://open.spotify.com/track/2omDqZiWiMFRdP0DKLxhY6?si=fe8095140d844e35

ib: @lumminaa

@remiliaxd :

oh what a sight
i don't think i want to fly, no
and i don't really want to die there
keep this world to myself
'cause i can hide there
but i don't really wanna die

i reside in this wasteland
dying but i'm awake, and
smile but i fake it
i don't want to take this
i know the way, and
escape from all of the pain
but i can't fall asleep
my anxiety has been changing me

ohhh
and how could i sleep here
i'm alone, i'm on my own, i really need you now
oh, but you hurt me, i guess we're through
no, i'm not you

i need someone to rest with
you wouldn't get it, no
and you didn't care, i know you won't
the words were stuck in my throat
i loved you but you don't
love yourself but i won't
i have to hide away again

(i swear i don't think i'll make it)
(i'm not you, i'm not you no)
(i swear i don't think i'll make it)
(i'm not you, i'm not you no)

ohhh
and how could i sleep here
i'm alone, i'm on my own, i really need you now
oh, but you hurt me, i guess we're through
no, i'm not you

i need someone to rest with
you wouldn't get it, no
and you didn't care, i know you won't
the words were stuck in my throat
i loved you but you don't
love yourself but i won't
i have to hide away again

.·:¨༺ my way ༻¨:·. +yuki〔p. xtasane〕

veil

Recent comments

nvrfallen

saysumn

ilyporo

squidy: after story

Related tracks