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Ramblings Of A Dying Adolescence

junk shop - helvetia

Yellow

i know ive heard this one before
but i feel theres something more
i cant put my finger on

and when i think, it rings a bell
one that i once knew quite well
but will never ring the same

but maybe im feeling
a part of my subconscious mind

or maybe this feeling’s
an amalgamation
of all my memories

i swear i’ve heard this one before
and it’s opened up a door
to a memory i cant reach

and when the record starts to play
i can hear it clear as day
with an unfamiliar tinge

i feel it in my bones
coursing through my soul
i can’t escape
all of this change
its not the same

its bleeding through my eyes
colouring the skies
purple and red
what’s in my head
what’s in my head

well maybe im feeling
a part of my subconscious mind

or maybe this feeling’s
an amalgamation
of all my memories

its always in my head
it sleeps under my bed
it wont go away
wont let me change
im going insane

its bleeding through my walls
colouring it all
purple and black
please take me back
please take me back

memory

It's Getting Cold In The City

Don't Want to Be With Your Ghost

Desire

Here's To The Afterlife

going to Mexico

TELE/VISIONS - You Broke My Heart

TELEVISIONS - The Breakfast Club (I'm Feeling Wild with You)

nick rattigan - of heaven

nick rattigan - a song about the end of time and everything before it

I never thought that I'd be here 
I never thought I'd have short hair 
I never grew up in my head 
Oh my heart and soul are dead 
Cause in my mind 
I'm alone 
In my mind 
I belong 
In New York City 

I want to cry in your hands 
I want to die in your hands 
Because I hate what I've become 
Oh I guess that I'll just run 
Cause in my mind 
I'm alone 
In my mind 
I belong 
In New York City

Wild Heart

New York City

Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you learn to love then you'll never learn to dance 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you think too much then you'll never grow up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut up 
Till you learn to talk then you'll never shut the fuck up 

Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand 
Till you cry all night then you'll never understand me

2013

Rambling of a Dying Adolescence

I feel nervous every day of my life 
It gets worse the longer I'm alive 
Nothing feels right 
For no reason 
I don't understand 
Why you're leaving 

Is it real is it all just in my mind 
Will I be this way until I die 
Nothing feels right 
But I'm trying 
I don't understand 
Why you're crying

B-Sides, Rarities and Demos

Nervous

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TELEVISIONS - The Breakfast Club (I'm Feeling Wild with You)

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