Rapping about my trauma, and things I go through. I hope this resonates with you.

Lyrics:

(my therapist recommended me that, I began to write about what’s really going on, in my mind, my emotions and things the world don’t quite know yet about so i hope this resonates with you) 

On the phone with my therapist the other day
been a while since I had therapy I have to say 
She said it’s so good to see you since you been away 
i read your portal please convey what brings you in today  
In my heart I know I need this cause I’m not okay 
unforgiveness and I know it’s eating me away
like a wisdom tooth its painful and it just decay 
tears are falling after every word I start to say 

Growing up and even now I have a lot of trauma 
and the trauma is just rooted because of my mama 
complications and abuse and just so many drama 
I love my mother but I wasn’t really loved by mama
she’s the reason why I look so different in the face 
I would get more than berate when I would make mistakes 
in the womb where there was me and then my mother drank 
it was so hard being vulnerable I will be frank 

(as I’m writing and recording this, it is very difficult to fully express myself in person, extremely difficult, it’s even hard for me to cry around people, when I do cry I’m just expecting to be asked why. As far as expression it’s just easier to express myself in the music I make )

in situations got named called when she was frustrated 
yeah them words it really hurt and they penetrated 
the reason I’m afraid of making people agitated 
being a mama isn’t something that she demonstrated 
they say words don’t hurt just sticks and stones but that’s a lie 
them words are the stones that stick and make you wanna die 
but I can’t go I’m on assignment so I gotta fly 
God is with me I’m so thankful that He’s by my side

after sharing my emotions started getting real 
therapist said it’s not forgiveness you just need to heal 
cause you’ve forgiven I can tell by just the way you feel 
but don’t rush it trust me it’s gon take some time to heal
so your homework when we leave is go read some decrees 
start speaking them out and commit them to your memory
write your pain out in these songs that’s what people need
All the things you go through builds up your testimony

Heal

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I get the bag never fumble it
I got the vision but I’m never tunneling
Talking these racks
I’m talking 100K
Stick to these stacks
Yeah my breads like a funnel cake
I got a bitch she got a friend 
They take me out 
Call it a double date
Sick to my stomach
Butterflies a tummy ache
Fell in love with money 
We got a funny pace
Pinche I run the race
I’m so chill like a holiday
She ain’t real like her father’s day
Got a date 
Happy Daughter’s Day
Here’s my kids 
Better swallow it
Shedding tears
She recovering
On a date
Not too late
But I’m on delay
Cause I’m getting paper
Like I’m a traitor
Sorry shawty See you later
Gun em down like shooting lasers
Ball like Kobe I’m a laker
Hit the jukes but I can’t shake her
Thas my baby I can’t make her
Unless she want it with a chaser

(Nigga I’m HOT)
I’m HOT
You niggas could never forget it
Every time I’m with ya shawty she committed
Talking Slim Thick Hottie she da bidness
I’m talking like bad
She hooked with a model
For the quality
Talking honestly
I’m a villain
Gonna steal that girl right back for da bidness
She already love me man who am I kidding
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HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT
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She claim she your girl
but she all up on me
All this time you’ve been feeling lonely
I be like
“Love me Love me no one else above me
Greatest artist alive you be touching”
And she say nothing
Just smiles for a minute
Lets me know that she’s in it
To win it
Intimate decisions a winner 
Opinion on point like Precision
On God we think a lot, consensus
You niggas acting not conditioned
I take it that you’re all offended
By me
Greatest Of All Time
that’s why i’m rocking the goatee
Life been getting Messi
So I score on the goalie
Have you heard Tainted Hearts
I am so holy
What about elevated
We are not homies
Shout out to my brothers
Them niggas riding for me
Getting money and wisdom
I’ll bring it to the team

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