This is the second song I've ever made. I'm learning how to use a program to put it all together, so feel free to give advice, etc :)! I'm trying my best and I'm really happy with how this turned out (WAY better than my first attempt) Hope you guys like it ^-^ (beat made by IMMORTAL on Youtube!)

LYRICS 

VERSE
I dont see a point pretending to be
everything you want and need

I wanted to see how things turned out
I know I'm crazy sometimes but don't give
up on me right now

PRE-CHORUS
ooooh
don't put our love in the grave
I want you to be around

CHORUS
but you don't care no more
do you?
tried to change for ya
You don't need me like I needed you

I planned the future for us
Saw us forever in love
Stupid of me to trust
you...

PRE-CHORUS
ooooh
don't put our love in the grave
I want you to be around

CHORUS
but you don't care no more
do you?
tried to change for ya
you don't need me like I needed you

I planned the future for us
saw us forever in love
stupid of me to trust
you..

CARE. (Prod. IMMORTAL X Shvrs)

VERSE 1
we arent talking that's for sure
I don't think you want this anymore
I know you can be so stubborn at times
but trust me I can change your mind

PRE-CHORUS
We don't really see eye to eye
I like this and you like to lie
You act tough like it's a disguise
I'm just making sure we're alright

CHORUS
we keep falling down down down
I really need you to hear me out
I see the storm is around round round
can we just make up right now?

POST-CHORUS
can we stop and just make up, make up
I don't want us to break up, break up

VERSE 2
this tension is giving me anxiety
the thought of causing you to leave
I know I can be so hard to love
but please just know that you're enough

PRE-CHORUS
We don't really see eye to eye
I like this and you like to lie
You act tough like it's a disguise
I'm just making sure we're alright

CHORUS
we keep falling down down down
I really need you to hear me out
I see the storm is around round round
can we just make up right now?

POST-CHORUS
can we stop and just make up, make up
I don't want us to break up, break up

Makeup/Breakup (Prod. Peril)

LYRICS~

VERSE 1
your touch brings me to life
cold skin always touching mine
I know this isn't right
no need to put up a fight

PRE-CHORUS
dear god I just cant help it
youre just so damn attractive
the blood dripping from your lips
oh why am I so into this?

CHORUS
let me feed your appetite
let me feel your bite
stay with me til the sunrise
ill see you again tonight

VERSE 2
I know he'd be ashamed
knowing you're not the same
I don't care what they think
I just want you with me

you don't wanna hurt me
I'd give you the air I breathe
don't you worry about me
I'm right where I wanna be

PRE-CHORUS
dear god I just cant help it
youre just so damn attractive
the blood dripping from your lips
oh why am I so into this?

CHORUS
let me feed your appetite
let me feel your bite
stay with me til the sunrise
ill see you again tonight

BRIDGE
let me help you dear
I wont disappear
I just want you near
please don't be in fear

OUTRO
you don't wanna hurt me
I'd give you the air I breathe
don't you worry about me
I'm right where I wanna be x3

APPETITE (Prod. Austin Weller & In Bloom)

Song dedicated to my late grandpa who raised me. :)

(childhood audios)

This rainy town is so quiet now that you left this empty house

I know it's hard to pretend that I know why you left me here
but I just need to let you know that I'll be waiting patiently

It's hard to see how things have changed
your memory slowly starting to fade
I know you wanna be the man
Just know I'll stay and hold your hand

your hand X4 (childhood audios)

I know it's hard to pretend that I know why you left me here
but I just need to let you know that I'll be waiting patiently

It's hard to see how things have changed
your memory slowly starting to fade
I know you wanna be the man
Just know I'll stay and hold your hand

your hand.

(childhood audios fading)

HOLD YOUR HAND (Prod. GAXILLIC)

LYRICS:

If you're done tearing up my heart
I think we can go back to the start

The wind keeps pulling you back
don't know how long this will last
but I hope you will see that I'll stay with you for as long as you need

close your eyes don't be scared I'm here
we don't have to worry about no fears
I don't wanna let you go right now
hoping that this time you'll stick around

baby I'd run the extra mile
hoping seeing me would make you smile
I cant really figure out what you're all about
you're my rainy cloud

When i look around and your nowhere to be found
I scream and shout
im tearing down
Got you stuck in my head im losing sight
Only see your face when i sleep at night
Please dont leave me now
Please dont tear me down
I need you now
Please just stay around

RAINY CLOUD (prod. sickboi)

LYRICS:

Talkin to myself i know its not good for my health
Wishin you were here but your no longer in this house
So im takin these meds
So im writing these songs
Hoping one day youll hear 
And maybe youll sing along

Will you hum along to my melodies
Hold my hand as we sit under the tree
I know im not worth your time at all
And maybe baby your better off

It took some time to realize what ive done
So baby pull the trigger at the bottom of your gun
In the middle of the sun is where i stare
Hoping one day i cant see at all
Maybe then ill learn to forgive myself
Forget all the mistakes ive caused

Maybe one day you can sing along
Maybe one day youll love all my songs
I cant praise the right from all the wrong
Hoping that ill die by the end of this song


I know life isn't the way that it seems
praying constantly but haven't seen a thing

I'm so sorry for the mess that I made
hoping that one day you'll visit my grave

can't stand the person that I now see
always wanted to be a different version of me

I CANT FORGIVE ME (prod. sickboi)

