lxstk1 + suntf + ripthepack + jahxtf + juggmyslatt - nirvana (kplays2k)

reup (perc40)

trris - i wont lose

hollowtiphero + nntags - anime

suntf - the dirt

lxstk1 + jahxtf + ripthepack + suntf + juggmyslatt - saks (murfee)

lxstk1 - muha (sigs)

juggmyslatt - sad (drewwcoldd)

juggmyslatt + krunna - goose creek (jxdenmid)

even if i spoke 
you wouldnt hear a word that i say 
okay 
maybe im the one whos lost 
maybe times just what i need 
dont got blood in me to bleed
dont got air packed in my lungs

whats in the air for me to breathe? 
whats in your town for me to see?

give me a reason to pull my heart down to a stop
so i can cause another scene

no i cant sleep and i cant eat 
if you dont hear me why 
should i repeat
every word i say

how can i lose my mind
if i just sit in it all day 
if i write my feelings down 
are they more real than fake? 
how much time does it take
to heal the wounds that i make
i dont do this for anyone but myself
this is progress that i cant make

if i kill myself should i really be ashamed? 
ok
if its all on me who can really get the blame?
ok


i know i should move on 
but it doesnt make any sense 
i know i cant take the hint 
that you dont give a fuck
im coping when i tell you that i dont too
im dreaming of a time
 i did all the things you wont do 
what you cant do
what i cant be 
who you cant see in me 
who i cant be 
who i wont be 
but i try my best to change in the ways that you beg me to

im not top of your list 
ok 
youre not attatched to my hip 
ok
im ashamed to admit
im not okay 
ok
but i cant go a day 
without you crossing my brain
ok
i got leftover love 
im stuck drowning in pain 
its all the same 
if i kill myself and fail not a single thing would change
so i gaslight myself to think 
i dont give a fuck
so no i dont give a fuck

denial

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suntf - the dirt

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