Stuck just like a bleeding pig 
I’ll show you to my blade
to take you from this world we’ve made
I’ll cut you till life fades
welcoming you to this sorry show 
that we will always claim just to know
I’ll set you down atop of this hill 
then lay your body on show
now I wait here patiently till there is not a single soul in sight 
I need the clear sky and howling of the night
to slit my throat
Ive made this choice to take my life and make this single sacrifice
The words I say might sway your train of thought
so what else can i say? 

bleed
bleed
bleed it all out 
cannot handle all this pain you know its fucking paramount. 
bleed 
bleed 
bleed it all out
there is no hope left for me with all this black inside my blood.

BleedLikeAStuckPig

Man, why do I feel so alone
why don’t I feel like a "Man” anymore?
I just live with the darkness,
never see me anymore!
I just ride in the shadows, 
creeping at night 
coming to fight.
I Don’t really give a fuck if its loving or cries 
I am the reaper collector of soul,
wearing the hood and equipped in all black,
I instil fright,
this is the scythe,
Using the blade to erase all your mind. 
Taking it back and erasing the day,
the day that was wrongfully taken from me
I lost it all 
including my soul so I lay back and leave it all in behind,
say what you say 
I will never damn wait, there is no stopping time it won’t wait, 
either, 
pack up your shit and leave this space where we stand, 
Just trynna make sure you understand,
don’t wanna cause confusion 
So here’s a solution listen!

Why?
You got me going through this (x2)

Trust in my word when I say that I am not okay
Why has life got me feeling this way
I think Fuck love
fuck pain
what am I left to gain
when I stay up late at night 
feeling the shit I felt 
Weighing down on my soul
I’d neck myself 10,000 times before I suffer this loss again 
this life has cost me nothing but care  
All I am is walking despair,
So lie to me, 
Tell me you’d cry for me,
always feel like life is just so fucking unfair 
look me in my eyes
Tell you ache 
Tell me you feel this pain 
this is the scar you caused that’ll always remain
and yet you still never cared
say it for what it is
Not for what it was
fuck what you mean 
Imma just sip on this lean in my cup 
make my mind a little fucked like up sheen!
heartless man, 
trapped inside that cloak
i’ll never know what broke your heart 
just know that the loveless choke
Yeah! 

Why?
You got me going through this (x2)

REAPER

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Pull up a seat
Rest your feet,
Lay down or lay a fresh beat, 
I Got the steeze 
This is a breeze
Listen to this when I'm running in Heat, 
I am a thief 
Light up a tree,  
know where I wanna be, 
Feeling so free, how can it be
Never stopping what we doin got to many pills popping, Bar hopping,
This is just what we do
Ain’t no time to be afraid of you
If you ask me for my point of view 
I don’t really give a few I just take another benzo just so I can make it through.

Man I swear that life can be a fucking challenge when it has to all things you do and how you manage. I don’t give a single fuck if you think I’m not your friend, I’m just so damn sick of living up to blown up plans, 

We just do it our way
Do it our way 
Do it ,do it, our way 
Fuck what they say
We just do it our way
Do it our way
Do it, do it our way

Benzo

My Latest work...
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Cardiac arrest, never feeling good 
I'm always hard pressed with nothing left, 
To dissolve these lies, 
to hide my cries, 
to run and hide, 
while my life form dies, 
but to my reprise my efforts in are in vein, 
i spin this situations clockwise 
and devise a plan, 
treated like a door man, 
and here I stand.
Wallow in my sorrows.. 
So do you have a bit of happiness that I can borrow? 
People these days causing individuals,
to not be an original, now isn't that cynical,
turning us into robots. 
So I'm dealing with these cold cuts, 
to hide the pain and so here I will remain forever in pain, 
like a stain upon a picture frame, 
Corruption on some innocence. 

