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Medic

prod number48

lyrics

nice 2 meet u i hope that we could get along
she cares about me and she tells me when im wrong
vitamins and vicodin thats what im on
keep me alive and youll never be alone
x2
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
x2
i know baby ive been trippin i cant lie about that
everyday i walk around with the world on my back
i love when u tell me itll be okay
i know ur lying but it makes me smile anyway
i looked in the mirror not surprised when i saw no one
not an angel babygirl but i think ur one
been so happy since the day we met
been so happy since the day we met

how we first met

a song about self identity and eating disorders
prod @i789c and @litothedon

i cant wait until the day that i escape
up to this point, my whole life, everyday had felt the same
now its so complicated, and it all had to change
now i look in the mirror and im not who i claim

ive just got to get away
i dont feel safe im out of place
so ive just got to get away
ive just got to get away

didnt know how fast my heart could beat
found a missing part of me
take all of my doubts and let them spill right through my arteries
running to the bathroom everytime i fucking try to eat
spilling out the calories
draining out whats left of me

and its all thanks to you
thanks to every word you say, im still trapped in my cocoon
constantly, im torn apart, i just wanted to be cute
if youre told something enough, eventually youll think its true

lost all of my patience
its a must, ive got to change it
if i dont, then i wont make it
cause i know, i cannot take this

i make art inside of a cell
i cover the walls with parts of myself
because i know my personal hell
better than any body else does

i tried to get away

get away (prod. craves + litothedon)

[kite]
faded in black dissappear out of sight
left it all behind it makes the day too bright 
u were the last u were the first 
made it all worst this is the life i chose
no one can make it right
can someone put me out my life
i cannot even make a scene
i cannot even see thru this screen

just like that im in my head
i-i
just like that im in my head

sticky in my veins
everything turned horrible
4 no reason u took me for the worse
blood just drips 
ion wanna hear
ill never change i took it for a steer

感情なんてどこにもないの

in my head ft. tropes (prod. 6houl x guami)

still p1 >:3
@carna007
@6vz
@fvtl
@odece
@gaugemountedthisone

6 deep w/ carna 007, viizzi, fvtal (odece & gauge)

pretend ft. emorave (mental & emorave)

swag + luvlxckdown + emorave - CANT FOLD (flood + kiro + guami)

lyrics:

got bars on my mind im a xanhead
stars in the sky going by never landed the spaceship, 
you enable erasure
its 2023 how the fuck u still a racist?
effects chain on FL lookin wild 
lil boy you 5'9 why you coming at me crazy
insanely
bitch im gracious 
wait a minute bitch
im grabbing me a 8th but i just spill it on the pavement 
dont play me, im aiming, no safety
like a harsh drink yeah
the way they wanna chase me
bugs in the corner of my eye hallucinations
i just wanna die but i get a little anxious
got my heart sinking to the basement
shoulda never smoke that shit it got me changing locations
now im at the met gala 
now im out in las vegas
fear and loathing doesn't even mention what we taking
drugs got me cooked but the sun got me baking 
shawty got the cake its her birthday daily
impale me
im starting to ache like its heartbreak often 
i just need a break like a kitkat chocolate
got a wonder emporium im dustin hoffman
mr magorium dies, sayonara

backwards (prod. etai s0 + patrick o'neill)

@i9bonsai @mkne @176s
https://open.spotify.com/track/4ZwZU4M5GKzql4axhBnMpv?si=zN3dGuitTQOYw-psuqC82w
lyrics: 

(intro)
softly walk so softly

(orchid)
im nothing
come 2 know that im nothing
dont u know that im nothing
you thought it's something
but it's nothing
dont u know that im nothing

is it me or a screen that you're trusting
yea i know u wanna talk cus ur lonely
yeah your precious aint yours im sorry
bet she wishes i were more like the old me

yeah your precious self-worth is distracting
and you're never gonna be what you wanna be
yea the effort that you gave it was touching
but it's time to give it up cus ur nothing

cold to know that ur nothing
dont u know that ur nothing
nobody's something
yeah you're nothing
don't u know that ur nothing

(bonsai)
call me nthn i dnt rly wna tlk anymor,,
dnt care bt it fls lik im alwys ontha floor
yh im tryna gt it bacc bt im rly fkn bord *~*
no clu wher im shootn bt i hop tht i cn ##scor

i nd2say,, whts goin thru mu hed
cuz u wna ignor,, everythn everythn tht i said

so wrong,, so right,, so lost
n i bn so fkd up whts tha cost  0.o*
bt it costd js2muchh
n i bn runnin out of lucc

(orchid) 
dont you know that im nothing
come 2 know that im nothing
dont u know that im nothing
you thought it's something
but it's nothing
dont u know that im nothing

is it me or a screen that you're trusting
yea i know u wanna talk cus ur lonely
yeah your precious aint yours im sorry
bet she wishes i were more like the old me

Nothing w/ i9bonsai prod. maknae & waifu

@blxty
@15elias

[mental]
you broke my heart its bleeding out
i cry for help i scream and shout
i need ur love i need it now
u broke me all my walls torn down
rip me apart im shattered
make me think i never mattered
i cant deal with all this damage
burn me turn me into ashes

[blxty]
going back to my patterns
im falling in
if u told i mattered
would it b pretend
feel like dolly
tell her that she still miss me
she don't miss me she only miss blxty

lets see how far all these drugs will get me
2d only see the part where u leave
its crazy how everyone wanna be me now
covered up in blood feel like a hound

[mental]
they all wanna be me
i wish i was someone else
live my life on repeat
secrets i can never tell
everybody leaves me
i know that u will as well
i know u dont need me
moving onto someone else
look up at the stars
fall into ur arms im safe
broke into my heart
everything is falling into (place)

shattered feat. blxty (elias & mental)

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

Medic

Cursed Cross (@werecurssed)

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