acoustic cover of "Love Will Tear Us Apart" by Joy Division

Love Will Tear Us Apart (Joy Division)

the early stages of small song 1, by christina marie

LYRICS

you don’t love me
so don’t tell me that you want me

i am just water,
moving through your fingers

i am just water
passing through your fingers

you don’t love me
(shhhh)
so don’t tell me that you want me

please close your mouth
take back your hand
and hide your heart

well, you can try to light the spark
but i am just water
i won’t let the fire bloom


Small Song 1: You Don't Love Me/Shhh

a scrap/demo of small song 2: part 2 of small song 1, which is not in relation to small song 1

LYRICS

the night sleeps on
the hours stretch,
and i wait, still like the moon
for you, i wait for you

i watch the rise
i watch the fall 
of my chest,
soft waves: a boat in water

my skin to the touch, is lighter than paper
so my heart is nearly exposed

if i listen to the quiet, pay attention to my body,
then the broken will turn away and go

so i blow, my breath like the wind
and then i take it
i take it back in, and..

the night sleeps on,
the hours stretch
and i wait, still like the moon
for you, i wait for you.


Small Song 2: Night Song/I Wait For You

an old song, never recorded

LYRICS

i understand your reason
but that doesn’t change how it feels
how it feels to be hidden:
i’m not allowed.

i feel just like a secret,
buried by my own lovers hands
loved and then made smaller...
aren’t you glad i understand?

and i take it,
i just take it,
i take it,
just like that.

well, i could be quiet and let you
push me into the dirt
after all, if i let you love me,
do i even know my worth?

i could just offer you sympathy
because any healthy man
would never hide and bury
such a loving
such a loving, pair of hands

so i take it,
i just take it,
i take it,
just like that.

Secret/I Take It (old)

"My Brave One, My Lion"

This is dedicated to honor the victims of the Ankara Bombing tragedy on October 10, 2015.

Yiğidim Aslanım: a Capella(Zülfü Livaneli) in honor of the Ankara bombing victims of 2015

original scraps, demos, covers
lyrix + bad geetar by christina marie

Christina Marie