Corruption on some innocents
Innocents
Corruption on some innocents
Innocents 
Innocents
Innocents 

You have the power in your voice to stop a beating heart.
No matter what we say we know it is a choice. 
So despite what I say an argument will start.
But with all this pain stuck inside all of my brain.
I'll hoist this noose up and around my fan.
kick away the chair so I feel no more despair! 
goodnight I'm gone now and forever and all the strife that you put me through in my miserable life will stick with you till the afterlife so just stop, 
nooow switching up my simple flow to something more un-controlled, 
what you sayin' actin' bold, 
mix it up to tenfold, 
who you sold, 
what no? 
no gold? 
poor soul, 
soo broke something I had foretold, 
heart is cold, 
let go, 
Although 
wear that smile be an idol.. 
cause you never know who's watching..

Corruption on some innocents
Innocents
Corruption on some innocents
Innocents 
Innocents
Innocents
…

Cardiac Arrest

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Come sit down a minute
Let me take that burden off your hands
so that you can see the bigger plans
Right in store for your 
I will be the floor for you
walk on me or throw me to the sea
Only I am able to to see, see right through this debris
so come and take a walk with me
I will show you all there is to see, that life can be stress free so here I sit and watch it be…
people killing people, this is oh so evol spell it backwards i’ll show you, it lives within us, corrupted crosses, (oh) somebody come and help us, I sit here and sieve through my drawer of pills
shore of thrills
receive more bills
backdoor to hills
oh man oh man, 
I’m really not a fan
but I try and be the bigger man
this is blank and I’m not getting any help

I x9 
I wanna be free,
The Placebo Effect! 
Wanna be free
Free 

Now even after everything that I have done
this isn’t just a simple sum, I have taken your money
left you nothing, it’s funny
just to see how you live your life
surviving on your pennies and lust for your wife
there no doubt for cross that you carry
with every attack I, parry,
yeah i know who you are, you just wanna be happy
but your oh so snappy
what you tryin tah prove
to everyone you try to remove
you sulk in your sorrow
leave this for tomorrow
say my same old motto
my limbs are weak 
while my future seems bleak  
I got nowhere to run
now…
I thought this would be fun
I wanna take my life
I cannot take this strife
and all of these drugs seem to be my vice
so i ask myself? 
was it worth it?

I x9 
I wanna be free,
The Placebo Effect! 
Wanna be free
Free

Opinions On Me

Placebo

My Latest work...
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Placid x4
Yeah x4

People these days, get inside of my ways
Don't know which way to take this shit, but I know that this is my way, my way, don't have nothing to say, about that, this is my way, can't get in my way.

Depressed as fucked, stressed fucked, my minds in a jumble, I am down in this jungle. Doing like Lamar I am humble but People these days they judging my shit they say that I'm lame, but they don't know that this is the game, it's a struggle! So I'm juggling my problems but I keep saying fuck the aim, I just do it my way, fuck what they say, I'm placid like my name, doing things chilled, every day, every day, every day, every day, that's just my way, that's what I say! Looking outside and the weathers dull, don't know which way but I know on the windowsill, the rain breaks it has ended I'm faded, looking around and my eye gets caught on the window sill, watching the rain break glisten is the sun and the tears start to run, I realise how broken I am on the inside! The Inside of me! Please listen to what I wanna be, and wanna see what I can't see, cause I cannot proclaim to be the one to set your free

I just don't want to go!
I just don't want to know!
Yeah! 
Uh!

Stepping up my game, all I ever talk is fame so yeah you know that this my game, I've been seeing these things but I'm unseen! flares in my life, 
let's start that!  
My heart is breaking, 
heart is racing, 
these lines are shaking, 
but love is prevailing, 
no matter what I do I cannot convince you that I really don't want you, 
but I know that you know this all too well that this the way that rain drops fall, but you know it all! But your brain is small, but you know this all too well ay?

My Mind Is A Mess!

My Latest work...
"PERSPECTIVES", was created for the sole purpose of illustrating my outlook on life to the people who listen. Follow me on my other accounts. The links are in the description.

Looking at my life and the way it goes... 
goes,
People come and go just like seasons,
Which is why I have all these reasons like three's, 
So I just sit and smoke a couple of trees, 
nabbing some z's, 
killin' with ease, 
and then I make a plan just to head overseas, 
but I don't, 
want all bitches steady lurking 
my business is working, 
money I'll be earning, 
yeah, 
yeah, 
so listen up 

I don’t really give a damn what you have to say,
Listen to my voice and to all the problems of today, 
Keep lurking on my track and let me stray away.

