I couldn’t see the
Red flags you had
With my rose colored shades 
It’s alright, it’s okay
Cause I learn the hard way
With my rose colored shades 

Sometimes I sit and think about how we probably should’ve waited
If I’d known it be like this we never would’ve dated
Hard to give the love when you you’re self can’t even take it 
Unrealistic expectations what a mess that we’ve created
But you accept what you think you deserve
Like why I’m so damn insecure?
Ignoring the signs I observe
With two eyes and even a third
It was all honey at first
Sweet to the taste with your words
Then later the tables got turned
Like you wasn’t hip to my worth

I couldn’t see the
Red flags you had
With my rose colored shades 
It’s alright, it’s okay
Cause I learn the hard way
With my rose colored shades

Rose Tint

I’m just trynna focus on me
Why you always coming with this bad energy
Like chill
Don’t you project nothing on me
I’m just trynna get it don’t live for nobody
But me
I’m just trynna focus on me
Why you always coming with this bad energy
Like chill
Don’t you project nothing on me
I’m just trynna get it don’t live for nobody
But me

I’m just trynna get it how I live it
You be coming ‘round me spitting venom so acidic
Didn’t even ask for your opinion
So why’d you give it?
I was meditating I ain’t finished
I’m so self aware I’m my own biggest critic
I won’t ever need you in my business
So why you in it?
Pad and pen painting these vivid images
I just wanna manifest some dividends
Spend it on a pound then blow it with my friends
Take a nap, wake up, then do it all again
Is it so bad to do whatever makes me happy?
Twitter niggas telling me I should be aggy
I just wanna spread love from north to the valley
Fuck up a check cause uncle Sam’s my sugar daddy

I’m just trynna focus on me
Why you always coming with this bad energy
Like chill
Don’t you project nothing on me
I’m just trynna get it don’t live for nobody
But me
I’m just trynna focus on me
Why you always coming with this bad energy
Like chill
Don’t you project nothing on me
I’m just trynna get it don’t live for nobody
But me

Me Time [Prod. Tiahm]

Pull Up Like MJ Ft. internetboy [Prod. Tiahm]

I had depression, I still do
Come sit in my cesspool
I’m here if you want to
I don’t really want you
But misery love company
So come and hang out with me 
No need for formality
You’re right where you wanna be
I had depression, I still do
Come sit in my cesspool
I’m here if you want to
I don’t really want you
But misery love company
So come and hang out with me 
No need for formality
You’re right where you wanna be

It’s 10AM and it feels strange that I ain’t faded yet
Gotta toke up just to greet you with a morning text
Don’t wanna talk just wanna watch some shit and lay in bed
And if we drink a little wine then could have some sex
We’re polar opposites but we got this darkness in common
Not on the skin but deep inside and in fact where my heart is
Got this ice box there and it’s colder than autumn
Who would’ve known the thought of death would ever be so calming

I had depression, I still do
Come sit in my cesspool
I’m here if you want to
I don’t really want you
But misery love company
So come and hang out with me 
No need for formality
You’re right where you wanna be
I had depression, I still do
Come sit in my cesspool
I’m here if you want to
I don’t really want you
But misery love company
So come and hang out with me 
No need for formality
You’re right where you wanna be

Self mutilation is deeper than skin, I learned to hide it
Put on a smile just to conceal all my vices
Though the suppression does come with some prices
I’d rather fly or freeze than try and fight it
And I can’t open my eyelids
No matter how hard I try it
You thinking we gon be timeless 
Don’t love you, I just don’t mind you
Mindless behavior we’re lifeless
Alone, no one to revive us
I pray contentment will find us
Or our own angels can guide us 

I had depression, I still do
Come sit in my cesspool
I’m here if you want to
I don’t really want you
But misery love company
So come and hang out with me 
No need for formality
You’re right where you wanna be
I had depression, I still do
Come sit in my cesspool
I’m here if you want to
I don’t really want you
But misery love company
So come and hang out with me 
No need for formality
You’re right where you wanna be

Toxins [Prod. Tiahm]

I feel a little more alone when I’m with you
Please don’t ask what’s wrong you the issue
Know I can be cold, I’m an igloo
But I can’t let my energy get misused
Cause when you’re around me i feel way more lonely
Im a little more lonely with you
When you’re around me I feel way more lonely
Im a little more lonely with you

Tell me what you do besides get on my last nerve?
Pick an argument so you can have the last word?
Lately when we conversate I wanna fast forward 
Escape to far away land with my passport
Blast off. I’m out of here cause you stressing my mental
You only stuck around so long because I’m sentimental
You wasn’t really with me from the get go
So I think it’s ‘bout that time for me to let go
 
I feel a little more alone when I’m with you
Please don’t ask what’s wrong you the issue
Know I can be cold, I’m an igloo
But I can’t let my energy get misused
Cause when you’re around me I feel way more lonely
Im a little more lonely with you
When you’re around me I feel way more lonely
Im a little more lonely with you
When you’re around me I feel way more lonely
Im a little more lonely with you

A Little More Lonely

Field Day Ft. slumdawgtom [Prod. Robert Cashman]

Sweet Tea Ft. Toryon [Prod. St. Justus & Toryon]

