1day they gn realiz who i m
1 day ima say fk it they LLame
iv bn lurkn in tha Mall they think im crayZ
i cn wht i hav causd i think its crayZZ

אני מלאך אפל בגוף אנושי, לוציפר ואני מנסים לעזור

habitZzzazaaaa

jequya - trust *cavesquad maoricore remix*

By @jequya
Bros deletin stuff agn

lyrics:
This is my castle
I protect my soul
I'm so based I don't care
If I'm a victim
I'll still say sorry
My inner trauma
Is like a temple 

I go to A to B
I keep up and evolve
You wanna be with me
Then why you run away?
Yeah, I do know this realm we live is so messed up
I'm an angel in disguise, I keep my head up
You wanna think of me that way?
You think you tough? You ain't, no way
Live in a garden full of peace, don't wanna mess up
I'm bein' elegant, I have no time to waste

CCastle 私 の 居 酒 屋 .+.。

look at me cn u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y kno im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
coping wasnt the best way to keep sane
now im solving a whole piece of my maze
and i cant lie i found myself in more pain
i feel so lucky bt im also not amazed
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted bt cnt find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuu
...
developed trust issues dnt know whos who
who knows everything ab this shit? you
so y do i continue 2 give up my own truth?
cs its better that way
yeah its better that way
yk its not better that way
u wont grow this way
look at me can u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y know im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
numb it out numb it out till it fades
can u wait? can u wait? can u wait?
cope with it cs u cant face pain
no more hidin theres no gain
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted but cant find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuuu

~
prod. saikyoz

𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝙹!¡↸ᒷ ∴ℸ ̣⍑ ᒲᒷ

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no
ooo do I wna c my self that way?
she went like "oooo do u like this way?"
u know tht im shy i talk with my face
call me whn ur done i wld bless ur grace
call me whn u done i wnt ur grace
grrr do u feel th same way im made?
do u feel better whn u hang out wit me??
i js cnt read anything u do i sound insane

i hope im not asking for too much
its ok ima be ok

ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way
ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way

tell me what u mean when u say smth?
i cant grasp on your beauty u mean smth
u so sweet, i was scared u werent goodforme
but then u equal out with sour and its goodforme😋
baby when u say a word its like a symphony
its so impossible 2 sleep without ur company
ohh yeah im spiralling i cant even think properly
all the words u say 2 me, its poetry

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no

explora

𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓵𝓸𝓻𝓪

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@jequya








are my words a plastic mess
when I speak, do I make any sense?
just recycle(ling) my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

a fragile heart in a plastic dress
a polished surface too immense (?)
hollowed out? and it makes no sense
plastic thoughts in a tangled fence

are my words like plastic mess
when i talk do I make any sense?
just recycle my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

i can't explain this feeling I confess
its like im silicone
when im speaking do I even impress? 
caught in a rhythm i cant comprehend

silicone identity

hmu to use collab ! ** FREE IF I GET CREDITED !!! **

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