To our success girls undress at my every order, 
I'll Pull out a recorder, 
and I'm saving this shit just like a mother fuckin hoarder.
Accuse me all you want but this ain’t no disorder.
You think I'm shit
You think I’m dull 
You think I'm dumb, 
but man I’m not your gal
Man, just you wait, 
and this is no debate! 
You keep on lurking while I keep on smirking... 
huh, Yah. 

Balling now,
Balling now, 

(Malo)
Yuh,
Yo,

I dont like how these folks keep playing yo,
I can tell that you's a lame though,
pull up in brand new Range Rover 44
But these people steady playing like a game show,
know where im from 
its cold but it dont snow,
guarantee were gon' get that blow 
no more 
then another man with my flow
wait,
with my flow? hmm?
ridiculous
look ridiculous 
chillin on your own
sipping activist 
but you all acting up a bit
you diggin this 
and you feelin this
and im geting this paper from this real shit 
yeah i really dont wanna say it
or i get in some real deep shit with my boys 
aint messin with you lil boys 
cause we have something these people will enjoy 
yah,
see me in the street
but you really dont want any heat
im just about to eat,
dont pressure me while im chillin kickin it over here
while eating chicken finger licking
like
sheeesh

Balling now,
Balling now,

(Malo) 
Yo! 


(CHORUS):

Maan! How did we get here, working these strings like a mother fucking puppeteer, this is word of mouth, 
You heard about,
That there's ain't no doubt,
Maan! How did we get here, how did we get here, staying steady lurking keep on lurking, but we keep working! Yah!!

Keep Lurkin Feat. Malo

Said some words
I Know you heard 
So these thoughts keep floating out of my mind, do this all just to leave it all behind
Stop, Rewind 
And Ask me why 
I got to do all this shit just to get me through
In hiensight 
I’d die a dozen times
Just to make it feel right
Fight or flight 
Do this the most
I feel I’m a ghost
A parasite latching on to this single host now one ever knows
The truth behind these lies
I fried my mind, I can’t replay cause I’m stuck in time
on delay  
Into another day 
We say too frail to grip 
too old to hold 
My soul resides in places
Neglected to old to care 
This is the news I thought to share.
All I ask is my soul you’d spare.

Intent // Unknown

LAVENDER ft. EASTY

Reach down deep in my bag of tricks
Don’t know what’ll help 
but I got my fix
All these problems of today 
Don’t know what I wanna say 
I pack my bags then run away
Cause I cannot stay another fucking second
I might blow my head off 
I’m no peasant 
but your making me feel,
like I just cannot stay 
Either way I have no cure 
But I know I’m sure 
This isn’t over 
I just told her 
Keep that bag of tricks right near your shoulder
Don’t know what anybody else’s thoughts are 
so 
better not leave it out in the open
Keep it hidden 
I suggest you do this
Or just you just might fucking lose it

Lose it
I can’t do it
Anymore
I washed up on this lonely shore 
Cannot hope for much love anymore 
This world is savage 
So I close this door 
Then lay on the floor 
And close my eyes 
Said my goodbyes 
Then slowly fade away as I meet my demise 
Now watch me blow up in size
You may not think that I’m wise 
But really I’m in disguise 
You may not think your alone 
But really I’ve got you zoned 
My single surprise
I’ll make you feel so minimised
I keep my sights out for a single white flag
But I do not mean to brag 
You see this shits just like tag 
When you leave your mark 
You ask yourself...

Do, 
lace my shoes and I’m out this door
Following these clues 
Like I got a big bruise 
On Inside of my heart
I just dont know exactly where to start,
But I know that they say,
it is just like 
bad luck 
Like a black cat 
On a bad day
With a bad way 
What is his name
I believe it’s Felix 
I ain’t superstitious 
But it makes no sense he’s black cat 
and he’s just so optimistic 
Gotta try be more like that
Even though I know I ain’t much better
I’m just A low life-scum,
what more can be done for me huh?...

Bag Of Tricks

Independent Artist/Producer/Audio Engineer.

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