lyrics //


think it’s getting bad again
i’ve been lying to my friends
feel the weight here in this bed
truth is i’m tired

sit and wait for walls to speak
searching for some kind of clarity
i’m afraid of what they’ll think of me
if they heard

see i’m smiling 
it’s okay if i’m crying
just as long as i’m trying
to wake up and breathe

take cold showers
eat alone at odd hours
replay all the encounters 
that i’ll unpack in therapy

last time i saw you i was just a little bit brighter 
and now you’re waiting on my light to return
someone lied when they told you that i was a fighter
‘cos now i’m praying for you to come save me, please come and save me
before i become something hard to believe in
and you know that you’re better off leaving

see i’m smiling 
it’s okay if i’m crying
just as long as i’m trying
to wake up and breathe

take cold showers
eat alone at odd hours
replay all the encounters 
that i’ll unpack in therapy

therapy w/ HEARTAVI & blackwinterwells

notes: very very fun song! :D originally made this in around august of 2020 but did some massive touchups in the last couple months. thanks to nat left at london for recording herself saying "its music time" on the spot for this lol

produced by me
written by me, boygrrl, glitch gum
mixed/mastered by me
backing vocals at the end by left at london

lyrics:

/phixel/
is there anything left 
that i've got to lose
take a walk in my shoes 
and you'll hate it here
you've got nothing to do
but split pawns into two
and you're rationing
what will starve you soon

/boygrrl/
you really want to get me closer
but you never hold me right
i really want to fall for you but
you still never hold me right

/glitch gum/
and if everything could be the same, then it would be the same
but even through the change (would you slow down for me)
and if everything was all okay, i wouldn't be this way
when i regain my strength (would you slow down for me)
uh oh, you dont have to go
notice i can pick something back up once you let it go
you dont have to worry bout me, if u want me gone i'll go
but if you wanna see me later you can always let me know

/phixel/
is there anything left 
that i've got to lose
take a walk in my shoes 
and you'll hate it here
you've got nothing to do
but split pawns into two
and you're rationing
what will starve you soon

/boygrrl/
you really want to get me closer
but you never hold me right
i really want to fall for you but
you still never hold me right

/phixel/
oh, i am burning out
burning down
and it's all your fault
you did this to me, you did this to me

is there anything left 
that i've got to lose
take a walk in my shoes 
and you'll hate it here
you've got nothing to do
but split pawns into two
and you're rationing
what will starve you soon

/left at london/
its music time! its music time! (i dont know, use one of these)

embrace (feat. boygrrl & Glitch Gum)

𓄒 + cure id 92

us pushing button

ｄｊ ｚｉｐ ｂｏｍｂ gets a hold of the underscores acapellas

prod me

i've been running running running from the darkness
ain't nobody ever ready for life at its hardest
so dont you start shit
pushing anyone away i'm feeling heartless, no

i've been trying to fix it all but i do nothing
now i gotta deal with problems that you pushed on me
you're disgusting
you went too far i should've never let you trust me, no

push it all away, away, away
but now it's all piled up
i realize that im trapped
and now there's nowhere to run
as it all starts to collapse back down on me
waste up another day, a day, a day
and it's the same everytime
feels like i'm living the past
i need to change up my life
before i turn to a passing memory

there's really no point at all
blinded in the maze running to the walls
swear there's no exit
i should've guessed it
i should just never try again and just accept it

and there's no point trying to save face
i can't ever go back i got no savestates
i cried to you, you gave me blank face
so i'll be smiling when i see you get the same fate

i've been doing anything to get rid of this curse
thrown myself against the wall cuz i cant deal with my hurt
it only gets worse
and every time it's multipled it cant be reversed, no

i've been so annoyed i'm screaming when i'm in my room
every day when i wake up and i know i wont get through
i'm broken in two
you said you miss me well i'm fucking missing me too, no

push it all away, away, away
but now it's all piled up
i realize that im trapped
and now there's nowhere to run
as it all starts to collapse back down on me
waste up another day, a day, a day
and it's the same everytime
feels like i'm living the past
i need to change up my life
before i turn to a passing memory

i miss me

my life 2
i hate my music and anything that involves it

fabricate

kitty fuckin up her shit
she aint stop a lil bit
kitty fuckin up her shit
she aint a dog, she aint a bitch

k1tyh0u5_:3

home - 2/?

back from the start

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rip ver 11.17.0-50 update

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