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Poems.

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Poems. (Prod. King Theta)

made this late night in L.A w cigarillo before LuV hurts 2
m/m by @whatafuckingbitch
lyrics
150:
don’t know what 
Your on 
thought I’d write you this song 
put you out of your cage 
figure out 
What you want 
Break you out your shell 
smoke on top of the world 
Would you take my hand 
be my only girl 

cig:
shawty pulled up
in a mofuckin' benz
no work hard
ain't no mofuckin' friends
feel on my scars 
we move on 
to the end
she gon feel on my heart
ain't no time to pretend
seen i pulled up
in a mofuckin beamer
wait 'till she find out that
im a mofuckin need her
i got a show coming up 
and lil mama i need ya
said she don't really like 
the attention that it bring her

150:
I know who am I 
around you 
Never thought 
I found you 
Angel wings 
around you 
I loved you 
And I found you

true i won't leave 
you in the cold
you in the cold 
you in the cold
baby you in the cold

cig:
i can't leave 
you in the cold
you in the cold
you in the cold
yea, you in the cold

woke up
next to a 
pretty lil' lovely lady
poured up
killing myself 
or did someone save me
hope I
don't go do something
to make her hate me
i tend to fuck it up 
and i don't show no sign
of changing
x2

COLD (FEAT. PINK CIG) [PROD. 2K6 & WHATAFUCKINGBITCH]

@rivilin

Lyrics

I feel like an idiot
Like every single word that out coming out my mouth is shit, lately

I ain't talking its a bitch
Cuz every single word I'm just depressing all my friends, shaky

I ain't wanna face this
Demons in me got a lot of faces
Oh no no

Mental state is straight shit
Some days I aint really think I'll make it
Oh no no

I know they wanna see me on a stage
But know that I am terrified when eyes are on my face

They say my music saved the day
But every single day I struggle with anxiety

I used to want my shoes yeah
But now I'm standing here and fuck my head is still same

Thought it would've changed shit
But now I realize that happiness needs pain

Yeah so won't you tell me what do I mean to you
I guess im nothing I have a feeling I was used
Am I disgusting, sometimes we have to face the truth
I know im nothing, so you drain me out to be reused

You love to cut me down so you know I won't leave you 
Till he comes back around and you love to say we're through
I wanna spit you out when will I learn the truth
Im sick of screaming awake here's a big fuck to you

Cus I am done with being on the low why you gotta hide me so
like are you just embarrassed of me, I feel like I am nothing
I hear your ex-best friend talk about how much your happier
That's fucking unfair when you left everyone in the gutter

I guess it's time I moved on and just learned to fucking grow
I know I hurt a lot of people on this path you sowed 
For me and my best friend, didn't know what love really was
I can't just blame you for everything but the drugs were your fault

I felt like I was euthanized laying on the cough half alive
Stuck in a tunnel vision overthinking trapped in my mind
Makes me feel like im redundant never wanna be by my side
You woke me up at 2 am to watch your veins just collide

How do you think it makes me feel watching a suicide attempt
You know it fucked my mental state you watching me with contempt
Like was this my fucking fault I always tried my fucking best
I knew I wasn't enough I took my chances and I left

Yeah so won't you tell me what do I mean to you
I guess im nothing I have a feeling I was used
Am I disgusting, sometimes we have to face the truth
I know im nothing, so you drain me out to be reused

You love to cut me down so you know I won't leave you 
Till he comes back around and you love to say we're through
I wanna spit you out when will I learn the truth
Im sick of screaming awake here's a big fuck to you

I Guess I'm Nothing

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BATON! | Produced by stoic

grief

purple oxy x sk3lly - bodies in the alley

NEED SOME TRIS

pretty girls in the backseat <//3
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she just wanna fuck me in the backseat
this the same shit we did last week
she dont give a fuck bout me
she just wants a fuck out me
lately i cant lie 
i been cool wit it
smoked out
get inside
act a fool in it
lately i wanna die
i been coolin it 
shawty give me top in the whip till im thru wit it
only thing on my mind is death and u
who the fuck gunna tell me what i cant do
i know u dont give a fuck bout me 
who gon love a pretty slut like me
all these drugs keep me numb
ima die slow
i dont gotta heart
i got a black hole
if u met her u would feel like u met me
if u met her u would feel like u met me

-emo fruits aka this my swag now emotional apple

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