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rish feature

Know that you don't fuck with me
You're just too scared to say it
Never wanna talk to me
She just wanted me naked

Why we keeping secrets like
Quit hiding your location
Swear that she's a crazy bitch
Get back on medication

It's way too funny
This shits just been a big fucking lie
Could've made money
Looks like I've just been wasting my time

The rain is pouring
And I never wanted this to end
Feelings are boring
So get fuck outta my head

What was life like everyday
You don’t even wanna conversate
Too much that I gotta say
Don’t know when we last had a date

“It was all fake” gives me chills
Only need me when we’re popping pills
Lying stat got hella skills
Fuck it Ima stick to counting bills

Thinking I just found the one
But fuck, I should’ve waited
Now I know we’re fucking done
So I guess I’ll stay faded

Told you I’d see you around
But that’s before we dated
Watch it all come crashing down
This life that we created

It's way too funny
This shits just been a big fucking lie
Could've made money
Looks like I've just been wasting my time

The rain is pouring
And I never wanted this to end
Feelings are boring
So get fuck outta my head

Don’t talk to me girl
Fuck it, talk to me girl (x4)

talk to me (prod. probelad)

When it comes to how you feel looks like I’ve just gotta guess
Tryna focus on the bag but I can’t handle all the stress
Everything’s just been a mess
All I do is reminisce
I can’t take it
Fuck this shit

Thought you cared but I was dreaming
This shit’s so fucking dumb
Tired of you always screaming
You got me feeling numb
Only call when I be thinking
Thinking I'm getting some
911 report a break in
I hate what we've become

She don’t like that
I don’t like that
We don’t like that
Lying like that

I just made round 50 bands
Talking shit we throwing hands
Don't listen to your demands
Too much shit I cannot stand

Problems yeah we got a lot
Tell me shit but I forgot
Too late to connect the dots
Fuck it I’ma buy a yacht

Sick and tired of all the fake shit
Tell me lies and I’ll believe it
Always my fault and I’m the demon
Yell at me for no fucking reason

When it comes to how you feel looks like I’ve just gotta guess
Tryna focus on the bag but I can’t handle all the stress
Everything’s just been a mess
All I do is reminisce
I can’t take it
Fuck this shit

Thought you cared but I was dreaming
This shit’s so fucking dumb
Tired of you always screaming
You got me feeling numb
Only call when I be thinking
Thinking I'm getting some
911 report a break in
I hate what we've become

can't take it (prod. irisv)

(out on all plats)

Hey I didn’t ask
Neither did anyone
Always on my ass
Just tryna have some fun
Shit talking today
Said that you felt attacked
You pushed me away
And now you want me back

I know what I heard yeah
We ain't gotta talk abt it
I know what I heard yeah
Don't care you're an alcoholic
I know what I heard yeah
You told all your friends abt it
I know what I heard yeah
Keep on actin melancholic

Heard you talking shit with friends abt me
Gangin wit my boys while we in vc
Why you textin sayin that you miss me
Ima leave it read then fuck your bestie

Bleach your hair I'll bleach my eyes
She can't read between the lines
Shoot myself we intertwine
Body count is like 50 guys

What the fuck is this about
I don’t really fuckin know
Always tryna ask me out
I’ll respond with “I can’t go”

Told the whole damn town that I was toxic
Fucked me up and now you’re getting blocked bitch
I can’t talk I’m busy gettin payments
Get your boys I’ll beat their ass with chopsticks

High as fuck rn like a bird
Fuck around, find out, then I’ll learn
Get the popcorn out watch you crash and burn
Don’t repeat it I know what I heard

Hey I didn’t ask
Neither did anyone
Always on my ass
Just tryna have some fun
Shit talking today
Said that you felt attacked
You pushed me away
And now you want me back

I know what I heard yeah
We ain't gotta talk abt it
I know what I heard yeah
Don't care you're an alcoholic
I know what I heard yeah
You told all your friends abt it
I know what I heard yeah
Keep on actin melancholic


WHAT I HEARD (prod. DNLB)

(cxltrr)
take your life you got no purpose here
bitch im with my bros and we locked in thats why we twin for real
trix how they for kids dont want no zyn i aint no babysitter
worried bout ur feelins ‘for the bag thats why your pockets thinner

im comin down i need some oxi in me
fuck up out my dms bout sum feature like stop talkin to me
lyin bout sum bands you twenty five and wearin panda louis
said you makin songs that shit sum ass thats why them pockets puny

