I feel safe for some reason. Almost like I’m “Stuck” somewhere I don’t want to free myself from. The voice is just so comforting and beautiful. I’ve never felt this way before

lorn

Hard times Ethel Cain (ambient mix)

As we celebrate the birth of Christ, Christmas is canceled in his home of Bethlehem. Keep Palestine in your thoughts.

If You Were Born Today (Low cover)

everything you said was wrong
everything you said was wrong

you don’t see me at all 
you only use me to cuM

you don’t know how to feel

cum machine (demo)

peel my skin
put it over

the god inside
called to die

deviate
crawl, get out
cut your mouth

skin peel (demo)

A soft clarity settles, the kind that comes when two people understand each other without words. The thoughts are no longer questions, but promises: “We’ll keep this safe. We won’t let go this time.” The past and present blend, creating something new—memories still to be made, together.

we’ll remember together

two demos, one from 2024 (recorded on laptop mic in hotel bathroom), one from 2021 (test instrumental) 
Lord, will you be my shepard???
if they still want me 
oh, the valley so wide 
some place i could sleep 
God, are you my protector???
feel them close behind 
oh, the stars are so high 
and my legs grown tired

The Angelic Complex (2021 instrumental demo)

The Angelic Complex (2024 hotel bathroom demo)

my cover/rendition of Ethel Cain's "Etienne." everything is recorded by myself, apart from two samples. one being the drums, which I sampled from Boogie with Stu, and the isolated vocals of NIN closer. this track is very dear to me, and likely always will be.  

etienne cover

covered up my tracks again
gave it all away you said
isn’t it strange how you rely on
finding new ways to numb it out

go and spend another night
getting your dick all desiccated
keep on standing there all intact
so secure, so torpefied

you’re so secure, so torpefied
you’re so secure.

so secure, so torpefied

Bonhomme sept heures

“A Kindness” is a short ambient suite tracing the residue of memory, soft gestures, and quiet absurdities. From the scent of wet earth to a lullaby lost mid-sentence, it leaves you in a stillness that lingers.

cum machine (demo)

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