ver.1
forget what i said
the voice in my head
the voice in my head said he wanted me dead
that’s enough to be said
enough to be said

ver.2
you know that’s the truth
cut ties out the blue 
like a gun to my head i don’t think that we’ve met
is it something i said 
something i said yeah

(chorus)
i am a ghost (yeah)
i am a ghost
i am a ghost yeah
i am a ghost 
i am a ghost yeah
i am a ghost
i am a ghost yeah 
i am a ghost

i am a ghost

ver. 1
you know what i cannot feel
something ain’t right i will not heal
night time skies i can’t be still
it’s all cause of him i will never know

ver. 2
the voices in my head won’t go
i’m losing my mind can we take this slow
i wanna be here but i gotta go 
it’s all cause of him i will never know

SAD ENDING

ver. 1
sit in the room
conquer my thoughts 
but it’s getting dark i’m starting to rot i’m feeling distraught
i’m feeling so lost don’t tell me i’m wrong
i’ll sing you a song
so maybe a thought gets caught in your lot that my life ain’t a lot
i feel in my gut i won’t be here long 
as long as i’m lost 


ver.2
forgot what was left
been telling the voice in my head
been telling them things that would never be said you think you a friend
but all in the end ima end up be dead but that’s better then sending a text
i don’t want the fake at my step
i’ll stare at the floor till they tell me you left
jus give me a sec 
my mind is already decaying i’m saying the swaying is kicking myself in the head

So Lost

ver.1
i look at your photos
i question your motives
i live in despair
you left me no options
i wanna be there yuh
i wanna be there
i don’t gaf about mfs acting like they even care
you living a lie to the point where you question if you even there
if you even there aye
if you even dare say
something about how i spend most my time in a room that’s a cell by myself i need help i been feeling like hell so don’t get nowhere near by these bars of the cell 



ver.2
i know that i’m better alone you keep calling but i never pick up the phone
there’s nights where i kill my emotions devoted to never rip open alone
i’m stuck in a zone where my mind and my heart has been fighting to over the thrown

Cell

ver.

why promise to stay
just to leave and detach all your feelings and let me decay
i can’t feel my face
i’ve been holding the pain in my chest
for a couple of days
let go of the rose
it was destined to die and get cold to be thrown in the snow
made sure i was froze
so when you went rouge it unfolds 

prod. clams casino

No Face

ver.

remember
that you faded away from me
i can’t heal
i don’t wanna look at your face
why am i, here

Bandage

ver.

case closed 
feeling dead, wanted man 
death aint an option 
it’s often a thought in my head 
it won’t let me pretend it ain’t there
no one to care 
leave em alone in despair 
i know that i’m hollow inside 
can you tell if that i’m even there 

ver. 2

death aint an option 
it’s often a thought in my head 
it won’t let me pretend it ain’t there
no one to care 
leave em alone in despair 
i know that i’m hollow inside 
can you tell if that i’m even there 
i knew when she looked in my eyes 
she could tell my disguise wasn’t there 
she knew that i seen through the lies 
i said that my mind isn’t scared

empty

ver.

when shit went left, life’s fucked no sex 
broke heart no less 
never love it’s chess 
slit wrist at rest
i’m counting down my days
i wanna rip my face, please don’t lie to me
you never seen what’s in
fake lover heartless father she
wants to fit in
but stupid motherfuckers
make her outta her skin
she feels outta her skin
despite the truth
change of a love can be a fucking curse
whenever the writen story changes places better hit dirt
behind of my eyes the lies be getting worse 
can’t feel, can’t see it hurts
i don’t wanna feel.

idontwannafeelthis

ver.

hate to say it to you
feeling numb i tell you
please don’t never tell a soul
bloody blurry wrist
cut up into shit hardly breathing in the snow can’t seem to live 
can’t seem to end 
as it starts becoming cold 
slit my fucking wrist 
blood all on my shit 
deadly thoughts up in my head 
suddenly it’s suffocating my conscious 
no wonder was already dead.

bloody wrist

ver. 

see life i don’t like
been screaming i
wanna crash the car
but steady dreaming i
never lost my head
between her evil eyes
tried by best instead i was
the evil guy 
it’s way too much on my chest 
feel like that ima die 
just wanna smoke on it less 
can’t get a good cry 
i wish that you could confess 
that it was all a lie 
it’s best alone with my thoughts cause we see eye to eye

cause we see eye to eye 
cause we see eye to eye
spend a couple of days 
inside my fucking mind 
wanna be out the way
think that a hundred times.

prod. foreverhollow

devils prophet

ver.

you left me wondering
pondering without no doubt
my memory's fading i can't hear
her voice anymore

ver. 2
tossing and turning my dreams
have me fall to the floor
no misunderstanding you do not
know me anymore.