(9rishh)
gotta let you go i just cant look back
yeah i never switch even for a check
i got many foes make a bloody mess
fooled me like a bitch is it all a test

cloak and dagger black and white you know we twinning
yeah you promise broken fallacies but i see your light dimming
you know i had to do it to that boy yeah do my bidding
had to get up off my ass and start the grind we get to winning yeah

(1crusafix)
back up
tell that boy to back up
roll a wood im gassed up
watch the money add up
strapped up
careful i might cap ya
you should get yo racks up
scared to be like that yuh

remember days i didnt have shi 
now im all up in a penthouse im counting cabbage
you not rlly gettin money n you on some sad shi
and im smoking on a blunt and they said to pass it

(cxltrr)
take your life you got no purpose here
bitch im with my bros and we locked in thats why we twin for real
trix how they for kids dont want no zyn i aint no babysitter
worried bout ur feelins ‘for the bag thats why your pockets thinner

im comin down i need some oxi in me
fuck up out my dms bout sum feature like stop talkin to me
lyin bout sum bands you twenty five and wearin panda louis
said you makin songs that shit sum ass thats why them pockets puny

trix (feat. 9rishh, 1crusafix) (prod. lynU + kay)

relapse ft cxltrr

“Make your choice” I keep deciding
Waiting for some silver lining
Broke my door just like The Shining
Always with this bullshit timing

What’s it like being small
I got no experience
You’re waiting by the wall
Actin all mysterious
Just took a couple calls
Made another million
She said we’re bound to fall
Are you fuckin serious?

Are you fuckin serious?
Are you fuckin serious?
Are you fuckin serious?
Are you fuckin serious?

You know I got codeine in my backpack
No show and no call because I'm like that
Might go with your girl we gonna lose track
Hello all the bitches want me right back
(Yeah that’s cap)

What’s it like being small
I got no experience
You’re waiting by the wall
Actin all mysterious
Just took a couple calls
Made another million
She said we’re bound to fall
Are you fuckin serious?

Are you fuckin serious?
Are you fuckin serious?
Are you fuckin serious?
Are you fuckin serious?

r u serious (prod. sty)

(crusey)
no i cant try goin back
i wont switch up on my bros
i wont switch up on my pack
i just spent a band and made it right back
i cant do this shit again im never falling for ur traps

oh, is it too late to say that i shoulda tried
i know that ill never be the same but thats alright
let go, its been too long i dont know if i can fight
say so, tell me if i open up like would u hide?

(cxltrr)
i wont switch up on no one think i just need some time
just wish that i could forget it but you wont leave my mind
i try to breathe but its kills me to know that you aint mine
i know i cant see the future but i can see the signs

i try to fix it but i turn it to a mess
i cant stand feeling stressed
too much weight against my chest yea

im getting tired wont you stay for the night
if you did, is it right?
guess im sick of the fights yea

(9rish!)
lotta things up on mind
sorry i dont got no time
i wish that i could rewind it all

i know i made a mistake
ill think about the day
where we lost it all

go right back yeah
pistol pack yeah
i dont lack yeah switch on it attached bruh
she wanna smash so i tap it then i dash yeah
u got lotta bands so i take it then i ran up

(crusey)
no i cant try goin back
i wont switch up on my bros
i wont switch up on my pack
i just spent a band and made it right back
i cant do this shit again im never falling for ur traps

oh, is it too late to say that i shoulda tried
i know that ill never be the same but thats alright
let go, its been too long i dont know if i can fight
say so, tell me if i open up like would u hide?

forget it (feat. crusey, 9rishh) (prod. crusey + lynU)

what's there to see?
a million trees staring at me
would you believe?
they live for me, unwillingly

the leaves have grown back
don't you see?
flowing in the wind;
such a breeze

harsh to the touch 
you splintered my knees

good things were made to hurt
me



demo I wrote early winter 2024

window

be gentle with me
I break easily
didn't get enough sleep
must dream that I am somewhere else
so don't wake me

a million times I gave up trying
just repeating a cycle
now idk what's good anymore
and all the things I used to do has lost all meaning
yeah nothing's working

