its always me vs everyone

produced by oddyssi obv + thank you swag for helping me understand serum
so obviously insp by zeke + kmoe  sorry



lyrics:
you always said to me
you never ever wanted me around
i dont think i have the guts to tell
you when im freaking out
when i leave and turn eighteen i wont be coming back at all
when i die before nineteen
i hope you hold regrets forever

its not the same
its not the same
i put my mind to paper
feel just like a fake
am i a fake?
am i a fake?
ive got no fuckin idea
wish i could explain it -

.
you always said to me
dont-
you always said to me-
why do you keep talking?
i dont even want to talk to me
why do you lie?
why do you-
why wont u tell me?

(say you wont) come back
to hold me down
you always said to me dont-
a a a
im upside down on the ceiling
i dont think i can feel it
why do u keep insisting
ill come back around

...
...
...

leave a trail of blood thts buried in the snow
falling in oblivion like every week
hurt myself in ways that you could never know
& i hurt myself more times than youve hurt me

...so what do you want?
i dont think i exist im just a part of your thought
and why cant anybody see me
...why cant anybody see me?

.
you always said to me
dont-
you always said to me-
why do you keep talking?
i dont even want to talk to me
why do you lie?
why do you-
why wont u tell me?

(say you wont) come back
to hold me down
you always said to me dont-
a a a
im upside down on the ceiling
i dont think i can feel it
why do u keep insisting
ill come back around

why did you

jump straight into cold water
did you check the temperature
did you even bother
many times i still feel like im so immature
don't cut of the nurture
where are all the others like me 

what to do
individual i'm not like all of you
not a quick decision maker
gotta think it through
(flop flop)
that's the sound of my beats
'xcept for sk00t sayin "heat"
and josh with the repeats
film over my eyes
the boat just keeps on rowing
do i wanna stop or keep on goin'
semicolon
null MPH drive
i can't keep the focus
seems like nobody else pays mind
to what i notice 

downward thats the word
it's not easy to block out everything i heard
i don't know how to fly yet like a baby bird
but one day imma get there thats for sure
mountain over again
i'm reliving my days and i repeat what i say
one seven
haven't learned my lesson
when i hear about the future i don't listen no attention 

im goin' down down down
to the ground ground ground
won't make a sound sound sound
'til i drown drown down
yeah
yeah i'm lost and found
nobody can hear my cries from underground
i let my mind get the best of me every night
got the devil on my shoulder it's a constant fight 

downward thats the word
it's not easy to block out everything i heard
i don't know how to fly yet like a baby bird
but one day imma get there thats for sure
mountain over again
i'm reliving my days and i repeat what i say
one seven
haven't learned my lesson
when i hear about the future i don't listen no attention

[prod. me]

dwnwrd

ion know bout that

spongeoftheday remix (prod. N0TA)

@staggyucrazy and I yellin out fuck them!

art by @lilpetrolstation

bluffin. w/ staggy (prod. thxndrz)

rannn pt2 w/ NATE!

woof (cosmik)

seasons - 8485 (unreleased)

lyrics:

spend the day like we did the last time,
spend a couple more reminiscing
so it goes, as it goes

does this mean anything?
do you smile through the pain like me?
does this mean anything?
do you smile through the pain like me?

im depressed, you’re unrelenting
unimpressed, i don't give a fuck

ion know bout that

cxrpool

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