I STILL PONDER ABT U

ver.

i don't wanna be around.
shorty turn around
life been feeling down
devil standing near
waiting for the tears 
i can see it clear
get away from me
love ain't meant for me 
wanted you I'm weak
stay where i can breathe
but you ain't hold it down
my heart was on the ground x3

where my mind goes to rot

ver.

i know i’ve hurt you
but you ain’t hold it down, but 
was it worth to 
bring me down
it was way too much 
i had to let you go
i didn’t want to though 
but you left me to drown 
you left me to drown 
i don’t wanna go

drowned

ver. 

please get back i won’t last
with myself 
i need help with my health 
i’m so alone. 
you promised me you won’t lie 
but you lied. 
my heart is cold 
like the snow 
oh. 
knowing now i am alone
leave me be let me bleed.

ver. 2

i’ve realized your disguise ￼
tell me why 
you left with him not i.
your demise is left to live or die

BLEED

ver.

i know you and i is apart
i still got my heart ripped apart
i left on the table itself 
never seen me ask for help 
you never seen me ask for help
i did this all apon myself 
i did this all apon myself 
never seen me ask for help
my only angel is ridden
you know i don’t feel the same
i wish that girl wasn’t finished
she barely remembers my name
i just feel like i’m a ghost
always feel like i’m a joke
i don’t see the fucking point 

chorus.

shorty said that I’m a ghost
shorty said that i’m a ghost
i just wanna fucking go
slit my shit till it’s dull 
shorty said that i’m a ghost 
shorty said that i’m a ghost yuh
shorty said that i’m a ghost yuh

ghost am i

ver. 

it's over now 
i let it out 
can't hold me now
the pain is out
let me out 
i know you love him now
you're leaving now 
i know you would but how…
I'm leaking out 
you didn't know till now.

OLD PAIN

ver.

she said there’s someone else 
(someone else)
but i do not care 
i put this pon myself 
(i put this on myself)
you won’t care
i know she won’t care 
(i wished she cared)
i can’t love you i’m scared 
(way too scared)
death is standing near
but i have no fear

2x

she said there’s someone else 
(someone else)
but i do not care 
(i don’t care)
i put this pon myself 
(i put this on myself)
you won’t care
i know she won’t care 
(i wished she cared)
i can’t love you i’m scared 
(way too scared)
death is standing near
but i have no fear

she won’t care

Prod. by anticøn

ver.

i don’t need your love 
i know i won’t give in 
that shit hurt so much 
it hurt upon my skin 
i don’t know if you 
were telling me your sins 
i’m all in my head 
i know i’ll never win


ver.2


no one’s got my back 
i know that shit within 
all these scars upon my body 
and my soul 
you can’t hold my hand 
i’m walking all alone 
i will hold my breathe until 
your stuck in stone 
you done changed so much 
i had to let you go 
i done knew you were with him 
but i don’t show 
oh.

this song has been in the vault for 7 months. im sorry.

SKIN

Ver. 

Yea only got my fucking self
Nigga talking like I will send his ass to hell
Nigga really smoking in a mf cell
Why the nigga talking like he know my fucking shorty
He don’t know no nigga he don’t even fucking know me 
yea I don’t got nobody got no fucking homie 
Yea run up on a nigga kill my fucking homie 
yea nigga talking like he got my fucking 
yea nigga talking like he got my fucking back 
no one got my back I said no one got my back 
yeah run up on a nigga with no fucking strap 
yeah run up on a nigga with my fucking hat

“We love you vanity” 

Ver. 2

Ion trust nobody in that fucking room 
nigga taking xans bitch I’m taking fucking shrooms why that nigga talking like I even know that dude
ion trust nobody ion trust that fucking room 
I’m up in my cell I don’t know if I can move 
lucki listen to that nigga in a fucking grove 
why he looking at me like I even 
why he looking at me I can’t even fucking move
yea I can’t even fucking move 
ion trust nobody stuck up in this fucking room 
I’m up in my head bitch i am not in the mood 
ion even trust these niggas in the fucking room

In The Room Prod. jankies53

ver.


Stuck up in this box nigga
I been laying in the dirt with no socks nigga
Ain’t nobody at my door that wanna knock nigga
If a nigga got a gun I’m finna knock niggas
Talk to me with no respect 
If a nigga was alone I’ll go n slit my neck
But better if a yet I want my money in a checks 
I will go slit my fucking wrist up in the mirror 
I will never see you 

ver. 2 

Yeah I was never kind though 
I didn’t have no fucking friends up in my mind though
I could never fuck on shorty with my eyes closed 
I been looking through my eyes and letting Time fold
I done already hit the candy with no blind fold
Do I even have my family I’m gon die lone
Do I even have my family I’m gon cry lone
I could never even feel 
I’d never cry no.

PROD. CXVANITY

CXVANITY

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