I wanna be the star not the sideshow
not the limbs to the body of a tightrope
greedy for the spotlight
give me more screentime
I think we're just alike;
more than we'll ever know

would you look out for me? 
don't wanna feel alone anymore
never get enough sleep
can't help that I am somewhere else
could you chase me?

a million times I gave up trying
just repeating a cycle
now idk what's good anymore
and all the things I used to do has lost all meaning
yeah nothing's working

I wanna be the star not the sideshow
not the limbs to the body of a tightrope
greedy for the spotlight
give me more screentime
I think we're just alike;
more than we'll ever know

demo I wrote summer 2024

sideshow

I don't mean to cry
it's not like I miss you
it hurts more each day; 
I thought-- I'm pushing through

every time I think it's getting better
I tank right down again,
I thought you'd never
throw it away like you did
and you'd check on me;
ask if "we're" not okay

I know I put out the match
but as I blew it 
I told you that I loved you
and I never even said that I stopped

& you stopped

demo written in march 2025

(Adam)
If you gonna take a pic then get my best side
Just did hella grass with all my boys we so fried
Went and boxed a furry and I almost fuckin died
She was kinda bad, you know that I had to slide

With your bitch and she wanna furry roleplay
I don't really fuck with allat I said no way
Why the hell you ask me this again the next day
She keep yappin waitin till I'm sayin “okay”

 (Mikael)
I’m fucked up, trippin off the ritalin
You’re so chopped, ain’t nobody give a shit
Ferrari, take this shit out for a spin
These furries, spent five nights at fine shyts

Adam fought a furry, then he got his ass beat
Also took a video, got that shit on repeat
I hit up a bad bitch, when I went to stalk her
I found out she’s 16, now I gotta block her

 (Jacob)
Got a pick-me in my dms so you know I gotta block her 
I fuck with Mikael he might lowkey be a stalker 
I saw your mans, I kick his balls just like its soccer 
You know Johnny got that cake like betty crocker 

Up late with the boys on furry roleplay 
She got a tail and wanna kiss I tell her no way 
I got Astolfo in my party but its not gay 
You know Adam eat his booty like a buffet

 (Juan)
Shawty want me in a cat suit
I said no, she’s pissed, now I’m screwed
Called her man a bitch and a fuckin fat dude
All his boys gonna eat some more food

Fuckin all these OF bitches I’m the sponser
Just kicked her out cuz I didn’t really want her
Putting all these hoes on the “shitty” white monster 
Now the shawtys say that they all hate cxltrr

 (Johnny)
Furry roleplay, they ain’t feel no shame
Feelin like the plug the way they call for cocaine
I fuck wit vanilla shawtys, other bitches lame
Mikael tryna be a hater, he ain’t got game

I just hit her from the front, then I smoke a fuckin blunt
Get the homies that I trust, now we goin on a hunt
Shootin all these shots like a hooper
Pickin up these furries like an uber

FURRY ROLEPLAY (ft. my friends)(prod. benji)

demostar - pointless feat. rish!

(lonkism)
I wanna be alone
Just let me spend Christmas on my phone
I don’t wanna play, think the sun’s too bright
Everything will be alright

Don’t care about the snow
Stay bundled up even though I know
It’s a special day, it’s a special night
Everything will be alright

(cxltrr)
I don't need this
Mistletoe I’d rather be alone don’t wanna see this
I’m not wrapping presents, I’m too busy cracking presets
Living life alone I need somebody to complete it
It's just hard to know I’m not the one you wanna be with

Stay with me
I need somebody who can 
Say to me that I love you 
When it rains yea it pours 
Need somebody to adore 
Never felt this way before 
So alone that it’s awful

(lonkism)
Not gonna answer any calls
I’m too busy staring at my walls
I’ve already seen it all
Fuck winter, my favorite season’s fall

Everyone's dressed in these red-white clothes
Always obsessed with these mistletoes
It’s time to be bold where anything goes
I don’t care about it though

christmas on my phone (ft. cxltrr)(prod. soni x harui)

18 socal
ig - @cxltrr
disc - @cxltrrgotswag

trix (feat. 9rishh, 1crusafix) (prod. lynU + kay)

cxltrr

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