LYRICS:

I've been lonely most of my life
gun to my head knife into your back
needing to figure out my life
reminiscing on all the things I lack

now that you're gone
how I did you so wrong
don't wanna move on
just listen to this song

can you promise me forever
dont care as long as we're together
I know I fucked up
but I cant get enough
you're like a drug
can never get enough
can you promise me forever

you've been on my mind
wasting all this time
cant rewind
how I felt that time

need you in my life
like an addict needs a pipe
alcoholic needs wine
you've been on my mind

can you promise me forever
dont care as long as we're together
I know I fucked up
but I cant get enough
you're like a drug
can never get enough
can you promise me forever

PROMISE ME FOREVER (prod. sickboi)

LYRICS:

I know you won't be here in the morning
You think everything that I say is boring

I lived in hell for so long
don't know why you leaving me felt so wrong
I don't even know where I belong

I know when I wake up you'll be gone
probably already in her arms
I couldn't imagine what I did wrong
for you and I to not get along

She's all you ever think about 
how can I not be in doubt
you never wanted to be around
anymore...

IN THE MORNING (prod. sickboi)

LYRICS:

you need to get your shit together
need someone who will be here forever
cold heart baby it's the weather
don't need me to get your act together

Said you need me in your life.
Said I’m tired of wasting my time
Here I am, there you are, we look so far apart
All bark no bite, all talk no walk
Say one thing then you do another
On my heart you’ve done a number
In my head there’s a lot to say
But I know it don’t matter because you won’t listen anyways

you need to get your shit together
need someone who will be here forever
cold heart baby it's the weather
don't need me to get your act together
call me when you grow a pair
shouldn't have to carry you anywhere
don't text me needing to be mommied
you were just some lame-ass hobby

need you to meet me in the alley
alley
need someone who will actually care about me
words coming out your mouth but I can't hear a damn thing
you clearly cant catch the hint, no I'm not listening

you need to get your shit together
need someone who will be here forever
cold heart baby it's the weather
don't need me to get your shit together
call me when you grow a pair

if you genuinely find it anywhere like please let me know *laughs* if you find your fu-

GET YOUR SH!T TOGETHER (prod. sickboi)

LYRICS:

What if I fail this time
Will it matter in the end when I die
Said she hates when I cry
But I cant help but doubt these beautiful lies
Sit in my room and I try
Try to figure out where my heart lies
Over and over again
I try so hard but I fail in the end


we dont have to pretend that our lives weren't rough
carrying the weight on your shoulders I know its been tough
but I'm trying not to give up

WILL I FAIL (prod. sickboi)

LYRICS:

the days are brighter now that i can see myself clearly
time has changed me
how i wish i didnt waste all my energy trying to keep you
finding myself seemed to be my only issue
i keep holding myself back wondering maybe i made a mistake trying to keep you here
never realized the damage you did to me til you had me replaced
looking in the mirror, i dont know who i see must be cause i cant be saved

i know this isnt wrong of me
you never took the accountabilty
just wanted you to love me for me, does that make me sound like im going crazy?
dont let this fool you i dont want you back, just want you to know that
just trying to figure myself out, is that really so bad?

is that really so bad? (PROD. sickboi)

LYRICS:

call me up telling me all i want to hear
knowing that youre going to leave me here all alone on my own
hate when you twist the knife like that
cuts straight through my bones
can hear the hate in your tone
i just want you to come home..

baby come back to me
dont you see the pain that it brings
when you're not here with me
do you ever think of me?
is it hard to breathe?
without my company?

locking my heart in a cage
not sure how you could easily replace
how i feel about you
you didnt care the way that i do
the way i do
now that im without you
how am i gonna get through this alone

running from the fears
it holds me back
cant let you go
feels like a heart attack
i hate the dark
only when i feel you near
dont want anyone else
can you not disappear..


x2 baby come back to me
dont you see the pain that it brings
when you're not here with me
do you ever think of me?
is it hard to breathe?
without my company?

back to me
back to me
woah woah woah

back to me (prod. @prodvelvet)

LYRICS:

overfloading, my hearts overflowing
with emotion that you made me feel
devotion, giving me devotion
not sure why youre letting me sink on my own

my headspace filled with so much hate
acid on my tongue man you love how it taste
flavor filled memories always stuck on my brain
wondering if you ever truly felt the same way

say it out loud
save me now
i dont know why i keep crashing out

im in my own digital heaven what can i say
never gonna be the reason that youre gonna stay
clocks ticking everytime that i go away
baby why cant i just sit and count the days
hoping finally youll see me the same way
im in my own digital heaven what can i say
hurting my feelings, must be your foreplay
can never understand why you play this game
need something to get me out of this headspace

man i dont know whats coming
i feel like im overcoming
something deep within
dont know where to begin
i feel like my blood pumping
need something to keep the rush in
drugs and pills wont make me feel the way that your love did

youre so far away now
i miss when you were around
blood thicker than water
youve only made made my life harder

im in my own digital heaven what can i say
never gonna be the reason that youre gonna stay
clocks ticking everytime that i go away
baby why cant i just sit and count the days
hoping finally youll see me the same way
im in my own digital heaven what can i say
hurting my feelings, must be your foreplay
can never understand why you play this game
need something to get me out of this headspace


DIGITAL HEAVEN (prod. svi)

I be going thru it and sh!t.
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