CANTSMOKE Ft. Dari Loso x Nappy

crash bandicoot. Ft. Nappy x Dari Loso (Prod. 1kLowkey)

Aw man aw man, did you see her?
Body like a benz and damn I wanna meet her
To complete her mamacita
Tus bonita
I would treat her
Like a goddess
I would promise 
She could have everything I have to offer
I know she knows she she's got me
wrapped around her finger
That's why she swings the way she does when I come to see her
She's an angel and a devil
Puppet strings like she's Japedo
Whole swagg goodwill but we ain't in the ghetto
She got a mind too, shortie ain't a dummy
though she dresses bummie she likes biking when it's sunny
Plus she's funny 
No wonder she's the first thing I think of in the morning
I'm so boring
I just like to sit here in bed
But nah she'd rather go out and adventure with friends
Which is beautiful, I love it
I just wish it was me that she'd have fun with
maybe after we could cuddle or somethin
Can't sleep been counting sheep into the 100s
Anxiety resides in me don't think that I could stomach
Another night alone
So please pick up your phone
And read between the lines
Sleepover at mines
You can bring a pillow and a blanket we could vibe
Glow in the dark stars on ceiling for the night
She's a weirdo it's adorable
The memories that we make will be historical
Arborical, we'll get so high we'll think we're prehistorical.
Whoa
Now imagine that
5 years later we ain't chattin on the internet 
It's real life and your kisses feel like heaven
I won't tell a soul I promise I won't even mention it
I was thinking maybe there should never be an end to this 
Please don't be a pessimist
Just remember this
Nothing lasts forever but who else would you wanna try forever with?

headass. (Aw Man) Ft. spirit (Prod. elijah who)

Im sittin here we chillin and I love the way you stare
You lookin at another girl and I don't even care
Really if you think about it it's not even fair
Cause you got that somethin special and these others don't compare 
You're rare
A cutie with a booty you are
You trynna hop in my car
So we can go to the park
Smoke a spliff after dark under stars
If you want
I'll grab a blanket or two
To watch the sunset with you
Tell me all about yourself and the things you like to do
That'd be cool
Now let me assure you
My intentions are pure
I just wanna make your dimples show a little bit more
Im just trynna shoot my shot and hopefully I will score 
You lookin like you need adventure come on lets go explore 
You're like art to me
constantly pondering
You like you're the ceiling
The chapel of Sistine
I think I'm feelin you
So can I chill with you
You got a broken heart? Same so let me heal with you
Sorry that I'm shy little awkward or whatever
I don't have no corny lines I'm not really clever
You say you into someone else I bet I'll treat ya better
I don't have a lot of money but I'll spoil you with pleasure
I'm playin
Unless you gon do it
Just gimme the green light and bet I'm gon pursue it
If I tell you imma rock ya world I bet I'm gon prove it
All that wavy hair make a nigga wanna pull it
But jokes aside let me not procrastinate
There's been something on my mind that I just gotta say
Maybe if our stars aline and they gravitate
Some day soon if you'd let me I could take you on a date

shoot ur shot. (Prod. uncomfy)

(This is my first ever EP. Its not only about me coming out as a complete homo, but also about me coming out as a musician. I hope y'all enjoy it!)

sequoia sempervirens. Ft. stephanie gonzales [Prod. NIKO XX]

This is my first ever EP. Its not only about me coming out as a complete homo, but also about me coming out as a musician. I hope y'all enjoy it!

Songs About Girls.. The Coming Out EP

i still care. [Prod. w ä t e r m e l t]

fu. Ft. Nappy [Prod. Saad]

Rollin' Through The Market Square [Prod. consoul.]

This song was written by a young teen still trying to figure out her sexuality. Although it was so beautifully written and I’d love to give her the credit she deserves, she asked if I could record the song for her and keep it anonymous because she doesn’t want to come out as gay, bi, or whatever until she’s positive of who she is. Here are the lyrics:

she’s the smell of cotton candy
like fall festivals
orange creamsicles
and whatever in between
she's the carving of jack-o-lanterns
the freedom of ripped jeans

the only car on a freeway
top-down going 80 miles an hour
she's the feeling
of the wiggling when you're at the top of the Ferris wheel

yeah i love her
But how could i tell her?
shes as predictable
as Cali weather
x2

I'm starting to lose my confidence
I was not
prepared for
this
x2

the way she smiles
the way she laughs
the way she stands
I can't stand it
x2

even her handwriting makes me smile
write my name next to yours
draw hearts around mine
when you're bored; i'm tortured

you talk about how your boyfriend is this and that
sure, hes tall, dark, and handsome in tandem
juxtaposed with me, you see, our qualities are contrasting

yeah i love her
But how could i tell her?
shes as predictable
as the California weather
x2

Im starting to lose my confidence
I was not
prepared for
this
x2

yeah i love her
but how could i ever tell her?
I mean look at her
how could you not drop your jaw?
stand in awe, gawk at her radiant beauty
it consumes me
makes my heart boom within me

carnival [Prod. lil puppers]

Mushroom Pizza & Flat 4 Loko [Prod. ruby!]

The Melting Thot demo tape is all of my personalities combined into one project. I hope you feel me.

cuddlethot

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