out on spotify and other platforms: https://open.spotify.com/album/0jhjnITiSSPVADLT6v7J9L
prod by @trkj
original by @nicopatty

all u do is call me insane
what did i do to make u this way?
im not here to fuckin play
keep on talkin u gon decay
yeah my words cant make u change
did i say u would instantly change
what u do is always complain
but to me ur just a pain

i dont know what i did wrong
i dont even think its my fault
im scared to talk cuz u get pissed and i act like a doll
i dont need ur support
ur like a wife i divorced
i dont know all my words
u just dont care anymore

if u hate me its ok, cuz we're not even the same
all this shit you've said was fake, glad u fucking went away
are u even listening, always thought u changed today
take my fuckin pain away, im the one to blame anyway
(x2)

yeah yeah, i am all alone
yeah yeah, all my trust is blown
yeah yeah, dont wanna answer the phone
yeah yeah, im gonna get insane again

(most of the lyrics are based on a tru story)

wavgun remix (trkj)

these lyrics suck

prod by me
inspired by undertale & seventeen by jane remover

lyrics:
im fucking tired
writing walls of texts everytime
too many things stress me out all the time
doesnt matter if its IRL or online
cuz im stuck in the same fucking loop
cuz everytime i wake up i got nothing to do
talking to my friends i fuck up and i lose
guess im immature i should change for the better
but guess what nothing will change
not for now i guess ill wait
maybe its ok cuz its just a phase
i got too many flaws i piss them off and they hate me
i feel isolated and now i feel crazy
no one can help except myself
but im too weak to fight so i guess oh well
but some things that i say may not be right
cuz i cant think straight

and i cant tell if its my fault or they just hate me
i dont know which is right or wrong
cuz they have used me for way too long
they say its just a test so i guess ill endure it
all i do is waste my time by playing with friends
so what the fuck am i even doing
im supposed to learn from the past
dont act stupid but i still failed that
am i unlucky for being this way?
im out of words what do i say
hate me then i hate you too
but im too weak to fight with you
be glad that im still nice to you

but all i do is bottle up my feelings til its enough
and if i dont trust you go fuck off and leave me alone
but when i share my problems it feels selfish
and if i do will i learn from this?
whats the point if ill just waste ur time
(i dont wanna bother you)
when i try to talk they tell me to be quiet
(maybe im just annoying)
but when they talk shit to me i stay silent
i guess thats fine cuz they have problems too
and im so stupid for being rude
and im sorry for this shit its just how i am
but its only just the beginning

(i was doing fine until i met you)
(i gave you chances but you still havent changed)
(and i hate you for making me this way)
(i was trying to be nice but you drained my emotions)
(go solve ur shit this isnt my problem)
(just stay away from me im impatient)
(fuck you ur too egoistic)

im so tired of being quiet i just wanna get it through
dont wanna start a fight i just wanna talk to you
i know i made mistakes but im still tryna change
i vent into ur dms cuz i mostly talk to you
i cry because i hardly have anyone to trust
my school is a such a bitch i get treated like a dust
i cope with games and friends but i know its not enough
hope im telling you the truth cuz i exaggerate too much
(x4)

cant think straight

hey, long time no see.

prod by me

lyrics:
on second thoughts
i thought you went away
but i could never walk
since the time will come and pass
its been seven years since you made that promise
ive been waiting for this moment
you left me to rot in the winter
go back into my home

cuz i'll never know the end
i guess that there's no stopping you
ill wait and wait to try again
i really dont know why you pretend
i guess its all okay

i watched you leave the hallways
as the darkness creeps in
i thought you would notice
but the guilt is deep within
theres nothing you can see
the wind is freezing me
i warned you all about this
and yet, you just wont listen

there's nowhere else that i can go
stuck inside a pile of snow
i wish that i could take it back
i wish that time was running slow
but now im dead inside
you fucking left and lied
and i hope that it comes back to you

(chorus)

i can see it through the night
dont wanna start a fight
i just wanna make it right
i dont wanna cry
i am looking for the light
just get me out of your sight
get me out of your sight
(x2)

know the end

this is a revised version of an edm mix made by @heyscirpy. i unfortunately can't provide the original link since it was taken down months ago.

samples:
ayesha erotica - hard
slayyyter - bff

also, fuck loudness war.

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