pls help me ur not helping me

i can’t ever handle love :(

why couldn’t i just stay dead :3

fucking hate this bitch , imma suck all on her tits , and i wish i wish i could just leave her body in a ditch


shes a stupid fucking whore , slam her face into the door , and every single day she comes back thinking that ill adore her

cuts all on her wrist , you can see the little slits , maybe i could cut her up and fuck her hard in the car

im a lil freaky , and shes a lil geeky , maybe were meant for each other , sike i lied she gon die yuh .

she’s my quirky girl ! :3 ( holy hell )

letz cut all dayyy !!! ( rararah )

im a freak #freakymoments

u ignored me like i wuz nuthin !

i lost my fucking voice during this

it all happened on february

lyrics :

i really hate my life
i wanna slit my fucking wrist till i bleed out and die
i really want it all to happen so i never see light
and even if i was so happy inside i wanna die , so please let me die .

won't u end it all for me

really lacked n had poor editing but its alrr

bitch i nevaa loved herrrr lol ( ASS )

why i never loved love

ik u want me to , don't lie .

why do u try to fix problems i cant fix ( not finishing due to it being bad )

lil drop got bored

lyrics :

2 pills going in my body , shi i cut her up , took a while to hide her fucking body

all ts agony is killing me i need to fuck somebody 

took her down to a barn and i fucked her she a hottie .

i fucked a cowgirl n chopped her up lmao

lol small snippet

lyrics :

saw u in the parking lot after my show , you were lookin super pretty and i wanna let u knoooo .

a small snippet that kills me lmao

dumbass fucking demo

im afraid they wont remember me

i breathe into the mic seductively lol

i say uwu but sped up ( femboy )

hi guys

lyrics :

i could never be the one for you , yes im ugly its true i never loved myself too


picture perfect i don’t have the traits , i just fucking hate the fact that you’ll never love me too

oh i hate my fucking life , i just wanna take my fucking life .

my looks fucking suck

lol joke song once again

lyrics :

i just wanna kill myself and leave my body on the floor
im a stupid faggot loving faggot im a stupid whore
i just wanna overdose on fentanyl my body cold
fucking femboys till i fucking die im so fucking bold .

IMMA FUCK A FEMBOYYYY
IMMA FUCK A FEMBOYYYY
IMMA FUCK A FEMBOYYYYYYY .

imma fuck a femboy ( JOKE ) ｂｒｕ

tired asl eatin cheerios

lyrics :

i just want u to b by my side
idc abt those other guys
i cut myself all on my thighs
thinking abt u is so fucking nice
i want u all 2 myselffff
i want u all 2 myselfffffff

i want u all 2 myselffff ( surprise at end )

#despair

prod me

lazy drop lwk

lyrics :

yuh yuh that pussy so divine imma tear that pussy up imma make that pussy mine yuh

imma slit the pussy up yuh lookin like my wrists imma eat the pussy out yea she cryin like a bitch yuh

imma eat the pussy out yuh x however many times i said it

yuh yuh that pussy so divine #despair

yo

lyrics :

i hate the fact that u could see the best in me
draining all the happy times ive had inside my memories
just another incel wit no job im a stupid cunt
i just wrote a song abt ts girl named jessica
but i cant release it cuz what if she sees
shell see that im a fucking incel n she wont be wit me
but thats ok cuz im an incel fuck off u bitch
ill sit inside my moms basement n forget all ts shi bitch

im such an incel guyz im so different !! 😼 🪒 🩸

idk exactly why i feel this way tbh ...

light work lmao

lyrics :

imma od cut my wrists n get high by myself
imma shower wit a toaster or just die down in a well
if we talkn bout pill popping imma pop em all
imma slit my fucking throat by tha end of ts song ,

imma loser loving femboy who jus wants to find tha one
yes i turn girls lesbians im so fucking done
if u ask me waht im doing im jus slitting on my wrists
imma jump off a building thats my final fucking wish yuh .

@ctrl --- ᵗᵒᵏʸᵒ ᶠᵘᶜᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵈʳⁱᶠᵗ ᶠʳᵉᵉˢᵗʸˡᵉ #🌃🌆🌉 #despair🩸🔪 #CLICKBAITCLICKBAITCLICKBAIT

woke up @worthleswinner

lyrics cuz why not :

ever since i got here ive been tryna drown myself

feel like im in they fucking ears n there’s no one that wants to help

ive been looking for someone like u that matches perfectly

next day maybe we could meet can’t say that wit certainty x 3

winner drowned myself in the tub dnd cover

I HATE MY STUPID LIFE I WANNA TAKE A KNIFE
I JUS WANNA SHOVE IT DOWN MY THROAT SOMEONE WILL SAVE MY LIFE ?? NO THEY WONT
AND MY MUSIC SUCKS I WANNA GET HIT BY A TRUCK
TO END MY FUCKING LIFEEEE TO END MY FUCKING LIFEEE I HOPE OH YEAH !!! 

mood

im so sick n tired of making music but im gonna keep making it cuz why not im soooo incel core guys right ??

in hospital doing imar covers lmao

lyrics cuz why not again :

getting better , im not getting better at this
its now or never, i should say whatever to this
my fav sweater , write the perfect letter in it
cuz i killed heather and he doesn't know i did it
crawl in your body i can feel you , feel you
thank god you're mine won't let him steal you , steal you
i hate myself because im not you , not you
u can see that in me so i almost lost you

loser aka incel aka disgusting freak aka murderer aka suicide is the only cure imar cover

i wish u cared abt me
i never ask 4 much
i wanna see u bleed
i wanna eat u 4 lunch
i really like u
wanna kiss u
wanna fuck u
wanna make u feel wanted

ooooooooh oooooh oooooooh
ooooooooh oooooh oooooooh

fuck

lucifers fucking cry for help ... dear god !

s/o to my cousin izaac he made the beat

joke song / diss

lyrics :

yuh i popped a xan n im slitting my wrists

yuh yo u a broke boy im fuckin yo bitch

all on mah dick n u still on tha shi

slurping up blood yea im boutta finesse

#slurpingupbloodbouttafinesse yuhhh ! #despair ( JOKE )

meow meow meow meowl

joke song lmao meowl we meowin

warning loud

meowl w/ @koffin

sneakers o toole we up

prod me

lyrics :

yuh i been walking around wit my fucking sneakers
shawt got tha fat ass we dont kno where to keep her
and she suckin on  mah dick imma blow up like a creepr
n she fuckin wit despair i jus kno she a keepr
yuh we wrist slitters bitch killerz we tha fucking best
n tha femboys luv despair imma buss all ova them
n my nam is sneakers o toole so dont be taking off mah sneakrs bitch .

#sneakersotoole2k25freestyle 👟👟 #despair2014 🔪🩸

hihihihihi might delete

lyrics :

i feel alone i wanna dig my own grave
my bones r fragile n my flesh will jus decay
my heart is breaking n idk wat to dooo
i sit inside my room planning everything i do .

im a decaying femboy loser kill me rn

sneakrs o toole been mixxed

lyrics :

look at og .

#sneakrzmixx #despair2014

true story ( tysm morgueparty 4 feedback shoutout morgue )

no lyrics yet .

i fucking died in febraury lmfao

curb stomp em #despair2014 #despair

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