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ima close my eyes ima shave my head
ima grab my wrist till my arm turns red
ima say im okay but i stay depressed 
same thoughts, different day cause my brains a mess
cause i'm always stressed
never impressed
never fit in cause im nothing like the rest
i got scars on my hand, i got scars on my chest
ima starve myself till i face my death
when will i be happy
i hope my times soon but i doubt it
and i really hate ppl
i leave when it's crowded
and if u rlly wana hate me then i guess ill allow it
and there's people in the room
but so much silence
i'm my biggest enemy
self-hate violence
and i fuckin hate crying
if i told u that i'm happy then im lyin
i got xans by the counter on my nightstand 
if i take 2, i bet i feel alright then
and i hate to, but i kinda like it
and when it wears off i wonder how my night went

when i can't sleep, i take pills too
don't worry, not the kind that'll kill you
but i wouldn't mind the kinds that would kill me
what you hear right now is the real me
ima dead beat child, mind filthy
and my thoughts stay wild up until she,
show me half of a smile now i'm chillin
could u stay awhile?
cause i need a friend

i don't have no one, not even myself now
i can help you , but i can't help myself wow
tryna make some friends
maybe they could help out
but my mind tends to get so loud

self , hate , violence

i acc just want some love

i miss my ex
i miss my ex before that ex
i miss just laying in my lady's arms feeling loved

love me

Blow Me

SIGNS -RIP NOVEMBER

Unmixed freestyle 🫩  I write my pain in every song. You’ll understand one day probably when I’m gone. 🕊️

Jasmine (ProdCorsin)

PERFORMED, RECORDED, ENGINEERED BY SOL JAY
@1SOLJAY

PERFORMED BY CREWSOUNDWAVES
@CREWSOUNDWAVES

𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 🎂 (𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐃. 𝐒𝐎𝐋 𝐉𝐀𝐘)

AIN’T FAIR

i didn't even fuck any asians this time
i fucked a 6 foot tall Finlandian girl tho
i'm 5'8

Out In Thailand

finally hopped on one of these ambient beats!

PAIN YOU HIDE (p. 6astard)

archived from skai's lily acc

maybe ts era not dead

rip mixtape era - lily [skaiwater]

say slatttttt

No kings protest

IG Iluvcside400

Wasted Vanity / 400 

For collabs 
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AIN’T FAIR

CSIDE!

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