LYRICS:

Never heard praise, onward stretching days
Constant reminders of how I’ve fell short
One and two, constantly compared to you
Never a moment to feel glowing sun 
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I’m to him as rust is to silver
Non an issue, non of import
I’m to gold, tarnished, and pitiful
He doesn’t love me, in his eyes are just gold


Lay alone, my blood as my pillow
Stone so cold as I sleep and shiver
Try and try but only to fall short
Uncontrolled is my fate familiar 
Write my plight on torn and sewn parchment
Poems sing how I’m BREATHING SILVER
I’m BREATHING SILVER


You are a beacon, shining and beautiful
I’m just a bum who knows not of good
And to the people, you prove how you’re worthy
I promise too I can be like you
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Just a drop will engage a vengeance
Sylver tears now run through his veins
Take a breath for it is his last one
On his deathbed, a choice will be made
Second place is where I remain


Lay alone, my blood as my pillow
Stone so cold as I sleep and shiver
Try and try but only to fall short
Uncontrolled is my fate familiar 
Write my plight on torn and sewn parchment
Poems sang as my last resentment
Lost, alone, abandoned by future
Don’t you know that I’m BREATHING SILVER
I’m BREATHING SILVER

BREATHING SILVER

just a few of the many remixes of judas i've started over the years but somehow can't finish lol

thing i did not finish

dumb rushed random inst

“The Jester is what they call you and that is what you are ‘till the day you no longer exist in this god forsaken world”
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Song:?-CURSEY-?
Art: ?-CURSEY-?
Vocals: NINEZERO
Vocal Rendering: SUSHI
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHqeogmSkC-66sMOCNuw7sg
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VSQX(Untuned and tuned)and Instrumental:https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1un3XZkqIrKPp7MwTXK9p9cqfblHE00Ze?usp=sharing
Bandcamp:https://cursey-producer.bandcamp.com/track/jester
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Lyrics:
I am nothing but a grade
The jester that you made
My life is for your profit
These lessons I vomit

This pain
Is caused by you

Again
Don’t think this through

Sick of
This cold sweat

Above
My own silhouette 

I was taught to suffer and obey
This cruel joke that we all have been played
Roses and Daisies come crashing down
For this an imposter has been crowned


Words that have been spread around
They have all been confound
My blood is rusty and vial
Here the call of my trial

Jester?!
They say laughing

Liquor
Poured by the king

Disown
Treated poorly

Your throne
Killed for glory

Oneself was killed for a new mindset
Treated nothing more than a object
Emotions they never cared about
This mind of mine has been in a drought
Just smile
And Entertain

All while
Life I reclaim

Demise
Of a frail runt

Your Eyes
A wolf on it’s last hunt


Shadows
Of the wicked

Although
Life depicted

Hands me
A drink of lies

I see
Hands grab and arise


My whole life was treated like a toy
My body used as the queens decoy
My punishment, a lobotomy
Caused the knowledge of a century

I was taught to suffer and obey
Laughters of insanity displayed
Embers and ashes come raining down
This silhouette of mine has been crowned

Now I the jester have rise above
Their hearts I have ripped out for that love
My eyes water black ink of the dead
Their darkest secrets have all been said

【Ninezero】JESTER 【SynthV  Original】

Stardust - Original Song feat. Kevin Synth V

OK NO MORE HIATUS THAT WASNT REALLY A HIATUS BC THIS SONG JUST LITERALLY TOOK 2 MONTHS TO MAKE YAHOO

ermmmm idk what to say except i had to FIGHT FOR MY LIFE not to use kevin at least once in this song,, i literally almost did but deleted the track bc i didnt wanna succumb to my demons. also the first half of this song (inst, lyrics, vocals) took 2 months, the other half (inst, lyrics, vocals, mixing, art, video) took a single afternoon (like 5 hours,,,,) ermm sorry about that my little tootsie rolls!!

ok lyrics!!!!!!!1!

Look at us all dried and wrinkled
Wrung out to dry on the stand
Maybe if we'd heeded their words
We might not have gotten these fangs

Opening organs up and lighting
All of them up in one big show
Hadn't you expected this, mo ghràidh,
When all the news-men spoke on air?

Nothing but blue, grey, green, purple
Colour changing with the air
Watercolour sky and eyeballs
Didn't we say it wasn't fair?

Opening organs up and lighting
All of them up in one big show
Hadn't you expected this, deary,
When all the news-men cried on air?

Look down at the faltered sky
Colors changing, hues with patterned droplets
Even if you gouged your eyes
You'd still see it burned into your retinas

Grinning through veining tunnels changing
Everything emptied out but them
Wandering aimless, naught but strangers
To all the kind souls we once knew

Covered in such fluorescent lighting
Aren't we beautiful like his?
Even if you still call us monsters
We could not listen; melted minds

Look down at the empty sky
Colors growing, clouding in our vision
Even if you pierced your mind
You'd still feel it spreading to your larynx

What if we had emptied out
Every inch of humanity in us?
Then maybe this contagion
It wouldn't have grown in our cerebrum

Spread like plaque inside the body
Make my organs dead and dry, I'm
Craving, wanting for the end of
My dear need to never stop

Skin like clothing; torn and ragged
Eyes like puddles; falling out
Tongue chopped off like I'm a liar
But hey look at me now!

Laughing in dirty hospital beds
Wondering what is wrong with me
Couldn't you simply look and see I'm
Nothing alike, say, you or me

When I'm asleep I see such colours
Ultraviolet and infrared
But when my hollowed eyes are open
I see what's left of infinity

Black and white grayscale, shells of life, 'cause
Everyone looks, oh, just like me!
But when I try to communicate,
All of those "People" say I've lost it!

Covered in such fluorescent lighting
Aren't I beautiful like this?
Even if you still call me "Monster"
I could not listen; melted mind

(if there are any spelling mistakes in the video, no there aren't ur imagining things /j)

LINKS!!!

inst: https://www.mediafire.com/file/q2mabe12lnbs060/way_too_long_of_a_song_title_what_was_i_on_geez.mp3/file

soundcloud: UR HERE BOZO!!!!11! /j

The Theoretical Colour System of a Dying Species【SynthV Original Song ft. Mai】

i feel that this version is too different from the old one to replace it fully, so they will remain separate posts
https://soundcloud.com/kian712/i-am-am-a-vessel

【Ninezero】JESTER 【SynthV Original】

?-CURSEYY-?

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