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Maraschino Love

Undermined

Pure Love

first single from the album

coming whenever it's done

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Written & produced by Ctrl blu
Additional production, mixing and mastering by Louis Ryan (IG  @louisryanmusic  )
Artwork by Anna Marguerite (IG @anna__marguerite  )

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Lyrics: 
We fall like dominos, a hollow kiss you blow
We both know where you go, when I go out of town
Lies wrapped in summer warmth, inside it feels so cold
But I still let you hold me

Here we go again
it’s a one way road that ends

With you letting me down, down, down (don’t let me down)
Down, down, down (don’t let me down)
Down, down, down (don’t let me down)

The silence gets louder each evening, same old ceiling
Can’t move forwards so I press delete and let repeat again
What can I do if you don’t even see me?
You and me we’re poison, we were never meant to grow
Should have known
Wish we never met so it wouldn’t be hard to go 

Every night we watch a new series
Reading books on ‘how to be happy’
But I’m still on a train, missing each stop to leave

Here we go again
it’s a one way road that ends

With you letting me down, down, down (don’t let me down)
Down, down, down (don’t let me down)
Down, down, down (don’t let me down)

With you letting me down, down, down (don’t let me down)
Down, down, down (don’t let me down)
Down, down, down (don’t let me down)

down

He walks slowly under the gray sky,
his hands in his pockets, another vice,
his tired eyes, his heart in the balance,
too many weights on his chest for a while now.

A job that keeps him in a cage,
a house that now seems like sand,
it slips away between his fingers,
and love... only nostalgia.


And so he gets lost behind a bottle,
in a sip that takes him away,
he seeks peace but finds an abyss,
another mistake, another half-awakening.
But he doesn't know, he doesn't know,
that the light is still there.


His shadow dances on the peeling wall,
with a toast to a broken dream,
he tells himself that everything is fine,
but the truth has a different flavor in the glass.

The promises he didn't keep,
the lost looks of those he disappointed,
the fear of saying "I need",
of asking for help, of breaking the dream.


And so he gets lost behind a bottle,
in a sip that takes him away,
he seeks peace but finds an abyss,
another mistake, another half-awakening.
But he doesn't know, he doesn't know,
that the light is still there.


And maybe a hand would be enough,
a voice to tell him: "you're not alone",
that pain doesn't melt at the bottom of a glass,
but is faced one step at a time, slowly.


The dawn arrives above his face,
a glimmer of light inside his hell,
maybe today he'll put that glass down...
maybe today... he'll start over again.

Behind a Bottle

[Verse 1 ]
Bare walls sing, in this empty air,
Lone thoughts roam, with no soul to share.
Stillness stings, yet it holds me near,
Bound in quiet, where my truths appear.  

[Chorus]
Echo’s solace, lingers long,
Void’s caress, in this silent song.
Minutes merge, in this tone’s retreat,
Lone’s my refuge, where my peace completes.  

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 2]
Frail hopes sink, in this barren place,
Empty chair, holds a ghost’s embrace.
Quiet’s grip, soothes my lonesome plea,
In this void, I’m the one I see.  

[Chorus]
Echo’s solace, lingers long,
Void’s caress, in this silent song.
Minutes merge, in this tone’s retreat,
Lone’s my refuge, where my peace completes.  

[Bridge]
Walls stay mute, yet their silence speaks,
Solitude binds, as my spirit seeks.
Air and pause, craft this tender veil,
Hold me close, where my truths prevail.  

[Instrumental Break]


Echo’s solace, lingers long,
Void’s caress, in this silent song.
Minutes merge, in this tone’s retreat,
Lone’s my refuge, where my peace completes.  

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