You can wish and whine all you want to,
fade away pain, yeah,
Stay safe,
go insane,yeah.
You can wish and whine all you want to,
fade away pain, yeah,
Stay safe,
go insane,yeah.

You're never gonna be safe, anyway,
so you're never gonna stray;
You're never gonna be safe, anyway,
but you're never going to change.

Oh yeah,

You can wish and whine all you want to 
fade away the pain, yeah,
Stay safe or go insane ,yeah.
You can wish and whine all you want to; 
fade away the pain yeah,
stay safe or go insane ,yeah

You're never gonna be safe in this place,
but you're never gonna stray;
You're never gonna be safe in this place, 
but you're never gonna stray. 

You can wish and whine all you want to
fade away the pain, yeah
Stay safe by going insane,yeah
You can wish and whine all you want to,
fade away the pain,yeah
stay safe by going insane, yeah

you're never gonna be safe anyway,yeah,
you're never gonna be safe anyway,yeah,
you're never gonna be safe anyway,yeah,
you're never gonna be safe anyway,
yeah...

Okay.


REC123

Way down in Mississippi,
I drowned;
Way down in Mississippi,
I drowned.
And people came from all paths of life
to hear the sound;
Oh,
Way down in Mississippi
I drowned.

Now some call me hatred,
some bigotry,
some just the way
things ought to be--
Way down in Mississippi,
I fleed.

Now people danced in the street
and held hands;
Some people hid away
and couldn't understand,
and still, they began to tap their feet
to the sound of the drums--
the victory beat.
Way down in Mississippi ,
I drowned,
Way down in Mississippi
 I drowned.

Some call me the devil,
some called me the beast,
some, just the darker side
of humanity,
Way down in Mississippi,
I was beat,
even Mississippi,
I was beat.

Some people sat around 
and began to wonder:
Was it a miracle
 or my own blunder,
Down in Mississippi
I drowned,
even Mississippi
 I drowned,
even Mississippi,
I drowned.

The devil's drowning

Well then,
It's time to say goodbye,
and I know that
it will make you cry,
and I'll be sad
for months end,
and we'll wonder
how could this happen?

Transformations 
slowly creep in,
day by day and 
night by night, yeah.
And the realization
 is finally dawning:
maybe this isn't 
what we wanted.
Oh, yeah

Why hello there,
it has been some time 
since we've last spoken, 
and i guess that I'm
no longer heartbroken,
but not every fracture heals,
and it does sting
to feel something still.

Transformations 
they just happen
day by day and
night by night,yeah.
And our desperation
to keep us going
wasn't enough to 
save us from blowing up.

oh

Though we can look back,
and we can see that
we couldn't fight it,
doesn't make it right does it?
Though we can look back,
and we can say that 
we couldn't fight it,
doesn't make it right does it?

oh

Transformations
they just happen
but I hope some things will never change 
as we sit here laughing.
Transformations,
they just happen,
some things will never change
 as we sit here laughing.




Transformations

Lazy Tuesday,
feeling bluesy,
I saw you today,you
looked right through me.

I kind of wish,
I had waved;
I kind if wish,
I hadn't screwed it up.
Then again ,
I guess I saved
a little pain
for the both of us.

And when you said you were falling,
I forgot to mention--
I had a fear of heights.
When you said
you were all in,
I cant pretend
I didn't know you meant for life.

So, I'm thinking of you again,
I'm thinking of you,
I'm thinking of you again,
not much else to do

On a lazy Tuesday
feeling bluesy,
saw you today, you 
looked right though me.
I kind if wish
I had waved,
I kind of wish
I hadn't screwed it up.
Then again,
I guess I saved
both of us
a little bit of pain.

And wasn't it on 
a day like this,
when I said
I was finished ?
And wasn't it on a day like this
when you said
you had been waiting for it.

So, I'm thinking on you again,
thinking of you,
Thinking on you again,
what else can i do?

On a lazy Tuesday,
On a lazy Tuesday,

Lazy Tuesday,
feeling bluesy,
I say you today, you
looked right through me.

I kind of wish
I had stayed,
I kind if wish
I hadn't screwed it up.

Then again,
 I guess I saved 
both of us 
a little bit of pain.

But I'm thinking of you again,
thinking of you,
I'm thinking of you again
Baby, what can I do

On a lazy Tuesday
On a lazy Tuesday.



Lazy Tuesday

Chronophobic

Chorus:
I've 
got a taser in my bag,
and I'm not afraid to use it.
And I'm
Taking my life back,
and I'm never gonna lose it again.

Can't be safe on these city streets,
can't be safe in between the sheets,
so I don't want to feel anything,
don't you dare come close to me.
I've got nowhere to go, nowhere to run,
losing my mind, I might come undone
you might be shocked soon you'll be stunned,
ain't got a choice, ain't got a gun 

But 
I've 
got a taser in my bag,
and I'm not afraid to use it.
And I'm
Taking my life back,
and I'm never gonna lose it again.

You might think I'm paranoid,
but I feel like I'm stuck inside a void,
where nothing i say is ever heard,
I'm sure to you it sounds absurd.

I got nowhere to go, nowhere to run
losing my mind i might come undone
I ain't got a choice, ain't got a gun
Aint got a voice, but I got something:

I've 
got a taser in my bag,
and I'm not afraid to use it.
And I'm
Taking my life back,
and I'm never gonna lose it again.

(This is a demo for a song written with my bandmates, The Ginny Pigs.)

Taser Demo

I've waited for so long, I finally lost my patience.
 I kept holding on, don't know if i can take it 
any longer. I wish i was stronger, i know i'm a monster.

Don't know if i can muster the strength
 to turn the thought away today.

It's always in my head-- the deep, the dark, and oh-so deadly .
This beast hasn't been fed; nobody's here to rescue me

and then, i feel the possibility creep in

Oh i ask myself if it's worth it
oh i just don't know
today, the answers no.
today my only goal 
is to not let go.
today i have to live without hope.

i waited for so long, i finally lost my patience 
and that's all its takes, a flicker of hesitation

i kept holding on,
 but i couldnt for any longer 
 in know i  should be stronger,
 i know that i'm a goner 

but i cant muster the strength to tuck the thought away today

and that's all it took
and that's all it took
and that's all she wrote
my final note

Flicker

I knew ya, way back when
And I swear to you, we're just good friends.
If I can negotiate how this ends,
so my will , it wont break-
my intent will just bend.

My eye, you catch it, as you walk my way
and I'll proudly brandish this blush like warpaint on my face.
I think I knew you before I could breathe,
and I swear I'm not in love,
I just can't believe.
I can feel something.
Something.

I'll wear my half-heart on my rolled up sleeve,
and I'll work twice as hard so you wont see me bleed,
As I draw a hard line in between
What I can have now and my cutscene daydreams. 

My mind, it freezes, when you walk my way,
and all of my growth,
it just melts away. 
It melts away.

Pinky Demo

Maybe I thought love was possible with you,
Baby I was a fool
Maybe the clouds up in the sky will cry 
when I realize I wasn't worth it after all.

Oh, you made me hopeful
It was only natural
So what,
 you have a smile 
to brighten even my mind.
So what, so what?
It doesn't change a thing; it's not enough.

Oh love, oh love,
never change--
you're more than I could hope for,
so much more than I could hope for,
oh the only thing that I have ever hoped for,
is Love, love

Maybe I thought it was possible with you
Baby, I was a fool
Maybe the clouds all in my eyes will part
when I realize my heart couldn't take it after all
It's only love, only love, love
(After all)

Cultrud