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Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.
And

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

Verse 1:
Said you leaving, why you staying then?
You know I’m the only one working cuz I’ve been paying rent.
Say I got no purpose, I’m worthless after the cadence ends.
Who knows if I’ll ever be worth it like, what’s his name again?

Pray again, I’m hoping I don’t ever lose you.
Only sing the blues, when the puddle hits my new shoes.
Walking through a hurricane.
Looking like a murder scene.
You’ve been on a killing spree, I’m rushing through with urgency.

I don’t think you meant to burden me.
Looking back I see how it was hurting me.
And that never occurred to me.
Until I took my stitches out and figured out that all I needed was a bit of surgery.

Don’t forget that Hennessy will always fail your memory.
Remember we were talking bout our lives atop the mezzanine.
Eventually, we took it took to the bed, and tried to set the scene.
And then you disappeared without a trace.
Call that ‘Amelia tendencies.’

Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

@sorrow - addicted to your soft touch (prod. CapsCtrl)

@sadboyprolific

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panic (ft. SadBoyProlific)

@sorrow - sometimes (prod. sundwn & jxsie)

I’ve known this shit since the start
You’ll always get played if you give your heart
stuck to that logic I’ve buried mine 
Deep in the depths where there’s ash every step all you see is regrets and severed ties
But besides I’ve tried to better mine
I’ve broke all my confidence record time
Ain’t nobody out there that'll cherish life
uh
they’ll throw you away if not something they need
got nothing to give then your out with the trees
It’s fucking comical how everyone leaves
They treat you like dead till you're actually deceased
They give you a bed and then choke you to sleep
Then wake your ass up just to shatter your dreams
It took me 10 years but I finally see 
I’m the only one now that’ll look out for me
I mean after all I can handle it
Always just me by my lonely then
No need for shit you call sentiment
Only loved when others benefit
Problems on me I can settle it
Either that or I settle in sediment 
I swear that Im trying to better me
But your only loved when others benefit

(coughs 3 times on beat somehow)
yeah
Sucking my blood they're some vampires
I'm burning alive in the bonfire
everything they do is for the benefit
im screaming and crying im throwing fists
I grab the knife to cut the tension
im taking it back get it in positon 
don't be surprised by the inquisition 
I prolly should say that im on a mission
im on a mission to break the cycle
of heartbreak pain and going psycho
take her back to the intermission 
I cry cry cry here are you with a smile
I get mad then run ten miles
find my body in three piles
I guess that id do more good if I was in a psych asylum
I live my life never settling
die ten times in the settlement 
they do it all for the benefit
I do it all for my better man
I live my life never settling
die ten times in the settlement 
they do it all for the benefit
I do it all for my better man

Benefit w/Lxst Boy (prod. poppy ozu)

Shackles (ft. SadBoyProlific, Woven in Hiatus)

@akumuh - CLOSER TO CLOSURE (prod. neverforever)

i poured it all out for you...

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Written by: Thomas Reid & SadBoyProlific
Produced by: Ocean Beats

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
I don’t know how to act
I don’t know what I’m worth
I tried to get you back
God knows it didn’t work

I don’t know how to act
I don’t know what I’m worth
I’m aiming for the sky
Better off in the dirt

And I

Gotta slow down
Gotta keep up
Life a race and that’s why i run
From all these feelings
Easier dealing
With all the demons 
Inside my skull

Kept from my past
Maybe they’ll leave
If I don’t look back
I’m out of breathe
So fuckin tired
Maybe I’ll trip
My time to expire

Yeah
And I poured my heart and soul out for you
Yuh
So empty, I poured it all out for you
For you
For you

SadBoyProlific:
I got a wife and a queen
But these days it feels like I don't have a shorty
I just got someone who says that they love me
and stare in my face while they fuckin ignore me

Fuck it
You don't wanna spend a day in my life cause that shit could get gory
Huh, fuck it
Everyone hates me, I feel like I'm Chris
Shit, actually feel like I'm Cory
I'm stuck in the middle
I'm stuck inbetween
Still tryna feel like this shit actually means
Something to me
But fuck it

Tryna find worth in myself and my team
But I don't have people around me that really believe
Just people that keep trying to boost
Me and my damn self-esteem
Yuh
But I don't need confidence
I don't need anything

Thomas Reid:
And I poured my heart and soul out for you
Yuh
So empty, I poured it all out for you
For you
For you

Thomas Reid & SadBoyProlific - Poured Out (Prod. Ocean)

SadBoyProlific - Detached (Prod. Teyyks x Autrioly)

SadBoyProlific - die hoe (feat. Emmy Linker)

This song is about turning pain into power and struggle into strength. I wanted to show that hope isn’t just poetry — it’s real, it’s science. Gratitude lowers stress, kindness boosts dopamine, even a smile can change your brain. We’ve all been through hell, but every scar proves we survived. This track is me saying we’re more than our bills, more than our stress, more than the darkness around us. There’s light in my voice because I’ve lived the pain, and I want that light to remind you — you’re not broken, you’re becoming.

Light in My Voice

Find Yourself

XIII – dein neues Kapitel in der Rap-Welt. Zwischen dunklen Beats und knallharten Lines erzählt dieses Album Geschichten von Kampf, Verlust und dem unaufhaltsamen Drang, die eigene Wahrheit zu leben. XIII steht für Rebellion, Selbstfindung und die Schatten, die jeder Mensch in sich trägt. Kein Filter, kein Fake – nur rohe Lyrics, die treffen, wo es weh tut.

Shackles (ft. SadBoyProlific, Woven in Hiatus)

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